A/N: Hello everyone. Sorry it has taken me so long to write another poem but I really haven't been in the mood to… so I'm finally in the mood, I hope you all enjoy this one. It's about how Inuyasha feels about becoming a human or a full demon or just staying as he is… It's gotta be my longest poem yet… if anyone has any ideas they'd like to pass on, I'd love to hear them… don't forget to review… thanks

Torn inside

No one really understands what it's like to be torn inside.

Inside a storm is raging between the two sides of myself.

I'm not human and I'm not demon either I'm just caught in the middle.

People think I will dance to their fiddle as though I'm a trained dog.

You think because I'm only a half demon you can treat me like trash,

But you're all wrong…

One day you will need me and I'll laugh in your faces as you did me.

A ray of sunshine came into my life in the form of Kagome.

The only creature to ever see me for more then what I am.

As a human I feel week and vulnerable, not even having a chance.

Why can't I be just as brave and strong that way?

I'd trade my morality for a good set of claws any day.

Being human would be the last thing I would want.

Hiding in fear, not knowing if this would be my last moments on earth.

The last time I would be able to see my loved ones?

Feeling pain is one of the turndowns of being human,

But if it meant I could live happily with Kagome would it make up with it?

Would being human really be that bad if I could be accepted by all…

With just a chance of being happy with the one I love?

However being human puts me at a disadvantage,

Every demon either weak or great could come to kill her for the jewel?

Could I really live with that worry of losing Kagome everyday?

I bet anything it would be much better life for me.

Could it actually help me fulfill my greatest desire?

At night when I look at the open flames,

I wonder if I really should go through with my plans.

The thought of hurting Kagome and the others would drive me mad.

Does it actually pay to sell my soul to the demon in me?

All the time I think about these things and the more I do the more uncertainly comes.

Being demon or being human, which is the path I really want to follow.

The truth may even be too hard for me to swallow.

When Kagome told me she loved me just as I was that calmed the storm inside.

Now I know what I really want to do…

Then I knew being half demon was the right way to go…

For you, my Kagome.