By: Crazy-cherry

Change of Heart

By: Crazy-Cherry

Here's a new story I hope you like it and have fun reading it, well enjoy!

-Chapter One-

"What's it say?"

"Positive."

"What…"

-A Month earlier-

The sound of people laughing and talking mixed as others danced in the center of the room with lavish ball gowns.

However one couple stood out the most, a young girl and a young man neither paying attention to the people around them, that either thought they were a beautiful couple or a horrid display of judgment. None as much however; as a young girl standing off to the side with three other women.

"I bet she seduced him and then got him caught because he's such an honorable young man." One of the woman in the group grumbled as she looked at her dear friend that seemed to be suffering just by being in the same room as the two.

"I cant believe he would just leave me for that thing! I mean she's just so weak and she doesn't even look like she fits in, plus I see how she eyes the other men openly its just down right disgusting." The young lady in the center of the group whined, the other only nodded in agreement except the other that had a rueful smile on her face.

"I heard she has no money what so ever and that dress he had to buy for her, I mean she must be from some kind of trash if she can't even afford a cheap dress." They all simply fumed at the two being together.

-The couple-

"I don't think I'm all that welcome here," a young girl responded to when she saw some girls staring at her.

"None sense a few people like you," The young man a she was dancing with responded only to get a small slap on the shoulder by the girl.

"Your so sweet to try to make me feel better Syaoran, but please don't try anymore you only seem to make it worst." Sighing she placed her head on his shoulder which didn't go unnoticed by most of the guest.

"Come lets go to the balcony," Leading the young lady off the dance floor and to the balcony where he quickly took her hand and lead her to the hidden stairs to get down in to the garden.

Looking at all of the flowers that were starting to bloom and others that were just starting to close for their hibernation made the garden seem like a dream. The couple made their way away from the house and to a small bench where they sat down or at least one of them did.

"Aren't you going to sit down with me?"

"No not yet, hold on I have something to ask you." The young man seemed to struggle for a little bit before he finally seemed to find what he was looking for. A small velvet box was resting in his hands and soon he was on one knee before her.

"Syaoran you're going to get your tux ruined stand up right now." The young lady scolded him which only seemed to make him laugh at her.

"Syaoran I'm being serious, why is it that you and Tomoyo never seem to take me serious." She pouted, but soon smiled when he kissed her gently on the lips before he went back down on one knee.

"Sakura I'm not very good at asking questions like this or pertaining to questions like this when your scolding me." He grinned when she looked at him oddly, "Sakura I know this is original and that everyone asks this way but I find it hard to find anything that would be good enough for you." Looking into her eyes he smiled, "I was wishing that someone as wonderful and amazing, and simply just perfect in my eyes would ever consider spending the rest of their life with me, so I ask you this Sakura Kinomoto will you marry me?"

Not knowing if what he said was true she sat there looking at him for a few moments, looking up to the sky at all the stars and then down at him she nodded her head thanking God for letting her find someone as wonderful as him.

"Yes." Saying it out loud seemed to wake her up and before she or even he knew it she flew into his arms and kissed him soundly on the lips.

"Man I thought you'd never answer me." Laughing he pushed her back a little so that he could take her hand and place the ring he designed for her on it. Sakura looked at him as he placed the ring on her finger and then finally looked down when he kissed her hand. Gasping when she saw the small heart cut diamond and smaller pink and white diamonds in the silver band of the ring going all the way around it.

"I think we should go back to the party, don't you?" Sakura asked as she looked up to the sky to hold back the tears she felt threatening to come down.

"I don't want to share you, and besides I think the whole thing was stupid idea anyways, I don't know why my mother would through this for me to find someone; therefore I say we stay out here and enjoy each others company."

"I say that you wouldn't have to worry about sharing me because I don't really think anyone would even come up to talk to me besides Tomoyo and of course your father." Sighing she looked at him for a few seconds before turning away having forgotten the tears she was holding back.

"Don't say such nonsense, Sakura, what's wrong, why are you crying?" Reaching out he pulled her to him and held her to him closely.

"I don't know why, I don't know if it's because I'm happy or if I'm just a little overwhelmed by tonight. May be I should just go to bed." She mumbled as she cuddled up to her soon to be husband.

Shushing her until she calmed down he kissed the top of her head; standing up they began to walk to the door that lead to the kitchen. When he reached the door he opened t and walked into the main hall for the servants which were rushing every which way as they continued to cater to the guest every request or at least the reasonable ones.

Walking to the end of the hall he went through another door that lead out into the main greeting area, but at the moment more people were leaving rather than coming because it was now almost one in the morning.

