Sakura
I looked over the ceiling. Hoping that time would pass by easily, and stopped torturing me. Whenever I try to set things straight I end up not... I made myself something to eat. Only God knows what I will do next. I asked to myself do I love Syaoran? Or is it me thats conceited not Melinda? So many questions were flowing in my head. Things I should do not do so many so many questions...
On the radio... Top 10 ... Sakura can care less about who came first who came last, because we all end up in the same place. Thinking about it why did Syaoran come here for? Did Melinda miss him that much? I should be happy I told myself... But why is my heart aching so? One of my favorite songs came on...
"Mary Did You Know"-Clay Aiken
Mary, did you know that your Baby Boy would one day walk on water?
Mary, did you know that your Baby Boy would save our sons and daughters?
Did you know that your Baby Boy has come to make you new?
This Child that you delivered will soon deliver you.
Mary, did you know that your Baby Boy will give sight to a blind man?
Mary, did you know that your Baby Boy will calm the storm with His hand?
Did you know that your Baby Boy has walked where angels trod?
When you kiss your little Baby you kissed the face of God?
Mary did you know.. Ooo Ooo Ooo
The blind will see.
The deaf will hear.
The dead will live again.
The lame will leap.
The dumb will speak The praises of The Lamb.
Mary, did you know that your Baby Boy is Lord of all creation?
Mary, did you know that your Baby Boy will one day rule the nations?
Did you know that your Baby Boy is heaven's perfect Lamb?
The sleeping Child you're holding is the Great, I Am...
I know some people may not like this song. But I do. I'm not Christian crazy, but it has a nice tone and its soft. The song ended, my relaxation was over. Another time to do the daily things I do... School, work, dodge bullies, and go home or go to clubs. As I was thinking of what to wear, I remembered Syaoran's eyes were amber. So I picked a red shirt... I held on to my head. Am I going crazy?
I cleared my mind, because it was midterms today. When I came to school, everybody was seated like a couple of army men. I picked a seat next to Rika. Since Tomoyo and Eriol was together. Writing, math, reading, science,and history. We were all taking Math today. Its a big section. Thankfully I remember these...
(Sakura taking math test we shouldn't interrupt her! shh!)
School was half day I got out early. Which meant I had time before I went to the Li's. Until I bumped into Hitomi I was pretty much in a good mood. But I noticed the ring it was gone... Hitomi never took that ring out. It was the first and only ring my father gave to her... I didn't ask about it, and I really don't want to find out. That ring gave me a hell of a nightmare. Just thank god its gone...
"Sakura?"
"Yes?"
"Can you go to the groceries for me?"
Good its only groceries whew..."Oh sure..."
"And come back soon as you can."
I wonder why Hitomi is wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy to nice today. Probably Syaoran.
As I walked toward the groceries I see Melinda and Syaoran together. Suddenly my heart froze. This never happened before why now? I looked away...
So many groceries... All this heacy lump is dragging me. All is done time is right. Back to Li's. By the time I got there Melinda and Syaoran was gone. A note was there it said...
Sakura-
Clean my room, do the laundry, and do you mind doing it sparkly clean?
Syaoran
Short note I thought. Since he isn't here I didn't bother to change into my maid clothes. OH MY GOD! The room was a mess. Shirts, Pants, garbage, and whats this? I picked it up it was. I turned away. Hurriedly I cleaned everything. Went home got the Ying Fa costume makeover on, and went to enjoy myself.
This time no clubs just mall. I looked around, doing eye shopping. Eventually I bought some more make up and clothes for "Ying Fa" I'm going to keep this up and ruin Melinda. Expose the truth about her, and maybe even mine someday...
Ying Fa was me and I was Ying Fa. Syaoran loves Ying Fa, but I don't. By the time I got to my little house I collasped... Remembering what I picked up, remembering why I felt jeolous and disgusted. I can't believe I picked up a condemn... Lying around the floor... What should I do?
XxQuietSecretxX: Its a short chapter I know I'll make it up someday.
Next Chapter
... You just have to find out for yourselves. Alot of the hints and clues of Ying Fa might be up in Chapter 6 or 7 or ?.
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