Woohoo, more Nip/Tuck fic! this time a mini-series, ooh ahh, encompassing the three main characters (Christian, Sean and Julia) feelings on love.
It's set after 2.14 - Trudy Nye, where Sean and Kimber bump into Julia and Kevin in a restaurant, Christian sleeps with Kimber and breaks up with Natasha and Sean ends things with Kimber.
Disclaimer: I don't own anything to do with N/T, except season 1 on DVD and season 2 on video. Hell, if I owned N/T, Christian would never wear clothes, Ava would be back, we would discover what happened to Grace Santiago (and it wouldn't be pretty) and Julia would have her mouth taped shut.
Love is...
Julia
How long has it been since you truly knew what love was? How long has it been since you truly belived it could conquer all? How long has it been since you truly believed in it at all? When your marriage was still alive? Hell, when was your marriage last truly alive?
You're lying to yourself again. Diving into another relationship you're not truly commited to. A relationship spawned from loneliness. Sure, you can tell yourself you care about Kevin. You can try and force yourself to make it true but you know deep down, it'll never be true.
There are only two men you could ever be with and you're destined for misery with both. With Sean you have a life of lies, deciet, pain and desires for Christian. With Christian, you'd have a childless life full of affairs, drugs and desires for Sean. You just can't win. No matter who you choose, you're destined to long for the other. Maybe you'd be better off alone? At least that way you can't hurt anyone anymore.
No, you can't be alone. You're not strong enough to be alone. You're scared of being independent. You dream of it yet it frightens you. So you continue to depend on someone else, until the day you can accuse them of holding you back. Hell, why change the habit of a lifetime? You're happy this way...
Or are you?
Please R&R! Please, no season 3 spoilers in your reviews. I don't get to see it until mid-next year. Stupid England :(