Everything I Do: I Do it for You
Chapter 20: Refusing to Believe
Nothing is as perfect as it seems, but please don't shatter all of my dreams, I love you to much already…
"Whoa, whoa, whoa, we can't be talking about the same Jason. I know my Jason has done some drugs and stuff but I just can't see him sleeping around just to sleep around." She said, hoping that it wasn't true
"Light brownish hair, blue eyes, strong jaw line, big muscles, leather jacket, motorcycle?" Carly said.
"Yeah… that's him. But I just can't see him doing that. He's so good to me." She said.
She just couldn't grasp it, she refused to even try. Jason wouldn't do that, not her Jason. He's to sweet, to kind, to smart to do that to someone. She refused to believe her friend.
"Well, I'll talk to you later I have Music." Courtney said making a beeline to the music room.
She was so unfocused the whole time, not knowing what to believe. She wasn't sure if she should talk to him about it or not. If you were like that would you tell the truth about it? She figured he'd just lie anyway. She decided that she would just pretend that she knew nothing and just see how things felt between her and Jason. Hopefully they'd be no different. But in the very back of her mind, she knew that things would be different, very different.
**************************************************************Meanwhile***************
Before he could really make a decision, all the available seats were taken except for the ones next to his old "friends" he reluctantly walked over to their table.
"Hey what's wrong with you Jason?" a guy named Aaron said.
"Nothing's wrong anymore. Everything's finally right." He said
They looked at him weird, and he ignored them the rest of the period. He looked at the project he had been working on and he didn't like it. So he threw it out and started over with a new inspiration. He decided to do a white chalk and charcoal pencil drawing. He closed his eyes picturing what he wanted to draw. What he wanted for life. And then he drew it. His hand took over and applied the image in his mind to the paper.
************************************************************With Courtney**************
She left her class, and went to her biology class, and then she decided to leave for lunch. On her way to her car she saw Jason's car, and felt like she could die. She went to her own and sped off, going 80 miles an hour not even looking at the brake. She had to clear her head and what better way than sheer adrenaline.
****************************************************************Jason*****************
Standing in the door of the school he saw Courtney speed off going way to fast. He worried about her. He ran to his car and drove quickly to catch up with her. He didn't want her to hurt herself. He wouldn't let her.