Shatteredsoul
Chapter 11
Minors go somewhere else please, this have lemon allert inside and I do not want to have anger with them here!
Whatare yourself your dreams worth?
What would you pay for reality?
What costs your soul?
If you had to choose between your own sense of justice and your greatest wish to come true, what would you choose?
What would you do if someone could make your greatest wish reality but you had to pay for it with all you stand for?
Would you take it, or would you leave it be?
Would you take it?
Could you refuse such an offer?
Could you stand to yourself?
We all chose our priorities in live one day.
After years, we often find out that we have left our former paths and changed. Not ever for the better, mostly we changed for the worse.
Who can say from him or herself that they never leaved their path?
We all have our own sense of what is right and what is wrong.
However, with the years that we live, we often change them.
Why?
Maybe at one point there was an offer we took without to hesitate and that only because we wanted our wishes to come true.
Maybe with all the knowledge we gained and all the changes we made, we forgot simply what we wanted formerly in our lives.
Was it for the better?
Was it?
The betrayal made nearly too late.
The message was short and simple.
Meet me at the gates of the realm; I have something important to offer for you Keiko.
I will wait for you and your guardian there in three days from now on.
The brown haired human woman was thoughtful.
Somehow, Keiko had foreseen that Koenma would try something.
What was the question?
Keiko did not like the thought that the avatar could have find something what could possibly work on her. That could made her give him the staff and so the power over this realm!
The female liked this thought not even the slightest.
And to judge from Hieis suddenly possessive behave against her, Keiko had the impression the yokai in her arms was thinking the same as she did it. When she had suddenly awoken in the smaller cave with Hiei only, Keiko had for second's panics.
She had suddenly remembered the day her classmates where slaughtered right in frond of her.
It was not a nice memory for the woman.
Then she had cooled down from her panic from Hieis presence. It wondered her how this could be but she was happy that he had the effect on her confused mind. The demon seems never to do something other as to stay calm and quit.
His never changing attitude calmed the frightened female immensely.
Before she could ask Hiei why he brought her away from her sleeping place, he kissed her all out of the blue!
First, Keiko was simply flabbergasted. Then she thought that it felt nice to have him kiss her.
And the demon could kiss!
Soft strokes of his tongue set her inwardly on fire slowly. Gentle hands that caressed her back and her sides leaved trails of a yearning feeling of more of this in the young woman.
Everything the demon did, seem to wake up inside of her a little more of this yearning feeling of more.
Keiko found herself back, unable to stop Hiei from his alluring play with her!
Inside of Keiko there was so much loneliness and dark memories she wanted so badly to fill and forget. His gentle seductive play made her feeling wanted and Hiei managed with it to ease the deep hurt inside of the woman with it.
Since the day, Keiko has been told that Yusuke had dumped her, out of whatever motive ever; the young female had felt a deep loneliness and a deeper sadness inside of her. Not even Hinagiku could fill it with her friendship and friendliness.
Keiko's depression had gained unknown heights with the years. As also, her yearning for company had done it.
The alluring demon filled this deep hole inside of Keiko up with something new.
It replaced slowly all the ghostly memories of her past love of Yusuke.
For the first time of this passed years, Keiko felt wanted and needed. Not only used and forgotten.
The fire yokai stirred all the passion she once held for Yusuke back to live. Without to even knowing it, the girl directed it slowly at the apparition that kissed her now so skillfully. Hiei, who has all out of the sudden, stumbled back into her live.
All she could do was to let her mind get lost into it and to want nothing as more of these feelings. Hiei stirred up so skillfully inside of her very soul.
Then, the look, the demon directed at her after they parted for air at first!
It leaved Keiko in a pool of jelly. The eyes of the yokai gazed so intense at hers that she could barely breathe!
Somehow, they seem to search after something inside hers. Keiko mused; Hiei has waited that she would reject his presence, or that she would jell at him for kissing her without her consent.
That he seemed to be surprised from her seemingly not awaited positive reaction of him was the understatement of the year.
It even scared a little that she actually thought about in real to take his silent offer and to sleep with the dangerous yokai.
The woman was not sure where this sudden hunger after Hieis Company had came from. In reality, Keiko did not really want to know.
All she wanted was to be near the demon, to forget everything else and to feel wanted.
He gave her the feeling that he could save her from everything.
That he could protect her from every thing and every body who dared to lay his or her hand on her.
She felt nothing as warm affection and protection coming from the demon. Never had she felt harm or any pain coming from Hiei.
Keiko wanted so badly to feel like this again!
To feel like she was someone, another holds dear!
Just as the young woman had inwardly given in and was about to act on her new found feelings;
Koenma shouted practically right into the mood!
