Chapter two – probably not anxiously awaited by any one, but its here anyway. Oh, and its in Kai's POV.
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I'll sing you a Chinese lullaby,
I'll
keep away the pain,
I'll remember all the fun we had,
And what
we have to gain.
I can't spend these nights alone,
I cannot
stand this pain,
I can't remember our smiles at all,
But my
love will always remain.
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I wrote the poem the day after we had that fight. I remember sitting on your bed that night wishing things could be back to normal. I tried to imagine that you were next to me, but it was no good. I needed to feel your hair and your skin against mine. I didn't sleep at all that night.
I cant express how relieved I was when you showed up the next morning. I remember standing on the lawn in your arms, the scent of you all around me, the spicy scent of cinnamon, something I'll never forget.
I remember the kiss you gave me, the way your hands drifted up to my hair, running through it, untangling the knots formed by a rough night of tossing and turning, the way you sharp teeth nipped at my bottom lip. I tried to look into your eyes, but they where shut tightly; you were trying to prevent tears from falling from your beautiful amber eyes. They still flowed down your cheeks.
I wanted to brush them away, but your grip on me was to tight. I remember the words that you whispered to me… the catch in your voice, everything…
"I know…I know how you feel. I feel so… incomplete without you... I need you …"
Those words were so beautiful to me... They have stayed with me all this time. I didn't know how to reply to them so I just let a soft sigh pass through my lips and I held you tighter. You made those purring noises that I love so much; it made me feel so … unworthy.
When I looked into your eyes this time they were open, glazed over with tears that suddenly refused to fall. You reminded me of someone at that time, but I couldn't remember whom. Maybe I was just trying to ignore the answer, because later on I remembered.
You reminded me of myself. You made me feel loved. When I was young love wasn't a feeling that I felt very often, but around you it was hard to leave behind. I remember that day. I never wanted it to end.
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So there you go. My first fic, written more then two years ago… Man, that makes me feel so old!
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