AN: Here's the second half. Thanks for the reviews. I have a surprise for all of you. Jacey is going to show up in this chapter. Yay! Thanks to Phoenix for helping me out with her character.

Disclaimer: I don't own Lost, but I own Kristin. Oh, Jacey and Robbins are owned by Phoenix.

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Day I don't know, I lost count. Also lost count for the survivors.

Dear Journal,

This has been a wild day. It started off by finding Scott's body far from his sleeping quarters. There is a rumor that Ethan had killed him and now I can tell that Jack and the others are planning something. I have a bad feeling about it, but I want everyone to be safe and not be threaten by Ethan or the 'others.'

So, after Hurley gave a wonderful speech about Scott and Robbins (a priest) had blessed the body, I decided to go back to the beach for some alone time and to think about the dream I had last night. I keep seeing this airplane and then I see this map of Africa and then it shows the country of Nigeria. Then a statue of the Virgin Mary. I'm very confused.

While I was thinking, I heard Sawyer and Jacey fighting. I went over there to see what the fuss was all about.

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Small cloud, big cloud, and a cloud shape as a bunny. Oh, Lord, I can't believe I'm this bored. I'm also thinking about that dream. What the heck does Nigeria and the Virgin Mary have to do with an airplane?

"God, Sawyer, you're an ass!"

"Well, I told you before; I'm not done with it!"

I looked over to see who interrupted my cloud count. There was Sawyer and Jacey arguing, again. Jacey was complaining about him a couple of days ago and I told her I would help her out when they get into another fight. Well, here's my chance. I got up and walked over there. Still arguing, I interrupted by saying "Hey guys, what's going on?"

Jacey glanced over and smiled at me. "Oh, hi Kristin." She then turned back to Sawyer. "It's MY book, I wrote it, give it back NOW!" My eyes became wide with surprise. "He stole your book too?" Sawyer looked at me and mocked my surprised look. "How can you accuse me of stealing? Besides, I was just borrowing it." He then started to laugh.

Jacey glared at him furiously. "STOP LAUGHING!" she screamed. She then restored to kicking the daylights out of him. "Give-it-back!" She then stopped.

"He stole your book too?" She asked me with curiosity. "Yea, he took my journal yesterday-"

"Hey, I gave it back!" He said defensively. "Yes and I thank you, but would you please give her book back," I argued back. "If you gave her book back, give mine back!" Jacey said hotly.

"No can do, Jace," he gave her a smile that would've charmed others, but only made her madder. I started to laugh. I swear, those two were meant for each other. "What are you laughing about?" he glared. "Nothing," I told him. Jacey tried to grab her book that he was holding onto loosely in his hand, but he was too fast. "I told you I'm not done with it!" he yelled. Jacey screamed in fustration and walked away to her campsite.

I glared at Sawyer and he looked at me innocently. 'I should have stayed awake. I should have listen to her,' I heard someone think. Hearing someone's thoughts is one of my abilities, so I'm use to hearing someone's random thoughts. I looked over to see Boone staring out into the sea and sulking. I started to walk away while Sawyer told me something. All I heard was 'Miss Cleo' and 'Pretty Boy.'

"Hey Boone."

He looked at me with his piercing blue eyes and looked back to the sea. "How did you know?" he asked.

I shrugged my shoulders. "I just had a bad feeling."

"Well I just think its weird you warned me and then it actually happened. You're keeping something from me, Kris."

I don't know why, but I like the way he says my name, but that doesn't mean I'm going to tell him my gift or as I sometimes call it, my curse. I looked down at my feet and I could feel him looking at me.

"Kris…"

I looked up and his eyes were searching my face like he was looking for something. "I can't tell you."

"Why not? You trust me, don't you?"

"Of course I do, but I'm not ready to tell you."

"Boone!"

We both looked up to see Locke with Jack. Boone looked back at me. "I'll talk to you later." I nodded and he left to join Locke and Jack. I decided to go to my bags to get some clothes to change in. As I was searching through my bag, I felt someone come up to me and I looked up to find Claire. "Hi Claire," I said. "It's Kristin, right?" she asked. I smiled and nodded. "Do you mind if I sit on your blanket? My feet are killing me," she said. "Go ahead."

She sat down and started to watch me go through my bag. After a few minutes of silence, she finally broke it. "Have you remember anything else?" I looked up and shook my head. "I don't remember anything," she said sadly.

"Don't worry. You will soon."

"I'm afraid to."

"Why?"

"I don't know if I want to remember what Ethan did to me."

I stopped looking through my bag and I decided to sit next to her. "I don't want to either, but it will come back to us if we like it or not."

She nodded in agreement. "At least my baby is safe." She looked down at her swollen stomach and placed her hand on it and smile. "Do you know the sex?" I asked. "I feel its going to be a boy," she said.

