A.N. This is just another short chapter but there should be more soon. I know the last chapter was kind of evil and this ones not much happier but bare with me.

Sitting in a compartment of the Hogwarts Express, I stare blankly out of the window. I can hear the others around me, laughing and having fun, but I just don't feel like joining in. I can't bring myself to look happy while I feel so very awful.

Everyone else seems to love Samantha and Ron is even flirting openly with her, much to Ginny's disgust. The happy couple keep sharing 'knowing glances' and its starting to make me feel ill.

Its not that I'm not happy for Ginny, its just that I wish she'd found someone a little less perfect to be with since then I might have more of a chance. Unfortunately, Samantha is perfect. She's smart and funny and kind and really really pretty. When I look at her I can see that Ginny would never even notice me, let alone like me in that way.

I see outskirts of London whizzing by my window and I know we're almost into Kings Cross. Its gonna be a long couple of weeks.