Hey everyone, it didn't take as long as I thought it would to get this chapter done...i'm on a role! Things start to get a bit depressing now so you have been warned! Hope you enjoy, please review!

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Chapter 6

Chandler stared at the door long after Ross had closed it. His hands were still shaking and his breathing hard. He didn't break though, he felt like screaming, falling to the ground and sobbing into the floor but he didn't. He stared at the door until his breathing calmed down and burning in his eyes stopped. Calming, as if nothing had happened, he walked back into his bedroom and closed the door.

Across the hall, Rachel entered her apartment and placed her bags on the table. Monica walked out of her room to greet her. Rachel could tell from the look on her face that something was up.

"Hey Mon, everything ok?" Rachel asked as she sat down on the couch. Monica smiled and sat down next to her.

"Rach, there's something I have to tell you, Richard asked me to move in with him" She told her.

"Really, wow you're both not wasting any time are you" Rachel replied.

"Yeah I guess not" Monica said dully.

"This is a good thing right?" Rachel asked, confused at Monica's attitude.

"Of course it is, I mean I'm getting married" Monica said more excitedly.

"But you still can't stop thinking about Chandler can you?" Rachel asked knowingly. Monica had confided in Rachel about her mixed feelings. She still had some doubts about the whole thing.

"Do you think I'm making a mistake?" Monica asked Rachel as she ran a hand through her hair.

"Well I think it's your choice. I can't make your decisions for you" Rachel replied.

"I don't know what to do. I thought it would go away but the more I'm apart from Chandler…the more I miss him" Monica said, tears filling her eyes. Rachel leaned over and hugged her.

"I wish I could help somehow" She mumbled.

"Thanks Rach but I think I have my decision, I'm going to stay with Richard. I couldn't bear to hurt another person and besides things would never be the same with Chandler and I again" Monica said with a forced smile. "Things will get better" She whispered more to herself than anyone.

Joey hummed a tune to himself as he walked up the stairs to his apartment.

In one hand he carried a pizza box and in the other a six pack of beer. If he couldn't get Chandler out of the house to have fun then he was going to bring the fun to the house.

He grinned at the thought of sitting in front of the TV watching die hard while stuffing their faces with pizza. Joey fumbled awkwardly with the keys as he tried to unlock the door. Once eventually inside he called out Chandler's name, expecting him to come out of his room.

When he got no reply, Joey frowned and placed the items down before walking over to Chandler's door. He poked his head in but the room was empty. Joey couldn't remember Chandler telling him he was going out. He called out his name again, to make sure he wasn't in the apartment.

He walked back over to the kitchen and checked for any notes. He found something white sticking out from under the pizza box. It was an envelope with his name on it. Joey's frown deepened, this all seemed very strange. He ripped the envelope open and pulled out the letter from inside.

To my best buddy Joey,

If you're reading this letter now…well then obviously you found it, good for you. But seriously though, you will never know how much you meant to me. You have been my best friend for what seems like forever…and you always will be.

I'm sorry Joe, but I'm not going to be around anymore. Don't blame her please. Once you find true love you will understand what I mean. I wish I could have been there to see that day. You were one of the most important people in my life, you were my brother and I wish I didn't have to leave you like this, but life has a way of screwing people over…mine certainly did.

I have left you everything that you need, including my bank account, I won't be needing that where I'm going. I hope that one day you can forgive me, understand that this is just something that I had to do. You're the man of the house now Joe, take care of Ross and the girls for me ok buddy? And don't forget chick and duck, they need you now, you have to be strong for them.

Please don't come after me…you're already too late. I love you man, thank you for being my best friend. I couldn't think of a better one than you.

Your best bud Chandler.

Joey slid down the bench until he was rested on the floor. He stared at the letter in his hands as tears slowly made their way down his cheeks. He was gone, his best friend was really gone. 'Don't blame her' he read the words again. He growled at the thought of her. She caused this…she killed Chandler.

Ross yawned and stretched his body as he slowly woke up from his nap. He sat up from the couch and rubbed his eyes tiredly. 'Must have dozed off' he thought to himself as he picked the book up off of the floor on placed it on the table.

He stood up and gave another big yawn. Something suddenly caught his eye from near the front door. A white envelope had been pushed under it, it had his name written on it. Ross grinned as he picked it up, someone had given him mail. He ripped it open and soon the smile turned into a frown as he read.

Dear Ross,

I'm glad that you visited me. I know things haven't been great between us but I'm happy that you still consider me as your friend. You're my oldest friend and possibly one of the greatest guys I'll ever know. I miss those collage days, back when nothing mattered, where we could just chase a pretty girl and no worry about babies or marriage.

You were always the one who had the answers, in a way I think we all depended on you for that. I know how much Monica means to you, she's a part of your family and I could never ask you to throw that away. She needs you…a lot more than I do, so I understand why we can't hang out like we use to.

When Monica and I began dating we made a promise that no matter what, we would never let our relationship ruin the friendship we all have…I have to keep that promise. You were right, things will never be the same with the group again, not so long as I am here, that's why I have to go. Joey will forgive her in time; he'll need you more now I'm not around, please be there for him, if not for me?

I don't blame you if you hate for this, even I hate myself for doing this. I'm selfish and I feel bad for leaving you all with this weight on your shoulders, but time doesn't heal everything. I'll miss you Ross.

Love Chandler.

Ross cursed loudly once he had finished reading the letter. He threw the piece of paper down and quickly grabbed his coat. He rushed out the door and down the hallway, not sure exactly where he was going. He had to find him before it was too late, he could let him do this.

Don't worry i'll post the next chapter very soon, please review if u liked it, I hate writing letters!