She heard Hiei growl violently and reach for his present katana in one second only.
He wore a look into his inhuman eyes that scared her somehow, even knowing that his anger where not directed at her.
After what seemed to be only some more seconds to Keiko, Hiei turned around again. He sheathed the sharp blade away again and buried suddenly his face in the crock of her neck and shoulder.
Like if the demon searched in her presence some reassurance and calm.
All she could do was to encircle his neck with her arms and to hold the shivering yokai near to her. Silently she took in how soft Hieis hair felt meanwhile she stroke through it to calm Hiei down.
His adrenaline boost leaved the yokai slowly.
When both could hear outside the shouting from Kazuma and Shizuru, Keiko could hear the short demon groan lowly in his annoyance.
Two ruby red eyes gazed shortly at hers with a look of murder for the noisy people outside in it. Then Hiei nipped playfully on her neck with his fangs and brought Keiko with him in a standing position.
"Noisy idiots! As if the godling could come here so easily in flesh and blood! "
"Oh, is that so?" She raised an eyebrow in Hiei´s direction, "care to tell me Hiei, why have you then reached so fast after your katana?"
The wall to his left suddenly seems to be very interesting for the red eyes of the demon.
Keiko could only giggle on Hiei´s antics!
That got her a sudden glare from the half dragon next to her in an instant.
With a wink Keiko mock glared back at the dangerous yokai whose lips seem to have a slightly tremor on their ends upwards by that sight.
"Just wait, Keiko. Revenge is best served cold!"
With that said in an eerie voice, the demon fast got her in his arms and brought the now helplessly giggling female down to the others.
All the way back, mumbling something not understandable about noisy females and their strange moods.
Hiei could not believe it! She dared to tease him!
Inwardly, he could hear the roaring laughter of his dragon counterpart at this.
Outwardly, there was nothing to see from his amusement about Keiko's suddenly playfully mood.
Inwardly, the yokai could only laugh with his other half of his soul at this.
She had gotten him by surprise with her mock question!
Meanwhile the others where fully distracted from the short fire apparition, Hiei licked sensually over his thin lips deep in his thoughts.
He wanted nothing other as to be alone with her again and to teach the sly female a few lesions about some important things.
Like, for example, why you should not tease a fire demon that nasty!
Hiei was simply glad that Keiko seemingly began a little to act like her old self again.
He knew perfectly well that the human female never would be the old Keiko again. Nevertheless, this was a good start for her to get over this all slowly.
Inwardly, Hiei was proud of the little fact that he seem to have caused this change somehow.
Even if it was, only a little now it was for him much more as Hiei had ever hoped of her to react.
Never in his entire live, would the yokai have believed that Keiko would let him kiss her!
Alone the feelings that these simple kisses had stirred inside of him had been amazing for the aloof demon.
Hiei groaned lowly under his breath. His excitement of the entire experience had not fully vanished by now!
How long needed the bakas over there anyway to go back to their sleep!
Just as Hiei was about to loose his rational mind to his instincts and was only one second away from doing something that would have brought out some interesting questions later from the others, Jin suddenly arrived with a slightly flustered Hinagiku in his arms and landed just before the short demon.
The yokai raised a fine brow at the seemingly suddenly very close couple in front of him.
From his side, Hiei could see Keiko mimic him with an equally raised brow at them.
Chuckling, the apparition fought with himself to laugh not aloud at the picture Keiko presented him!
He could practically read her thoughts now.
Half an hour and a lecture from Kazuma who had seemingly also put one and one together at Jin and Hinagiku later, the humans and demons settled once more down to get some rest in this crazy night.
Somehow, Kazumas lecture at the equally beery red couple, named Jin and Hinagiku must have failed to be noticed accurately from the two.
Just another half an hour later, the two lovebirds tiptoed silently, under the amused eyes of Hiei and Keiko out the cave again! They vanished with a sheepish grin from the wind demon at the sleeping Kuwabara siblings, in the Forrest anew.
Human and yokai looked at each other shortly before they made their way also out of the cave hastily.
Outside of it, Hiei raced with her fast away from the cave a few miles before he let them both fall down in the grass.
There both lost it and laughter for minutes as hard as Hiei and Keiko could!
Luckily for the two, the over concerned friend of them had missed to acknowledges that Hiei and Keiko could have done something similarly to that what Jin and Hinagiku had seemingly done it.
Kazuma had simply thought as all the others too, that Hiei had brought her away to protect Keiko, after both had arrived by the side of the others again.
