Author's Notes: Hi guys! I thought I wasn't gonna have time to update, but here it is! Miracle eh? I have to rush this a bit seeing that I have to keep studing for my science exam which is tomorrow! I'm really kinda worried about that, so I'm studying like mad! But hey after Monday, which is my last exam (math), school is done for me, so that means more updating! Alight on with the show!

Disclaimer: Okay I don't own Sailor Moon! You people are so cruel!

Let Me Hold You

Serena's figure blur past her apartment's front door. When finally she got into her apartment, she furiously slammed the poor door shut. She winced as she heard the door whamming shut, but she kept on running throughout her house to her bed room, upstairs.

Once she got into her room, she dashed into it, and closed the door silently. When she heard the 'click' of the door, she pressed her back against it. Her eyes were downcast, but her head immediately raised up, when she had felt her eyes start to mist over. She looked around her room, but she felt her vison begin to blur. She gazed at her beautiful, cream coloured, queen sized bed through her lashes. She threw her self on to the mattress. She squirmed on it, letting the silk covers of her bed touch, sooth, and caress her. She took out a creamy, white arm from underneath her, and grabbed a beige, gold trimmed pillow. She placed her head, face down on it. She let out a earth- shattering scream in to the pillow, which muffled the sounds. Once she was done, she layed there, until two tears streamed down her face, staining the pillow. She instantly sat up, her bed squeaking beneath her.

' I won't cry! I just won't cry,'she mentally yelled at herself, as her hand began to fan herself to dry her tears. She brought her fingers to her cornflower blue eyes, and started to rub them. She walked up to her vanity mirror, and let her fingers fall from her eyes. She gave a weak smile at her mirror image, happy that her tears were gone. But the smile disappeared, as she thought of her days events.

" How could he have a girlfriend," she groaned aloud. She remembered how he watched her with his smouldering stormy-blue eyes, how he touched her intimately, like she was his girlfriend. But, she wasn't. 'Does he even know what he does to me!'

She fell back on to her soft bed, with yet another groan. She remembered his, and Lauren's chuckles, and giggles, there hugs, there...kisses. She felt a pang of betrayal and hurt in her heart. ' Why didn't he tell me he had a girlfriend? If he did then I wouldn't be feeling this way!'

She furiously shook her heads from those thoughts. Away from that, she actually had a great day. Her first class was depressing until she met another few girls. But they were exactly the opposite from Lauren, and Mina. They were, well different, but it a great way!

Flashback

She sluggishly walked it to the room of her first class. She looked on the thousands of chairs filling the room. She sighed. She didn't need this right know, after the scene with her, and Darien that unfortunately kept playing over and over in her head, like a bad record. She walked throughout the aisles, and found a seat near the middle of the room. She looked over to her right, and saw a small girl beside her. As small as she looked, she was still taller then Serena by a few inches. Serena smiled at the girl, and cleared her throat. The girl slowly turned her head to look at the blond. Serena examined the girls face, as she eyed her. She had a round face, and had a sense of elegance to her. Her lips were slightly thin, but her bottom lip was fuller and had a pink tint to it. She looked at her in the eyes, and felt like she was submerged in the great depths of the ocean. Her gazed slowly turned to look at her hair. She had short hair with soft curls, that framed her ear. But it was the oddest colour. It was navy, blue colour! This person was one of the shiest person she ever knew, just by looking at her at the first glance. She would never think that this kind of person would dye her smooth curls such a weird colour.

The girl poked Serena in the stomach. Serena jerked, but soon snapped out of her trance. The girl looked at her oddly, and Serena had the grace to blush at her intense staring.

" Uh...sorry for staring...," she trailed on, as her blush intensified. She abruptly looked at back at the girl, as she heard her trying to smother her giggles with her slender, white hand.

" That's alright! It was my hair right," she questioned, as she pointed to her blue hair. Serena nodded, still ashamed, but the girl started to giggle once more. " Doesn't matter. By the way, my name is Amy Anderson. Yours?"

