Change Of Heart

By: Crazy-cherry

Hey guy's here's the next chapter of CH. hope you all like it!

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-Chapter Two-

Sighing Tomoyo sat down on the couch with her mother after Sakura fell asleep, not knowing what was going on between her and Syaoran.

"Did she say what they argued about?" her mother asked,

"No, just that she never wanted to see him again; what ever it is I think we should just let her be for right now, we'll call Syaoran in the morning." Sighing Tomoyo leaned back on the couch and shut her eyes hoping that the situation would be fixed by lunch time tomorrow.

Standing on the stairs Sakura smiled sadly as she made her way back up them to get her cloths on, and leave. Her plane for England left in three hours and she needed to get ready and out of the house without anyone knowing.

Sakura stood in the room Tomoyo gave her for the night, smiling she looked around wishing she didn't have to leave, but if Syaoran couldn't be happy with her, then he couldn't be happy with her living in the same city or country so leaving was her only choices.

Some how, she wished that his mother would come beg her to stay but she knew that was never going to happen. Walking down the stairs as quietly as possible so not to wake anyone, when she passed the living room she found her Aunt and cousin sleeping on the couch; smiling she walked passed the entrance to the room and out the front door.

Air Port-

Sakura's P.O.V.-

How am I supposed to raise a child let alone twins? God! I must be stupid for just walking away like that. What if his mother was lying, what if that girl was just a family friend or relative, what if I was just too gullible not to see what was really happening.

I bet she's at home in her huge mansion laughing right now, thinking what a stupid girl to believe a thing I said!

Who am I trying to fool, she wouldn't do such a thing since she knew I was pregnant, but why would she want to push her own grandchildren away?

God help me.

Normal p.o.v.-

Sitting in the airport at her terminal waiting for them to call her row in, she fingered her engagement ring that she had gotten off with Tomoyo's help. Looking down at it she sighed holding back her tears, she had to be strong if she was going to raise her children to be strong.

Looking around at the people saying their last good byes when their row was called, looking ahead she saw that her row was next. Picking up her carry on bag she walked over to the line and waited for her turn to board the plane.

Finding her seat she sat down and closed her eyes hoping that this flight will go by fast.

A man with black hair stumbled down the aisle to his seat with a briefcase at hand, looking at the seat numbers he found his and the person he was sharing it with. The young woman had fallen asleep or at least looked that way, trying not to disturb her he inched his way in.

Sitting down he placed his briefcase down and under his seat so he could get to it once the flight started.

Syaoran-

Looking at the side of the bed Sakura should be sleeping in his stomach turned thinking about the baby they lost, wondering where she was sleeping and more than likely crying. Sighing he rolled over and faced the wall before falling asleep.

Plane-

Stretching Sakura opened her eyes and looked around, when all the events that happened in the last twenty-fore hours went through her mind. Taking a deep breath she looked at the people around her and then to her right where she found a man sitting next to her looking over papers.

Sitting up in her seat she adjusted herself into a more comfortable position only to run to the rest room to throw her stomach up.

Walking back to her seat a stewardess walked up to her and asked if she was okay, nodding her head she went back to her seat and sat down.

Looking out the window Sakura couldn't help, but feel her life slipping away from her, everything she had was now gone. Her father was away in Scotland giving lectures on humans in 15th century Egypt and wouldn't get her massage about moving for another week.

The clouds outside looked like an ocean of foam that went on forever, sighing she turned back to looking at the blank screen on the chair in front of her.

"I'm sorry would you like to switch seats?" the man next to her asked when he noticed her looking out the window.

"No that's alright I wouldn't want to make you pick all your work and move just because of me." Smiling Sakura went to looking at the small screen again that now was showing an image of what the plane was flying over.

"You know the window gives a much better view." The man said smiling at her as she blushed continuing to watch her small screen.

"That's okay." Sakura laughed as she placed her hands on her belly and sighing leaning back in her chair.

"I don't mean to sound rude nor am I implying that your fat, but are you expecting?"

Sakura looked at the man oddly before looking to the screen seeming to find it fascinating, "What makes you think that?" giving a nervous laugh as she wondered if anyone could just tell someone was pregnant just by looking at them.

"For one, the stewardesses seem to keep their eyes on you the most therefore you must have some kind of health condition, and the last thing is that you seem to have your hands on your stomach most of the time." Sakura looked at the man oddly.

"Um… kind of, yes." Looking down at her hands she shifted in her seat.

"Your quiet young to be having a child, unless your married already but I see no ring."

"Please I don't want to talk about this right now." Sakura shrunk in her seat as she tried to push down her emotions and the pain she felt.

