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Chapter 8

Monica lay curled up on her bed, clutching her pillow to her body as she sob into it. Within minutes the pillow was soaked with her endless tears. She was scared that they would never stop. She felt like her whole existence meant nothing anymore, like she would never be happy ever again. Is this how Chandler felt? Was this how Monica had made him feel. The thought of this caused Monica to sob even harder.

What Rachel had said before was right, Monica would realize that she was in love with Chandler, and she did. The moment she opened that letter was the moment that she realized that she needed him. How could she have been so blind? She was so desperate to get married and start a family that she didn't even care who it was with. But now she didn't even want that. She didn't care if she never got married and didn't have any kids, all she wanted was Chandler. Why is it that it took him leaving for her to realize it? I guess she always figured he would be there, like he always had been. Monica wished that she could just fall asleep, escape to her dreams where Chandler was there waiting for her. She wished she could stay there and never face reality again.

There was a light knock on the door and Rachel stuck her head in.

"Sweetie, Richard's here" She told her softly.

Monica didn't reply, she just kept her head buried in her pillow. Rachel opened the door wider and let Richard into the room, closing the door behind him.

"Monica, what's wrong?" He asked, suddenly very concerned. Monica sat up, still hugging her pillow and said nothing.

"My cousins flight was delayed, I thought you were going to meet us at the house" He sat down next to her and put and arm around her shoulder.

"Talk to me" He said gently.

"Chandlers dead" Monica whispered through her sobs. Saying it out loud made it seem more real.

Monica burst into tears again, burying her face in Richard's shoulder. Richard frowned and pulled her back.

"What do you mean he's dead?" He asked in confusion.

"He's gone" Monica sobbed. She was almost hysterical now, she could hardly breathe.

"Honey, I just saw Chandler at the airport, it looked liked he was waiting for a plane" Richard told her gently.

Monica stared at him in shock for a moment then shook her head.

"You couldn't have" She replied.

"Yes I did, did he say anything about leaving?" Richard questioned.

Monica suddenly let out a loud gasp and jumped off of the bed. Without another word she grabbed her jacket and dashed out the door, receiving three very puzzled looks on her way out.

"Can't you go any faster!" Monica shrieked to the taxi driver.

"Do you want to get there alive?" The man asked sarcastically, giving her a sideways glance.

"I don't care just go!" She exclaimed.

Her hands were shaking and sweaty. She had to get there in time. 'oh god, please don't let me be too late' she silently prayed.

The taxi screeched to a stop in front of the airport. Monica practically flew out the car and threw a handful of money at the cab. Most likely tipped him three times as much but she didn't care, she had to stop him. She ran through the airport as though she was being chased, knocking people over in the process.

She screamed for people to get out her way as she ran. Suddenly she stopped in her tracks as she noticed the time chart. She took in the three that were leaving within the hour and ran to the nearest boarding area. She franticly searched the waiting area but there was no sign of him. She quickly glanced at her watch, 10:15, flight 206 was leaving now.

She ran to the boarding area to find people already handing their tickets over to board the plane. There were about 15 people lined up from what she could see.

"Chandler!" She called. She could have been in a room of 100 people and still see him first.

Chandler turned at the sound of his name as he handed the lady his ticket.

"Chandler, don't go please, I love you" Monica cried, out of breath. Chandler just stared back at her, eyes filling with tears.

"I have to" He replied sadly.

"No Chandler, you don't have to do this. I love you, I'm sorry for everything I've done" She said desperately, stepping closer to the crowd, not caring about all the eyes watching them.

"You have Richard now" Chandler replied dully.

"I don't love Richard, I love you Chandler" Monica stated.

"Excuse me sir, there are people waiting" The lady interrupted, trying to sound nice.

"Sorry" Chandler told her and began to walk towards the door.

"Chandler, please don't leave" Monica begged softly.

Chandler stopped and looked back at her one last time. Without a word he turned back and walked onto the plane.

That was the last time she saw him.

This isn't the end i promise!...please review!