Serena brought her head up, and beamed at Amy. " My name is Serena. Serena Conway. And if you don't mind me asking, why is your hair blue?" Amy looked at Serena, with confusion painted on her face. Serena right away regretted even asking her question. " Well...it's not like it looks ugly...it's just that it looks weird...but in a good way! Yah...uh...yah," Serena trailed on, as she played with her fingers, while her face flushed.

" Well it all started when me and my friends were playing truth or dare. My friend dared me to dye my hair blue, she thought I would chicken out. But I showed her! They next day I came to school, and everyone was shocked! It was the best day of school, ever! But the only catch was that the hair dye my friends gave me was permanent. They were sorry about it, and said they had bought it somewhere in Canada. All I can say was that I had a hell of a time telling my mom!" Amy stopped telling her story, as she remembered her, and her mother's conversation.

" So your telling me that your friends went all the way to Canada to buy you hair dye?"

Amy chuckled at Serena, and started to nod her head 'no'. "Well actually yes, and no. They went to Canada, but it didn't take long seeing that I lived in Toronto, Ontario."

" Your Canadien? That's cool! I always wanted to go there!" Serena sighed. She was a traveller at heart. She wanted to travel to every country. It was like a dream to her.

" Yah it's a great place! I miss it already. We moved out here two years ago, but I wish we were back in Toronto." Amy sighed, as Serena gave her a small smile. She really did miss Canada, but with Serena in her University, maybe everything won't be so bad after all. She watched as the blond searched through her blue backpack. She took out a light pink notebook, and flipped the pages to an empty sheet. She took out her purple gel pen, and started to write. Amy sighed once more, and looked at her silver, and black digital watch. ' Where is the Professor?' She took out her book from her book bag, and started to do some light reading.

Minutes passed, but still no Professor. Amy set the book down, and blew her blue strands in annoyance. She looked over at Serena to see that she was done her writing. Amy inched her hand towards the pink book, and snatched the book out of Serena's hand. Serena gave a yelp of pretest, as Amy started to look over her writing. 'It's a poem' Amy mused, and started to clear her throat. Serena gave her a sad look, but Amy just grinned and started to read the poem.

" Blue
by Serena Conway

Blue

The undescribable blue.

Blue like the

midnight sky.

Showing only darkness, and

mystery. Shedding no truth of its

real self.

Blue like

the depths of the ocean.

Drowning you in its sadness,

and hurt.

Blue like

the controlled rain.

Numbing the pain, the anger,

so you feel nothing.

Absolute nothing.

Blue

the colour I see when I

look it to

your eyes.

Oh, how I wish

I could lighten up the

darkness, and

discover your mystery.

I wish

I could drown

with you.

Feel your pain as

mine.

Oh, how I wish I could

tame your raging rain,

and engulf you with my

warmness.

So instead of the

pain, you only feel

the love I supply.

But when I look into

your eyes,

all I see is blue.

The undescribable

Blue"

Amy put down the notebook, and looked at Serena with widen eyes. " Serena...uh...wow! That was beautifully written," she breathed. "Yes, it was beautiful, but who is person with these undescribable blue eyes that you are talking about?" She gave Serena a sly smirk, and wiggled her eyebrows. Serena turned beat red head to toe. She looked away from Amy in embarrassment.

" No one Ames. Seriously no one," Serena whispered, but Amy heard her clearly. She looked at Serena, and put a hand on her shoulder.

" I don't believe it Sere. Come on it can't be that bad." Serena gave Amy a weak smile, and gave a long sigh.