"I think it's the perfect time, my names Dr. Kudo I'm a pediatric doctor at Hong Kong's St. Paul's Hospital, I can help you get set up or at least get you headed on the right path."

"That's okay, I can find a doctor in England I should be fine." Smiling at the man she sat back and tried to get back to sleep.

The man smiled at her before he put his papers away and then took out his planner and opened it to phone numbers of colleagues and other doctors.

One of the stewardesses came on the intercom and asked all the passengers to buckle up and prepare for landing.

Dr. Kudo shook Sakura a little to wake her up and when she came to; she noticed that she had fallen asleep on the man, sitting up and apologizing.

When the passengers exited the plane they headed for customs and when the long process ended Sakura sighed with relief. Walking over to baggage claim she stood waiting for her bag to be let down the shoot.

"Miss," turning around Sakura saw the man she sat next to on the plane standing behind her with a piece of paper in his hand.

"Yes."

"First I would like to know your name so that I can call in and verify that you've gone into see this doctor." Looking at the man as if he was crazy she told him her name and took the piece of paper he handed her.

Smiling she put the paper in her pocket and grabbed her bags when they came out the shoot.

Hong Kong Syaoran-

"What do you mean she's not there, she has to be there?" Syaoran wanted to ring the woman's neck he was talking to.

"I'm sorry Li, she must have left last night when my mother and I were sleeping, and besides theirs nothing I could have done to stop her. Look give her a day she might calm down and come and talk to you" Tomoyo growled,

"She had a miscarriage Tomoyo, I don't have a day to wait." He could hear a gasp come threw the phone line.

"Oh god." Syaoran hung up the phone after Tomoyo said that not able to hear what ever else she had to say…

A Month Later-

Syaoran was over being worried he had moved on to pissed off at her, thanks to his mother. He couldn't believe that Sakura would just get up and leave him like that, he didn't care if she lost the baby there was always a next time, but maybe that was asking to much of her after all only a cowered would run away the way she did.

Yelen and Yoji- (A.N. Yoji is Syaoran's father.)

"You did what!" A mans yell could be heard through out the house as a woman stood by a window steaming.

"You heard me, I don't believe that she lost my son's baby." Yelen looked out the window hating every word that came off her tongue, she couldn't believe it had been a month and the girl still hadn't come back asking for money to help raise the child or at least to beg her son to take her back.

"I know that part, I meant the part where you made her leave." Yoji nearly screamed as his wife showed no emotion what so ever.

"I didn't make her leave, she left on her own." Yelen said stubbornly as she looked at her husband that looked as though he was going to kill someone,

"You didn't make her leave, really? Now that's funny because by the events that happened in that restaurant, I would say you did because it pretty much made her believe she meant nothing to our son that I believe now hates her, which means you got exactly what you wanted." Walking to the door Yelen looked at him and fuming.

"What are you going to do then? You can't tell him the truth, he'll hate me if you do." She looked at her husband pleading.

"I don't want to be the one to tell him that his mother basically sent the love of his life away because she didn't fit into his mothers life plan she made for him. I'll leave that up to you to tell him that you made her leave with your sadistic ideas, but I am going to find her and when I do; I'm going to make sure that you never get near her or my grandchild." Walking out of the room he slammed the door making his wife jump before sitting down on the couch wondering what to do next, she couldn't tell her son about what she had done, so the next best thing was to help him forget her and to set him up with the girl he was supposed to be with.

A Week later, Yoji-

"You found her, good, thank you, yes I'll be sending it out by tomorrow, thank you again, good bye." Putting the phone back down only to pick it back up and dial the number he was given.

"Hello, this is Sakura speaking." Came a soft voice on the other end of the line making the man smile.

"Sakura, I hope you haven't forgotten me already." Yoji laughed when she said his name.

"Yes its me, I hope I'm not interrupting anything."

"No I was just studying for some of my up coming exams. How did, how did you find me." Sakura whispered.

"I found you by hiring someone to track you down. Sakura how are?"

"Fine." Sakura pushed the tears in her eyes down swearing that she would never let these people make her cry, or ruin her or her children's lives.

"And the baby how's the baby?" Sakura's eyes widened when he asked her about her child, she had hoped that his son had told him what had happened, but what if he didn't believe her, what if he made her come back.

"There's no baby, I lost it." she choked out,

"Sakura, I know what my wife did, and I know for a fact that she's planning on getting him married as soon as possible. The one thing however that hurts and bothers me the most out of all of this is that you're only nineteen and from what I hear my son grumble no one in your family knows where you're at. It's not good for you to do things by your self, call your father tell him what's going on, and don't forget that I'm here to help you out with what ever you need."