Once they went up the stairs and to the room they were staying in or at least Sakura was staying in both plopped down on the bed and stayed quiet for a few minutes.

-At the Party-

"Tomoyo have you seen my son, he just seemed to disappear on me again." Sighing the woman standing next to her only shock her head no in response, but soon decided that the woman wouldn't go until she knew.

"Last I say him was when he lead Sakura out into the gardens, after that I don't know I think that maybe they went to bed both of them looked pretty tuckered out." Looking at the woman beside her she only sighed when she started to talk again.

"That son of mine better know what he's gotten himself into, do you know just what this is doing to my reputation, to my family's reputation." Clinching her hands to her side the woman walked off to go and talk to another woman about the same age if not a little older.

-Sakura and Sayoran-

"Help me get this thing unzipped please." Sakura whined as she attempted to unzip the back of her dress. Grinning Syaoran walked to her and began to unzip her dress catching his breath as her bare back came into view. Slowing down he watched as more and more of her back was revealed to him, and soon found himself kissing her. Trying his hardest not to fall he lead her to the bed were they both laid down unable to feel enough of each other.

-Morning-

Syaoran grinned when he saw that Sakura was really still with him that he hadn't just dreamed of making love to her. When she turned around and opened her eyes only to find him next to her she couldn't help, but gasp from shock.

"It wasn't a dream, was it." She whispered when he didn't answer she only closed her eyes and took in a deep breath before releasing it and opening her eyes again.

"Did you want it to be a dream?"

"No, I mean I don't know I… I've never done that before and... oh I don't know." Blushing as she looked up at him only to see him grinning at her.

"I beg your pardon but I don't think I see this as a grinning kind of moment." She mumbled, but soon smiled when he kissed her deeply on the lips before sitting up and moving out of bed.

"Where are you going?"

"I have work to day and I don't know how much longer I can control myself being in that bed with you." When he finally put on his boxers' he bent down and kissed her again before saying he would come get her in an hour to take her home.

"Okay."

-Present-

"It can't be positive, I mean oh gosh." Placing her head in her hands as she tried to think of what to do,

"Sakura don't worry you've been engaged to Syaoran for a month now and I don't thin he'll be at all angry with you I even think he'll find it a good reason to speed up to the wedding date."

"Tomoyo I, can I ask you a favor?" Sakura looked at her dear friend pleadingly.

"What?"

"This needs to stay between me and you, don't even talk to Syaoran about it even if he knows." Sakura pleaded.

"Why, if he knows than why can't I talk about it?" She whined slumping next to Sakura.

"I don't want to let people know right know, I don't really trust people at this moment, a lot of them seemed very angry about the engagement."

"News flash Sakura all the people that were angry about the engagement were those that wanted to marry him, and I can't forget his mother seemed very flustered." Tomoyo laughed as she remembered the announcement that Syaoran and Sakura made only two days after the proposal which left many young girls angry because one of the richest men in china was now taken, and that was a sad day for many considering that the rest of the single rich men weren't that great looking.

"Promise me you won't say anything to anyone even if they know already." Sakura pleaded.

"Fine, but please let me tell Mother?" Tomoyo looked on hopefully for Sakura to say and if any doubt she put on her best puppy face, Sakura rolled her eyes before nodding yes.

"Tomoyo, you and Auntie need to keep this a secret though, remember what I told." Sakura stated pointing at Tomoyo with her index finger smiling.

"So when are you going to tell him?" Tomoyo said while positioning her self to look Sakura right in the eye.

-Later that evening-

"Man Sakura, are you sure you can eat all that?" Syaoran looked at her questioningly as she began to chow down on the plate of fried chicken, egg rolls, sticky rice and a side of chow main.

"I told you I was hungry." She pouted as he began to eat his dinner.

-

"Man I'm so full, why didn't you stop me Syaoran?" Sakura complained as she and Syaoran went for a walk to help their food along.

"Every time I told you to slow down you practically bit my head off." Laughing when she blushed,

"I guess I kind of got carried away there didn't I, but I have a good reason."

"Really now, what could be a good enough reason for you to almost kill me, okay not kill me, but at least leave me one limb less." He raised an eyebrow at her when she stopped and began to play with her fingers.

"Sakura, what is It." walking in front of her and placing his hands on her shoulders

"Syaoran, please don't be mad at me." Sakura looked up at him before continuing on, "I… I took a pregnancy test today, and it came out positive." The silence that followed lasted forever to Sakura as she waited for his reply.

"Were going to have a baby? Were having a baby!" He picked Sakura up off her feet so suddenly that she gasped when he did. Whispering in her ear the same thing he swung her around before kissing her soundly on the lips.