" Alright, I'll tell you. Well... I moved here a few months ago, with my brother Andrew. I didn't know that many people expect Andy, and his sweet girlfriend, Rita. Well, a few weeks ago I went to the grocery store, and when I was coming back home I took a shortcut through the park. That's when I met him. He was gorgeous, handsome, just plain perfect. We didn't start off at on the right foot when we first started to talk. He kept calling me Babe, and I was so annoyed of that name, but coming from him it sounded, I don't know, right? He was a jerk, but after we introduced each other, and got to a little talking. It was all good. Afterwards we parted ways, but as we did everything seemed a little brighter in a way. I didn't see him for so long, but for some reason I couldn't get him out of my mind. He was forever carved into my memory, and I couldn't do anything about it.

Then school started. My lovely brother took me early here, for revenge about something I know you wouldn't want to know about. Well he was there, and to my disbelieve he was Andy's best friend. I met their other friends, but it all felt like a blur because the I only thing I could think about was him. He was so close to me. Stroking me, hugging me, touching me. I felt like was going to die with his advances. But then everything just stopped when a beautiful brunette came running towards us. She was beautiful, curvy, graceful. Just everything I'm not. I asked him who she was, and right there he couldn't have hurt me more then that. He said she was his girlfriend." Serena's voice cracked, as tears inched their way into her almond shaped eyes. She looked up at Amy, and Amy gave a soft gasp. She looked so sad. Her cheerful, excited natural was gone, and was replaced with an empty, hurt, sad shell of the women who was there before.

'How could any one do this to a sweet, innocent girl like this.' Amy watched, as Serena tired to stay strong. But it failed completely as tears cascaded there way down her porcelain face, hitting the brown wood of the small desk.

" Oh, Serena I'm so sorry," Amy cooed, as she put her hand on Serena's smaller one. Serena wiped her eyes, with her free hand, and gave Amy a watery smile.

" You know, I don't even know why I'm crying. I didn't even like him that much, he was just some nobody. A jerk!" ' But he was my jerk' Serena closed her eyes, and tried to forget about her last thought.

" Serena did you love him," Amy questioned, as her features soften at the blond who's tears hadn't stopped. She watched as Serena's eyes widened at the question, but they instantly softened, like Amy's. She closed her eyes, like she was in thought, as more tears slid down her creamy face.

" I might have loved him, in time. I might have, but with him having a girlfriend, all those hopes have been dashed... so quickly." Serena pulled her hand out of Amy's grasp, and started to wipe her face. She took her hands off her face, and she looked like she didn't even shed one tear.

" Thanks for listening Ames," Serena thanked as she pulled Amy it do a hug. Amy was surprised by the move, but soon hugged her back. They stayed like that for a while, until a loud voice, suddenly pulled them back to reality.

" You go girls! Meow," the voice cat called at the girls. Serena, and Ami both whipped their heads towards the annoying voice. Serena instantly remembered the man with the golden locks. 'He may be annoying, but he's my friend!' Serena gave him a hard stare, but couldn't help but laugh out loud. She was about to holler something back at him, but a rich, sultry voice irrupted her.

"Jed, you fool! Once in you life could you...uh...I don't know...learn to SHUT UP," the women screeched at Jed. Serena looked at Jed, and mentally giggled as she saw the love in his big bluish- green eyes. Serena turned her head, and gazed at the girl who walked in. She had long ebony hair that, when in light, looked a little reddish-violet. Her hair was naturally straight, with no curls insight. It reached mid-back and it was layed all around. Her face was a heart-shaped face, but it had no traces of baby fat. She had high cheek bones, and strong nose. Her eyes were the colour of amethyst. Hey body was curvaceous, and the women knew. She walked up the stairs swishing her hips, knowing that Jed was drooling over her apple-bottom. The girl sat down, by Serena and Ami, and gave Jed another piercing glare. Jed brushed it off, and walked up the stairs to Serena. He gave Serena one of his charming smiles, while Serena gave him a short peck on the cheek. Jed widened his eyes at her, and soon they were filled with amusement.

"Why did you do that," he questioned, as Serena gave him a sly smirk.

