I don't own Sailor Moon. Violent secrets, is about some things people don't really want to talk about. Suicide, heart ach, rape, death. It is everywhere. What is worse is that the pain never goes a way.
She sighed. 'Another day another morning.' She said mentally. Wincing she rolled over on her side looking at the door.
"One. Two. Three." She pointed to the door just as her father came in.
"Serena get your ass out of bed!" She rolled her eyes sitting up.
"I'm up." He looked at her for a moment then walked out of her room. Her father had his moments, when he was kind and gentle, but most of time all they did was fight. Her mother was like her best friend, but she never wanted to come to reality that things weren't right. Standing in front of her mirror she closed her eyes. She dressed in all black. She always worn long selves to hid the cuts on her arms. She wasn't afraid to admit it. She was a cutter. The pain she inflected on her self for those brief moments helped her forget about the other pain. Serena on the other hand was ashamed of the fact that she had one long slice up her arm. She tried to commit suicide, but failed. It wasn't that she tried, it was that she failed.
" I can't believe you two are breaking up again!" Mina through her hands up in the air.
" I.... I...." Amy tried to hold back her tears. Raye just told her about the up coming break up. They sat in the large class room. Serena, Amy, and Raye had math together, so everyone met there doing break. Serena sat there next to Lita as one by one the guys came in. Greg, Ken, Chad, Brain, Craig, and Darien. The break up between Amy and Greg was harsh. They knew it was coming. Greg began to flirt with every girl in sight, he hardly ever cuddled with Amy, and his grades even began to drop. He had told Serena about a month before, and finally word had gotten around to the rest of the group, and ended with Amy. Her heart was shattered. Greg glared at Serena when he noticed the tears coming from Amy's eyes. She looked down then went over and hugged Amy. With the ring of the bell they all went their separate ways.
She walked into her Art class. Her high school had four periods, she went to a special art school doing the third and fourth period. Walking over she placed her back pack under her desk, and walked into the bath room. She looked in the mirror, and checked her hair and make up. Checking to see if any one was coming, she pulled her small box cutter from her bra. Undoing her third button which covered her breasts she checked one more time. She slowly trailed the cutter down her chest. She slowly watched the blood trickle down. Taking her finger she picked up the blood and put it in her mouth. She sucked on her finger savoring the taste.
"Rena?" She looked over to see Michael standing there looking at her. She turned so he couldn't see her. " What are you doing?!" He took her arm spinning her back around. As he removes the cutter from her hand, he moves the cloth seeing her cut. Then takes her arms pulling up her selves.
"What are doing to your self?"
"Nothing." She said softly as she pulled a way from him.
"I don't get you. When you first came here, you were so sweet, and innocent, but now.. " His words trailed a way, as Kitty comes in.
"Ohh! Look at the cute couple."
"Shut up Kit, nothing is going on." Serena picked up her razor put it back in it's place, buttoned her shirt, then walked back out.
"What was that about?" Looks at Mike, then to the door.
"She just, has a couple things to work out, and she was in need of some one to talk to." With that he walks out as well.