"This has to stay between us for now okay." Syaoran said when he finally put her down, Sakura nodded before hugging him again smiling.

-A week later-

"Sakura you sure your okay, you've been in there for quit sometime now." When he heard a fine he walked in only to see her flushing the toilet, he stood in the door way and watched her go to the sink to wash her mouth out and then brush her teeth for the third time this morning.

"I was thinking that we could tell my parents about the pregnancy, when you're about two and a half months along that way they can't say anything, at least I hope they can't say anything." He said thinking while Sakura just smiled at him and continued to brush her teeth.

"I have to go to work now I'll see you later, oh, and don't forget that you're having lunch with my mother today." Kissing her temple he walked over to the closet and took his suit jacket off the hanger before leaving.

"I know, have fun at work today." She said before she heard the door click shut with a laugh following it.

-Lunch-

Sakura walked into the small restaurant failing to notice a group of business men sitting up at one of the upper levels of the restaurant. Seeing the woman she was looking for she walked over to her with a smile on.

"Li-san." Sakura said as she sat down at the table with the woman that didn't say anything, but simply handed her, her menu. Sakura smiled at the woman in thanks before opening it and reading off her choices in her head, sighing when she didn't see anything that wouldn't make her sick.

"Are the two of you ready to order now?"

"Yes, we'll both have a bowl of white sticky rice with a plate of you seafood mix, please." Handing their menus to the young man Sakura shifted in her chair as Yelen's gaze on her became uncomfortable.

"Sakura,"

"Yes, Li-san?"

"Please don't take offense to what I'm about to say to you." The woman's dark brown eyes seemed to boor into her as she scrutinized her.

"I don't believe my son is happy," Sakura's eyes widened as she spoke to her, Yelen smiled seeing that she had gotten on a soft spot. "He seems to be working more and more lately and when I asked his father why he was getting such a work load when he is still attending one of the finest colleges here in Hong Kong, of course my husband simply said that Syaoran wanted more of a work load." Yelen looked at Sakura waiting for her to say something, but the girl didn't.

"Sakura, dear, I think you've noticed it as well, I don't believe my son should marry you, I believe that he is only trying to do the honorable thing and take you as his wife."

"Why would you say something like that, do you hate me that much to try and scare me away with such idiotic talk." Sakura looked at the woman sitting across from her dumfounded. Why would she be saying such a thing to her, she couldn't possibly know about the pregnancy, and besides Syraoran proposed to her before they had even slept together.

"Child, he told me everything,"

"No he didn't tell you anything." Sakura whispered back as she looked down when the food was delivered.

"Your studying to be a teacher which is not the kind of job someone married to my son should have." Yelen looked her in the eyes sternly before she continued; she could tell that she was getting to the girl.

"And also the little secret he has isn't that big of a secret its obvious to everyone what his true feeling are about the matter and that he regrets his choices now."

Sakura looked at her food and moved it around on her plate feeling sick; Syaoran didn't want her or the baby. "No, he wants us." She whispered so softly that Yelen brushed off the last part as slip of speech.

"Child if he wanted you I don't think he would be up there sitting with some woman." Yelen said while pointing to her son that was helping a lady out of her seat, and laugh at something she said.

Sakura looked back when she saw the woman kiss him, and the worst part of it was that he kissed back. Yelen smiled seeing this and thanked god that the meeting with all the business partners had ended a little after Sakura arrived and that Syaoran stayed to talk to Meiling.

"No, it's just lunch with some client of his I'm sure it was nothing." Sakura tried to reassure herself as she looked across the table at the woman.

"My husband and I don't think he's quit ready to handle one on one meetings yet, and if it was I don't believe he would be leaving with that girl." Yelen looked pleased with herself when Sakura turned around only to see Syaoran walk the girl to her car and then kissed her again before stepping back and watching her leave. Trying not to cry Sakura turned back around and smiled at Yelen.

"Well, I guess this is good bye, I think you've crushed me enough for one day." Standing up Sakura placed her half of the bill on the table which surprised Yelen, and she even thought she felt a little bad for doing this to the girl when she saw that she was trying not to cry, but all she had to do was think of her sons future and how the girl would ruin it if she stayed.

Sakura walked slowly out of the restaurant and toward the apartment she and Syaoran owned. When she reached the building she stood out side of it and looked up, she had an hour before he would be home to check on her. Breathing in deep she walked in and to their apartment.

Walking through the door she placed her key on the key ring and walked to their room, pulling out all of her cloths she placed them in her suitcase. When she went into the small office that they had, she took all her school text books and her disc's along with her papers. Walking over to the filing cabinet she opened it up and pulled out all of her writen work and notes from previous to present classes. Holding the tears back a little longer she wrote a note and left it on the coffee table where she knew he would see it.