" You my friend, and well its just a way to thank you, and the other guys for excepting me into your group." Serena beamed, as Jed gave her a chuckle, and slipped a piece of paper into her slender fingers. He gave her a wink, as he dashed down the stairs, in a rush to get to his own class. The ebony haired women, oblivious to Serena and Jed's whispering, crawled on to the seat beside Serena, the one Amy wasn't occupying

" Tell me that annoying jerk isn't you boyfriend," the women groaned as her violet ears searched through Serena's blue ones. Serena gave a snicker at the thought.

" No he's not my boyfriend, just a friend," Serena watched as the unknown women gave a sigh of relief.

"So...my name is Serena Conway, and this is Amy Anderson," Serena stated as she pointed to the blue headed girl. " What's your name?"

" My name is Raye Harris, nice meeting you Amy, and you too Serena," Raye greeted, as Serena and Ami just nodded at her.

" So how do you know Jed, Raye," Serena asked, as she titled her head in curiosity, while her blond curls spilled onto the desk.

" I don't. Actually, some of these girls, from my High School, were talking to, or more like flirting with the ass. I just heard one of them saying his name, that's all," Raye shrugged at Serena. Serena nodded her head in understanding. ' Kind of sounds like Raye is jealous.'

Serena felt a tap on her shoulder, which interrupted her thoughts. She turned her head to the Ami, who had confused sprayed across her delicate face.

" Serena...if that guy is just your friend...then who was the guy that you were telling me about?" Serena was about to answer, but Raye cut in.

" What guy? Oh I wanna know," Raye yelled, and her eyes light up with curiosity. Serena groaned, and jested Ami to tell her.

While Ami was talking, Serena opened the slip of paper Jed had given her. It was a letter, written perfectly in blue ink. She smiled, as she read it was from Andrew, she looked at the content of the letter and started to read on.

Hey sis,

Just wanted to know, that if you want a ride home? If you do, come to the parking lot at the end of your last class. Me and the gang are gonna go hang out, you can come if you like. Well I have to go. See ya at 3 o'clock. Have fun in class!

Your bro,

Andrew

Serena closed the slip of paper, and placed it into her front pocket of her backpack. She closed her eyes, and thought about Andrew's invitation. ' I would love to go, but I just can't see Darien. It's just to early' Serena open her eyes, as she met with violet ones. She gazed at Raye, as she gave her a sympathetic look.

" Man Serena, how can that guy be such a jerk to you. Seriously men only want one thing, and commitment sure isn't it," Raye huffed, as she crossed her arms under her breasts. Serena laughed throatily at her, and agreed whole heartily. "But the poem you wrote was really good. I wish I could write stuff like that. All I write turns up like crap."

" You write poetry?"

" Attempt to write poetry, attempt. Well I'm a singer at heart, not a writer. But with being a singer, you have to learn to write your own songs. The songs I write up just doesn't have rhythm, or it doesn't flow right," Raye looked over Serena's poem, and could just feel Serena's hurt through it. 'She doesn't write with her hand. She writes with her heart, her soul. I wish I could write like that.'

" Well if you want I can write some songs for you. If you want it that is." Serena shrugged, as Raye's eyes gleamed.

" Oh, thank you! Thank you! Thank you! Thank you," Raye screamed, as she hugged the life out of Serena. Serena just grinned back at her, but she was soon hugged from the back by a petite Amy. The three girls giggled at each other.

" It's like we're a big happy family," Amy snorted, in-between her giggles.

End Flashback

Serena flopped back onto her bed, as she remembered how she opened up to Amy, and Raye about her Darien problems. She remembered that both of them told her that they were single. 'They shouldn't be single. They deserve a great boyfriend, because they were such great friends to me.' Serena remembered the four men she met in the morning. ' Are they all single? Andrew would know.' As on cue she heard Andrew's red convertible pull into the parking lot. After a few minutes, she heard his foot steps, and the sound of him opening the door.