Sakura smiled slightly hearing those words, but it didn't make her feel any better about her situation. Besides her father knew where she was so she wasn't entirely alone.

"As much as I appreciate your concern, and I don't mind at all you being in their life I refuse to let anyone in your family come near them, and that means you. I don't want your charity and I will never ask for it." Sakura said as calmly as she possibly could without exploding at the man for trying to buy her off.

"I didn't mean it like that child. Please I just want…"

"You want to clear your conscious; you want to make your self feel better well guess what you shouldn't want to god! What am I doing, your not the one I should be upset with it should be your son, but I can't. I try so hard to hate him for what he did but I, I just can't hate him. I'll send you pictures, but for the most part I really can't handle hearing from you, you're his father and I don't want to tie him down, he doesn't love me and I understand that, and I'm moving on. I have to go please, please god…"

Yoji looked at the phone as the dial tone went off. Sighing he placed his head in his hands knowing now that his wife hadn't old him everything, but that didn't matter now what was done was done and he knew Sakura was lost to his son forever…

Sakura-

Sakura looked down at her belly and touched it, she was now almost three months pregnant, and the man she met on the plane did give her a wonderful doctor that didn't ask to many questions about the father of her children.

The only problem she faced now was how she was going to juggle school work and two kids, sighing she wiped away a tear that slid down her cheek.

"I'm going to be the best mother in the world to you two I promise, I'll be strong, I'll never cry, and make sure that you never go through the pain I did by losing your father I swear. Just please though don't hate me… please don't hate me for what I cant give you." Finally breaking down she cried herself to sleep.

7 months later-

"Why don't they want to come out, I was supposed to have them almost three weeks ago, cant you just make them come out." Sakura whined as her father smiled at her holding her hand as she sat in a chair at the doctor's office.

"They'll come when their good and ready to." The man laughed as Sakura made a sour face.

"But I want my babies now." She slumped in her chair as her father just shook his head knowing he shouldn't laugh, but as soon as he had gotten Sakura back to her apartment he found himself calling for an ambulance as his daughter cried in pain.

Hospital-

Sakura did as she was told and pushed every time the doctor told her, but what she didn't want to be told was to wait to see her babies. As soon as they were a hundred percent in this world she was begging to hold them claming that she wasn't tired enough to not want to be the first person her children see, and she was the very first person they ever saw…

Five years later-

(A.N: I know I'm sorry that time seems to be going by so fast, but this is just the beginning of the story still.)

A little boy and girl ran from one end off the hall to the next trying to get away from their mother that was trying to get them into the bath. Laughing and screams at the same time both seemed to elude her each and every time. Smiling the woman went for her daughter and scooped her up in her arms and ran for the bathroom laughing as the little girl yield for her brother to make a brake for it while he still had a chance.

"Misha, really do you need to make it that hard to take a bath?" the young woman asked as she got her daughter ready for her bath.

"Kyo, come on its time for your bath." She said as she helped Misha into the tub.

"Mama, can we stay with you tonight." Kyo said as he walked up to her and put his arms up for her to take off his shirt. Helping him step out of his pants and underwear she sat him in the tub and nodded her head yes. A squeal came from bother her children as she reached for the shampoo.

After drying both of them off she helped them into their pj's and then went to take her shower. When she was finished she walked out to find the two in her bed already with a book trying to read it.

Getting on the bed she sat between them and looked at what they were reading, when she saw that it wasn't a book, it was a photo album. Gasping when she saw the pictures of her and the man she used to love she quickly grabbed it from Kyo's little hands and stood up.

"Mama, we want look." Misha whined, Kyo only folded his arms and laid back.

"No, you two know better than to go through mama's things and besides their just boring pictures with no story to them; it's late and if I didn't know any better you two have doctor's appointments in the morning.

Sakura sat the photo album back in the dresser before slipping into the bed and pulling her children to her. Misha laid her head on her mothers chest making her dark brown hair get into Sakura's face, Kyo did the same only his hair wasn't to his shoulders so it didn't get in her face. Sighing Sakura moved the hair and wondered what the young man in the photo's was doing at that same moment.

Syaoran-

Looking out the window of his apartment, he wished he had worked late that night, his fiancé wasn't home like she was supposed to be so that they could spend sometime together before the preparations for the wedding started to take most of their time.

When the front door opened he turned around and had to blink back the image his eyes conjured up. When he rubbed his eyes with his left hand the image of the woman disappeared.

"Sweets is something the matter you seem to be a bit out of it lately." A woman with red hair and gold eyes asked as she walked up to the man she was to marry.

"No I'm fine; where were you I came home early and you weren't here I thought we planned on meeting tonight for time to ourselves." Syaoran looked at the woman before him and told himself that he loved her and that he was happy.