Walking out of the building she got into the cab she called and gave him the address to her friends home.

-Syaoran-

Walking into the apartment with a smile on his face he placed his things down and went to go check on Sakura and get cleaned up before leaving back to work. He frowned when he didn't hear anything, and he frowned even more when he saw the note on the coffee table. Scratching the back of his head he shrugged and was happy that at least she and their child was okay. He didn't mind as much when she went out to get groceries, or left to go get something, but it bugged him a little that she went to the doctor with out even telling him about it, putting the note down he went to wash his face and then go back to work, ready to meet Sakura at the park later that day.

-At the Park-

Sakura sat still looking over the ocean as the sun began to go down, she finally saw what Yelen was saying. She never noticed it before, but Syaoran was almost forty minutes late for their meeting, and what she had to tell him was killing her just a little bit more with each passing minute.

"Sorry I got held up, I called the apartment, but no one was home where were you? The doctors appointment couldn't have lasted that long." He frowned as he sat next to her, and it deepened when he saw a tear fall.

"Sakura, what's wrong." He turned to look at her and placed his hand under her chin to look at him, but all she did was pull away from him and stand up.

"What's going on Sakura?" Syaoran stood next to her and forced her to look at him, Sakura began to cry when she saw the man she loved look at her that way.

"You, your what's going on." Sakura stopped herself from saying what she was about to say not wanting him to think she knew about his other life she saw today.

"Me? How am I the reason you're in such a bad mood, oh wait I get it, its one of those pregnant things isn't it?" Smiling to himself thinking he figured it out, but only for a moment when he heard her cry out as if in pain. "What, that's it right?" looking at her as she pulled away from him in fear that if he touched her she couldn't go through with her plan, and if she didn't Syaoran would never be happy, and if him being happy meant she had to go than so be it she wouldn't ever stand in the way of his happiness.

"There is no baby!" She screamed at him before stepping back even further. "Its gone, I lost it, it turns out my body can't support it so it killed it, I killed my own baby! Therefore you have no reason to be with me because its gone." Stepping back even more when he walked toward her to hug her, but she backed away and yield at him to stay away from her.

"It doesn't matter if you can't have children…" Sakura looked at him furious,

"Liar, it means everything to you, and you were only keeping this engagement because of this so go marry someone who can give you everything you want!" Sakura screamed as she tried to take off the engagement ring from her finger. Syaoran scowled at her as he walked toward her which made her back up. "Stay away from me!"

"You think me shallow, you think me shallow enough to want another woman because your body cant handle having children! How dare you say such a thing when you know damn well…"

"Syaoran, is that you?"

Sakura stepped back when she saw the same girl from earlier in the day walk up next to him and look at Sakura. Syaoran looked at his cousin and then looked back to where Sakura was standing only to find her gone. "Where did she go?"

"I don't know, but was this a bad time, your mother said that you'd be at the park with your fiancée right now if I wanted to meet her. Though I think the two of you just had a really big fight, what was it about maybe I can help. I am married and I do have a daughter so I know pretty much everything." Meiling smiled up at him,

"She was pregnant," he whispered

"That's wonderful, give her a day to let it sink in and she'll be the happiest thing in the world." She beamed up at him, but suddenly she didn't think that was the problem.

"She had a miscarriage, and then broke the engagement." He looked at his cousin with a grief stricken face.

"My god." Meilling looked at him and just stood there.

-Later Li Residence-

Syaoran sat on the sofa with Meiling sitting next to him holding his hand trying to reassure him that she'll come back when she calms down. It didn't work he just simply wasn't there listening to a word she said, but his head snapped up when his mother said it was better this way.

"That girl didn't belong here, it was obvious that she just wanted your money, I mean she took the ring and she's the one that called the whole thing off." Yelen said trying to make her son smile, but that didn't work she didn't mind though in due time he would be with the woman she choose for him to begin with.

"She… she didn't leave me because she… god I don't understand why she would think I didn't want her, I mean so what her body couldn't handle this pregnancy, but maybe the next one we could have been more prepared for." He said brokenly. Yelen nearly had a heart attack hearing that word.

"She was pregnant."

"Yeah, kinda got a little carried away the night I proposed to her."

"Dear god." Yelen looked at her son and wondered if she had done the right thing after all, Meiling looked at the woman a bit oddly before brushing it off.

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That was the first chapter I pray that its good I hope to have the next chapter out soon please review! Bye…. And thinks for reading…