"Andrew I have to ask you something," Serena yelled as she ran down the stairs to meet her brother. When she reached the last step, Andrew just gave her a nod for her to continue.

" Andrew, are Zach, Nathan, Kev, and Jed single by any chance," Serena asked, as hope filled her eyes.

" I forbid you from going out with any of them Sere," Serena groaned as she heard the rage filled words spill out her brother's mouth.

" I don't want to date them Andy, there just my friends!"

" So why do you want to know if they are single or not," Andrew raised and eyebrow, as he placed his hands on his hips.

" Well I want to set them up with some of my single girlfriends," Serena shrugged her shoulders, as Andrew's jaw dropped open.

" Your going to play matchmaker! Serena your not serious are you," Andrew stopped as Serena nodded her head to answer his question. " Oh god no! Well at least tell me who your going to pair each of the guys with."

" Well seeing that my friend, Amy Anderson, is like a fancy-pansy-smarty-pants, she would be perfect with Zach. Right," Andrew thought about, and then nodded his head and agreed with her. " And then my other friend, Raye Harris, a raven beauty-"

" She's the great singer right?"

" Yes, she sounds beautiful when she sings. Well she came into my first class, saw Jed, and started to tell him off. While she was doing that, I watched Jed, and could see the love in his eyes, clear-as-day! They would be adorable together! And then my other friend, Mina, who I met when I got my haircut, would be perfect for Kevin. Kevin is so cold, he needs to ease up. And Mina is a bubbly, free spirit; she needs to be controlled. They would be able to help each other. Mina could the one to make Kevin loving, and warm. And Kevin could be the one to control Mina's bubbly nature." Serena sighed as thought about her most perfect plan.

" Okay, all three couples sound very compatible, but what about Nathan?"

" Oh crap," Serena groaned as she smacked her head. " uh...hehe...oops? Okay I did forget about him, but I know I will find the perfect girl from him!"

" Well how do you know that these guys don't want to have a girlfriend?" Serena thought about it. She started to remember Darien, and then she started to remember her loneliness.

" Everyone deserves someone. Someone to make them happy," she muttered, but then she plastered her happy smile, and looked up at Andrew. " I am going bring these people together! And your going to help me Andy!"

"What! I am not going to help you in this stupid scheme of yours Serena," Andrew yelped, as Serena shook her head at him in disgust.

" Andrew, Andrew, Andrew," she chilled. " This is love we are talking about, you can not step in it's way! I am here to just give it a push, Andy! I am a girl on a mission, and no one can stop me!" Serena pumped her fist in the air, and screamed in victory.

" I knew I shouldn't brought you here. I just knew it," Andrew whimpered. ' I really feel sorry for the guys, and Serena's friends.' Andrew watched as Serena laughed maniacally as she thought of her so called plan. ' Scratch that! I'm feel sorry for myself!'

AN: So how was it? I really do feel sorry for Andrew here! Hehe! I already have chapter four started, so that will probably be out next week. But for now I gotta go study! Review guys, Thanks!

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Nisha-chan- I updated as fast as I can!

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Elizabeth- Ya I really felt sorry for Serena there too! I just wonder what your going to feel when her and Darien meet up again?

Moongirl5657- I updated! Hope you like this chapter, and maybe it will be as good as the last, I hope!

Confess- Ya, I'm kinda puzzled about what will happen next, but all I know is that it will be very surprising!

Whitney9h- I put the inners in the story for you, hope you like that! And don't worry Lita will arrive shortly!

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buwan anghel- Yes it would scar a person, but was funny if I do so say so my self. Ya I feel sorry for Sere to. Some guys are jerks, not that I'm making Dare one, but just saying.

Ffgirlmoonie- your welcome! your welcome! your welcome! Lol The convo bout Canada was for you girl! Hope you liked it! And ya it was going to Dare's fiancé, but seeing that they are so young, I just made her his girlfriend. Hope your okay with that!

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