"Something came up that I needed to take care of, sweets I'm sorry I should have called so you wouldn't have had to worry." The woman purred as she stepped up to him, she was a little tired from her last roll in the sheets she had with her sister's husband. (a.n. wow… what a whore lol.)

Yelen and Yoji-

Yelen looked at her husband and wondered what he thought was so interesting about that book he always seemed to be reading, and it wasn't just once it was continuously.

Yoji smiled at the picture of his two grandchildren that he had the pleasure of meeting on their fourth birthday six months ago. Thankfully Sakura hadn't minded too much when he should up out of the blue, but the best part of it was that he got to see his grandchildren for the first time and they were beautiful.

He found it amusing how Sakura couldn't figure out why her son had green eyes like her while her daughter had brown ones' just like her father. He was hurt that the children didn't recognize him, but the only time he ever saw them was in pictures and he didn't talk to them on the phone that often either though he didn't like the way things were and that he had to sneak around to see his son's children and their mother; however he respected Sakura's choice and didn't argue the point.

"Yoji I'm ready for bed I'll see you in the morning." Yelen stood up from her spot on the couch, walking to her husband she kissed his cheek and left the room having gotten used to him staying up late to read those books.

Doctors Appointment-

Sakura sat in the lounge watching her son and daughter play with the toys in the room, when a nurse walked into the room she smiled at the two playing and then called them and Sakura into one of the exam rooms to wait for the doctor.

"Kyo, dose your chest still hurt?" Sakura looked at her son as he and Misha sat on the examination table holding hands and swinging their feet.

"No Mama." Looking at his mother he smiled at her, Misha just gripped his hand harder making Kyo whine at her to stop hurting his hand.

When someone knocked on the door, Sakura told them to be good, when the doctor walked in he smiled at them before taking his seat in the rolling chair to ask some questions. Once he finished up the questions he checked their hearing and their reflexes.

When he backed away to write something down on his chart Kyo started to cough, Sakura stood up ready to go and help her son, but the doctor beat her to it. After a few seconds the coughing subsided.

Small Café-

Sakura ate her blue berry muffin while Misha and Kyo both ate their half of a ham sandwich.

"Mama, I can't eat anymo… I full." Misha said as she pushed her sandwich to the center of the small table, Sakura nodded and wrapped it back up in its wrapper to save for later Kyo soon followed.

Finishing up her muffin Sakura placed their sandwiches in her bag, taking their hands in hers they left the small café and went back home.

Walking into the apartment Misha and Kyo ran off to theirs and their mothers room where all their toys were at. Sakura walked to the small kitchen that she had and placed the sandwiches into the refrigerator. Walking over to the corner table she sat down and took out her papers that she needed to correct so that she could get her students final grades out of the way.

After an hour of grading Misha came running out of the bed room crying, Sakura sighed wondering what Kyo had done now.

"What did Kyo do this time hmm…" Sakura asked, but the smile she had on her face disappeared when Misha tugged at her hand trying to get her to go with her because she was crying to hard to speak. Sakura ran to the bed room and found Kyo lying on the floor, she ran to his side trying to make him open his eyes. When he didn't respond Sakura told Misha to get the phone.

Dialing the emergency number Sakura cried into the phone that her son wasn't breathing and that he had fallen unconscious. Everything else that happened after that seemed to be a blur as the paramedics came in and rushed him to the children's hospital.

Sakura sat holding Misha in her arms rocking back and fourth trying to calm her down, but nothing she did seemed to work. Waiting for her son to come out of surgery was killing her. She couldn't figure it out he was perfectly healthy this morning and now he was lying down with doctors working on him.

"Miss. Kinomoto," A man wearing scrubs asked as he looked at them.

"Yes." Sakura put Misha down and stood up waiting for the man to tell her that Kyo was fine and that he just had an allergic reaction.

"He's fine, but we ran some test on him to try and see what caused this attack, I'm sorry." Once those word left his mouth Sakura didn't register a thing he said, all she knew was that he was sorry, the few word she caught after that made her feel even more helpless .

"Your sons suffering from a weak heart, what I'm trying to say is that his heart isn't growing along with his body and it's close to its breaking point."

"Breaking point, I don't understand what do you mean by breaking point?" Sakura looked at the man hoping for something good to come.

"Your son's heart isn't growing with the rest of his body which is causing a lot of pressure to be placed on his heart, in turn his heart can't support his bodies needs and is starting to, it's starting wear and eventually stop functioning. He'll die."

Sakura felt sick hearing that her baby boy was dying. "What can I do?" looking at the man wishing he would work magic.

"He needs a heart transplant, and soon"

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