Calling Out From the Dark
Note: I'm sure this connects somehow… its pretty much just a little poem written by me, about the guy I like, and stuff… but seeing as how so many characters, like Marik, for instance, feel the same way, it connects pretty well. Why don't you tell me what you get from it?
I'm asking your forgiveness,
I'm asking for your pain.
I want you to never suffer,
I want to hear you scream.
I need to see you smiling,
I long to see your tears.
I want for you to hold me.
Don't touch me, don't you dare.
You're always surrounded,
I am all alone.
You just keep on smiling.
While I'm lost in my zone.
I'm calling out,
I'm silent now,
Can you hear me?
Do you see me?
Do you even know I'm here?
When I feel these hot tears on my cheek,
I'm wishing that you would just up and speak.
I want to touch you,
Just to see how it feels to be around you,
I want to look into those eyes,
Why can't we just forget all the lies?
I'm not a loser,
I have a heart.
I'm not just another one of them,
Though it looks that way from where you stand.
Can't you open your eyes?
No, please keep them closed.
No one should see me this way,
Is anyone watching me?
As I cry?
As I fear?
As I worry about where I am?
Do you love me?
I know that you don't.
Are you going to kiss her?
Please, dear, say you won't.
Is she your first love?
Can I be the second?
What has she told you?
About the way I cry?
About the way I am?
I know that I'm her friend,
I know that I shouldn't care.
Don't look at me that way.
No, don't you look away.
I need you here,
To chase off each and every tear.
I'm asking for your attention,
I don't want you to see.
I'm asking for your silence,
Don't tell them about me.
I'm asking for your pity,
I'm showing you my pain.
Are you ready?