"You're going to be a great mom. Are you going to let Charlie become its godfather?" I asked. She stared at me wildly. "I don't know. I haven't thought that far." "Oh, ok…," I said. Then there was that aful awkward silence. She started to get up and I help her out. "I guess I'll talk to you later," she told me and she walked away towards the caves. "Ok, see you later," I said to her back.

Going back to my bag, I found a clean pair of shorts and a shirt. I went to my other bag to find some toiletries. I noticed something was missing. I knew Ethan took my batteries, which I still think is strange, but what else could he had taken. I realized it was my Bible and my rosary. I started frantically search the bag, hoping I was wrong. "Hey Kris, what's wrong?" I heard someone ask. I looked up to find Charlie.

"My Bible and rosary are gone," I told him. Still searching, he bent down to my eye level. "Don't worry, I'm sure you'll find it."

"Why would he take it?" I asked myself.

"He who?"

"Ethan."

I gave up and sat down on the hot sand. "I'll get it for you," he told me. I looked over at him. "Those are the only things I have left from home." I started to stare at the sea and I felt a tear coming down my cheek. Charlie had got up and sat next to me. I felt his hand on my shoulder. "I will make him give it back to you. I promise." I smiled. "Thanks Charlie, but how are you going to do that?"

He quickly removed his hand and looked down at the sand. "There's a group going to the jungle sometime this afternoon. They won't let me go, but I am," he said quietly. "Charlie, are you nuts? You can get hurt or even worse, killed."

"I won't let that happen."

"How do you know?"

"I just won't."

He got up and he started to walk away. "Where are you going?" I asked him. "To the caves. I need to talk to Claire." I shooked my head and went back to stare at the sea.

Lord, if you can hear me, please protect them. Don't let anything happen to my friends.

'They will be fine. I'll look after them,' I heard a familiar voice say in my head. I smiled. Thanks Max for being a wonderful friend and spirit guide.

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They've been gone for too long and Charlie's missing. I can't believe he snuck off without their knowledge. Boone decided to stay behind to keep the camp in order, but he's been using most of his time snapping at Shannon. I know they had a trouble past, but I don't want to know yet.

Jacey is also here with me in the caves with Angela. Even though she's trying hard to hide it, I can tell she's worried about Sawyer. It's very cute, hahaha.

It's now eerily quiet. I can tell something's happening, but I don't know what it is. Oh, I know now.

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I looked up from my journal and started to stare into the jungle. It was quiet, too quiet I might add. Then it started to rain and the people that were around the entrance of the cave, came in. I looked over to Jacey and she was reading while Angela and Walt were playing quietly. A few moments later, everyone looked towards the jungle as everyone heard faint gunshots.

I looked over to Jacey and she was also staring into the jungle. "He's going to be ok," I told Jacey. She glanced at me. "You mean Sawyer? I'm not worried about that jerk." I rolled my eyes and noticed that she had a worried look on her face as she went back to staring into the jungle. Liar.

I got up and walked over to Boone who was standing near the entrance. "Maybe we should go find them to see if they're ok," I said. He shook his head. "They're fine," he reassure me. I smiled and he smiled back. "You should go and rest, Boone. You look tired." "I'm ok. I need to hold the fort down," he said. I giggled and his smile became bigger.

Then we both looked out into the jungle, hoping they will get here soon. But the feeling of death was hanging over me and I dreaded to see who it was.

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They finally came back! It was in the evening and the sun was setting. Everyone was fine, but all of them had some cuts and bruises. Charlie came up to me and handed me my Bible and rosary. "I found the Bible near a tree and the rosary in his pocket." I smiled and thanked him. "I kept my promise, didn't I?" he said with a smile. I thanked him again and he walked off to talk to Claire.

Then I saw what happened in my head. Jack was fighting with Ethan. Jack looses his gun. The fighting stops. Locke, Sayid, Kate, and Sawyer surround Ethan while Jack slowy gets up. Then gunshots. Everyone looks to find Charlie with Jack's gun. Ethan dies.

I looked over to Charlie and Claire and found them deep into conversation. Charlie was smiling. Oh, she remembered something. Something about imaginary peanutbutter.

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AN: I'm so sorry for taking so long! My laptop freaked out on me while I was trying to re-install my firewall. So its getting worked on and I would like to have it back soon! So, now you know who Max is! Yay! Oh, if you want to know who Robbins is, he's a priest and he is owned by Phoenix.

Phoenix- Thanks for helping me out! Yea, Kris shouldn't trust Jacey's judgement on polar bears, lol. Can't wait for chapter 21.

Regan- Wow, a new reviewer! I'm glad Phoenix pushed you into reading my story, lol. Your story is awesome also. Why don't you like Boone? I thought he was a great character until the evil writers killed him off. Oh well, they do anything to get high ratings.

Fox of the Nova- I'm glad good Lost stories motivated you! Lol, thanks for the spoiler in your upcoming chapters.

Sweetypie15- Another new reviewer! Yay! Thanks.