Disclaimer: I don't own any of Buffy the Vampire Slayer. If I did, that would be awsome. This is my second little drabble, so it still may not be up to some of your standards. This is also slash, with talk of character death, slight angst I guess just to be safe. Please R&R!
Mini Slash Adventures
Part 2: Dark
(Andrew POV)
I look out the window and notice something, it is very dark outside. It reminds me of Warren, and how we had some good times in the dark. Almost everything reminds me of him because I miss him so much. I probably think about him more than I should, especially since he didn't even treat me right half of the time. Sometimes it was so bad that I wondered if he even loved me at all, or if it was just all a joke to him. Warren did love me though, I know he did. Our first kiss together was on a night like this. It probably wasn't the most ideal way for him finding out that I liked him, but I am still happy I said it, because I don't know what I would have done if this never happened between us. We were fighting about a girl at school, on that night I mean. Every guy in school thought she was hot, except me, he laughed and said I was gay. When he said those words, it felt as if a brick had hit me, and probably for the reason no one would have guessed.
Flashback
"Haha, so you really don't think that new chick is hot?" Warren laughed and then moved closer to Andrew. "You know what I think? I think your gay." He continued.
"I am not! I like a few girls! Just because I have a crush on you doesn't make me gay!"
Andrew blurted out at Warren. They both just stared at each other for a few moments before Warren said anything.
"Andrew." He whispered stepping closer the blond.
Before Andrew new anything was happening, Warren had placed his hands on his face and kissed him. It took Andrew a second to realize what was going on and began to kiss back, wrapping his arms around his crush.
"W-Warren? The nervous boy asked when other boy broke away. "W-why did you do that."
"I love you Andrew, as much as I hate to admit it, oh God do I hate to admit it, I do." Warren confessed.
Flashback End
Times are not like that anymore, and they never will be again. Warren is dead, my boyfriend is dead, the love of my life, is dead. I inhaled deeply and wiped the tears from my eyes as I keep thinking about him. Sometimes I want to kill myself, but I know I would never have the strength to do that. In the way that makes me stronger, or at least that is what Warren would have told me. This place is like hell, and I actually have strength to live in it. Who am I kidding, I am nothing without him. I wish we could have just one more day together though. That would make me live forever. One last kiss, one last talk, and for him to make love me to me one last time. I didn't tell him enough that I loved him. I was too embarrassed to say it with anyone else there. If I knew this was going to happen to him, I would have said it every time I saw him. I love you Warren, you meant everything to me, now your world is black. I wish I had the strength to join you.
End.
A/N: Alright, so how was that? Second Andrew/Warren fic this week, second little MSA, I think I am doing pretty good. Well you tell me what you think of this story. I haven't had a time to look it over yet, I will get around to that eventually. Remember to R&R, thanks!
