I do not own Sailor Moon.

I am so very sorry that it is always so long between each of up my updates. I have been a little busy lately, with a horrible case of writers block. I have been reading so many stories from many really good authors, trying to get an idea on what I wanted to represent in my next chapter. So, after much deliberation and brain storming, I decided to screw it and just let it flow, so he we go.

"Momma? Pappa?" Serena spat out looking at her parents. Her stance eased, as she felt her mother's touch. The rest of the sermon was peaceful, and grand. Darien never let Serena out of his sight, as she was surrounded by people all the time. The wake was semi opened to the public, it was more word of mouth, so most of the people that showed were people from the police department, and the apartment complex, their parents, including parents of their friends. By the end of everything, Serena, Darien, and their small group of friends were utterly physically and mentally exhausted. Serena and Darien trying to get their lives back in order decided to go back to their apartment, yet when they returned were unsurprised to find that it was trashed, covered in horrible suggestions towards them, all written in red spray paint. Serena looked up to Darien, and sighed.

" I will not give them the satisfaction of us crying Darien, I will clean this, like a good wife should, and will live each day as if nothing horrible is happening." Darien looked down at her and patted her head.

" First lets sit and talk, I don't think we have ever really sat and talked." He led her out on the balcony were they sat down on the cold cement.

" It's been crazy yah know. When we were in high school, life was hard, but we could handle it, we knew our surroundings. We were safe, and for the most part we were happy. Then when my father kicked me out, and I came to live with you things got okay, they were still weird, but for once in my life I finally had a reason to live, so I wasn't depressed any more. Then the mall shooting happened, and didn't understand what was going on around us. I was scared," she looked to him and smiled. " But I was living with the man that I loved." He smiled.

" How long have you loved me?" Darien as she slowly ran his hand up and down her thigh. She smiled.

" When Amy was crying during tutorial that one day, you boys came in the day throwing the foot ball around. Greg was trying to get Amy to calm down, and the guys where fooling around. The girls were gossiping. I sat there and you sat there, and while I blocked out Amy and Greg, I looked to you. Your messy unkept hair, your tattered clothes, you were the all American Bad Boy, and I was the out cast goth. You looked to me and smiled. Told me I should wear pink eye shadow more often, patted my head, and kissed my forehead, told me to have a good day, and left. We were friends then, but I was in need of something more. Before you left that room, I knew that I loved you." She blushed and looked a way.

" Is that why you came to me?" She nodded.

" Then after that I guess is when life got really complicated huh? I met your brother, you asked me to marry you, I got pregnant. Then I was rapped, by a man who I went to school with, but we were alive, and healthy, our baby was fine, I regained my memory, and now I wish I never got it back. Our baby is gone, and all I want is to find out why they would take a way my baby. Take away my life." Darien smiled, and looked to her slowly moving forward he whispered in her ear.

" My grandmother, who I stayed with when my parents died, told me this, ' Some times God has a funny way of making life great, some times he doesn't, but some times in order for our life to be great, some times we need the times when God doesn't make life so great." Serena smiled.

" I understand. Some times something bad needs to happen in order for something good to. We some times to have take the good and the bad." She got up and looked down. " When I first got here, I would stand here and stare down at every one walking around hurrying around, in their own little worlds, and a part of just wanted to jump for the simple reason of ruining their moment." Serena laughed, " Yet here I am, no longer wanting that freedom, not wanting to take my own life, but taking the life of some one else." She made a face. " I really should get going, I need to clean." She kissed his cheek and went inside. Darien stood up and looked down, her words going through his head. He was grateful, that she was no longer depressed about their baby, about her life, but he was worried, worried about what she was planning to do. Their life had change, and he knew that there would be a lot of sleepless nights, watching her, making sure she didn't do anything stupid would be a hard task.

Darien smiled as Serena finally got into bed.

" I realized something great that came out of all of this mess. I always wanted to redo everything, and now we have a reason to." He smiled.

" Well then tomorrow you and the girls can go out and buy everything you want to make our home more home.. ie.. er.. Alright.. Okay. Well lets go to sleep and tomorrow you will have a great day of shopping and gossiping." Serena giggled.

" You did a good job on cleaning up our bed room." Darien laughed.

" Hey Serena?"

" Hmm?"

" When do you wanna get married?"

Oh my goodness, okay I know this may have been confusing, and I understand that, but I just let it go, and went with it. I promise the next chapters will be great, and everything will fall in. Yet this was confusing, and this is for a reason, I in a way wanted you as the reader to be confused as they are. They are hurting, confused, and distraught. Now they are going to get order.. Enjoy.. I have another story in the makings, and will be posted when they are all completely written.

Love yah!