"Hopeless"
By: Laydee Star… aka. Lost Soul
Disclaimer: I don't own any of the sailor moon
characters... if I did, then I wouldn't be typing
this now would I?
AN's: Helloo there.. well I got three reviews.. Im ok with that.. I wasn't exactly expecting a
whole stack load of them... well well.. lemme see.. I would like to thank...
CrystalClearDestiny: thank yuu, im so glad my story seemed original to yu )
KatRules: thanks so much for the compliment ) it encouraged me to write more
ffgirlmoonie: ...thank you for reviewin it.. ) buh you could maybe have been a little
tiny bit nicer, it kinda makes writers not want to write after readin things like that.. I
didnt quite understand the last part either.. "...R the summery"?
lol buh ye anywayz, wuteva.. ish all gud
And becuz of -ffgirlmoonie- i have decided to write a prologue (i dunno if thats how you spell it) to this
story.. it will be up soontyme.. Called 'How It Started'
! Chapter 2- Tears !
"Well, tell him that I said 'Good, it's about time
someone said it!'" I replied as my heart broke into
pieces.
I kept myself together, I wasn't going to show him
that I was weak... But a small tear slipped down my
cheek.
One by one each of my friends asked me if I was
ok, I said that I was great. But inside I was
so torn, and mostly embarrassed. The first guy
that I ever loved, the first boyfriend that I
ever had... broke my heart so badly.
As the bell rang, I walked to the doors,
wondering why I even took a chance with him,
I thought to myself, "Why did I even believe
him... I've always known no one would actually
like me..."
All of the sudden I heard Amber saying something
behind me. I turned around and I saw her grinning.
I didn't understand why she looked so happy, but
I didn't care at that moment, so I just forgot about
it.
When I got into class, the teacher announced that
we had an assembly to go to. We all went upstairs
to the assembly hall, with my friends all around me.
My class was the first to get there, so we took our
seats. Within 5minutes the other classes showed up.
The last class to come was Darien's. Everyone looked
at me, as if they were expecting me to break down
and cry. But to their surprise I didn't.
I knew he was watching me, to see if I had cried,
but I didn't show the slightest care.
Near the end of the assembly there was an award
for the people who took part in a school fundraiser.
Mr. Morgan, a short, blonde haired teacher, called
out the names, "Amber, Molly, Joel, Marques, Andrew,
Serena, Darien..."
As our names were called we went up to get the
certificate. Darien and I made a huge effort to
avoid each other, I didn't even care if half the
school noticed either.
After the assembly was over, Darien's best friend,
Andrew, came up to me.
"Hey Sere, are you ok? I know what Darien did was
stupid, but just don't do anything harsh because
of him, ok?" he said very quickly.
I just looked at him, me and Andrew hadn't ever
really talked before, and now he's telling me
not to do anything harsh... I was kind of confused.
Then I realized that I was just standing there,
and that I needed to answer him, so I just nodded
my head.
Andrew gave me a look which made me feel like he really
cared, and then he walked back to his class.
That day went by so horribly, at any point I would
have just dropped everything and cried.
I got home that day, and ran straight to the
washroom and cried practically all night.
I had never cried the way I did that night, not a
single person could have stopped me. It would have
been like trying to stop rain from falling...
impossible.
One by one my friends kept calling me to see if I
was ok, but none of them could barely even relate
to what I was feeling because they've never really
loved someone as much as I had loved Darien. They
tired their best to cheer me up though.
A week passed by since Darien broke up with me. I
had reduced from crying the whole day to crying
for only an hour. But the night that I was determined
not to cry, was when I received a call from Amber.
"Hey Sere, how are you now?" she asked.
"I'm good, what's up?" I replied
"Well, I just called to tell you something that I
found out..." she said slowly.
When she said that, my mind started racing with
thoughts. I calmed myself and asked "Yeah, ok... what
did you hear?"
"Well... you know that new girl in grade 7...
Michelle?" she asked even slower than before.
"Yeah, what about her?" I asked her quickly.
"Well... Darien kind of went to her house, pushed
her up against the wall and kissed her..." she said
in one breath.
To Be Continued...
AN's: heey heyy, how'd you like it? It seems kind of
short to me.. buh ohh well.. please review.. with nice
soft words please.. Im a very sensitive person.. ,