Therefore, the over concerned Kazuma had only asked the poor Hinagiku and Jin what they had done alone in the Forrest at this hour. Shizuru had teased the two merciless about Hinagikus red face after it.
Jin instead had simply shouted back that this was their problem and not the others right under the amused looks of the rest of the group and Yukinas bright laughter.
Pouting, the demon had brought the entirely embarrassed Hinagiku inside the cave and leaved it to Yukina to lecture now a suddenly much quieter Kazuma Kuwabara instead.
Much so, to the amusement from Keiko, Shizuru, and Hiei who stand at the left side of the couple and watched the entire drama from the sidelines, so to speak. Moreover, nearly burst out into laughter by that. Shizuru and Hiei had their fun to make it worse for Kazuma as before. Keiko could only shake her delicate head at the two's antics.
After Yukina had finished her entirely sweet scolding of Kazuma, she turned, much to Shizurus surprise to the elder Kuwabara and told her to stop teasing her brother about this. Because she had done equally wrong as him in her opinion and Yukina found that Shizuru deserved it to know that, the ice maiden did not find it amusing the slightest!
The only one who came out of her wrath without to be scold was Hiei.
Much to Shizurus discomfort, the short demon got away with only a soft shaking of Yukinas see green locks.
Now, here in the grass, Keiko and Hiei tried their hardest to get their laughter back under their controls.
Kazuma had meant it only good but made it instead worse for the seemingly new couple!
Hiei was the first who got himself back in check.
The look he gave the female beside him could only call predatory like.
Keiko shivered at that and watches suddenly silenced as the fire apparition crawled on all fours to her and began to straddle her waist.
He gave her not a single chance to get away from him again.
In seconds, Hiei had his lips practically crashed down to hers and began to nip at them, hungrily for another kiss.
To his delight, Keiko opened her lips at the first nip and let the demons tongue ravish her mouth freely.
Groaning into the sweet cavern, the demon lowered his body down on hers in the progress and pressed Keiko's body more in the grass under her frame with his much hotter one.
After another heady kiss that somehow turned out to be a passionate battle for dominance inside of Keiko's mouth, Hiei ended every possible resistance of Keiko with an unexpected bite in her bottom lip with his fangs.
The bit draw some droplets blood from her lip and instead of hurting it shoot a pleasant bold of arousing feelings through the now slightly startled ningen.
Suddenly, Hiei stopped his suckling on the tiny wound and looked Keiko strait in her now slightly clouded eyes. His red orbs seem to burn from an infernal fire that seems to devour the short demon from the inside.
His huskily whispered words let shivers run up and down her spine.
"I want you, more as anything else, Keiko. And I will not let you go from me tonight again before I have not gotten what I want!"
With that said, the demon crashed his lips back down on her now bruised ones.
He began slowly to let his hands wander along the expanse of her body in his reach. All Keiko could do was to gasp and to arch her body in these hands that seem to set her on fire with every soft touch of them.
She let her hands wander back into his soft spiked hair and began to stroke it slowly with and against the hairlines. That got her a low moan from the demon above her suddenly. Surprised she did it again, more thoughtfully this time.
Giggling the human female could watch a yokai practically melt into her touch!
Hiei seem to stop any move when she petted him like this.
Now more as amused the sly female did it with purpose again and this time she added her short nails into the play.
It seems to send more shivers as before through Hieis body. With delight, the female watched the yokai cuddle somehow deeper in her embrace. Hiei seem to enjoy this immensely!
The yokai cursed silently her wonderful hands and wished at the same time they would never stop their play in his short hair!
He had not even known that her simple petting would have this wonderful effect on him.
Would Hiei have known it, he had pinned her hands under her body before she could do that to him!
It aroused and soothed the demon at the same time and leaved the apparition yearning for more of these feelings.
Every single stroke of Keikos delicate fingers and then suddenly nails, send tremors of utter pleasure down his spine. Every scratch of said nails leaved the apparition craving for the next wave of pleasure.
Suddenly he found his ability to use his hands back and Hiei used them fast to search them a way under her clothes.
He needed to feel her bare skin against his own.
His left hand found soon its way to one of her soft breasts and began to caress the soft mound with it.
The other got her slowly rid of her upper clothes and revealed her bare skin to his now burning gaze. Softly liking at the darker shaded nipple of the breast in his touch, Hiei began to tease the hardened flesh with his tongue.
Relishing every soft moans and gasps, he gets out of Keiko with it.
Her soft whimpers and soon after, he switched his attention to the other one, soft cries, turned him even more on.
Within seconds, the demon used his speed abilities to get himself rid of his own clothes and Keiko of the rest of hers, before she could even register what happened to her.
He could hear her surprised gasp when he lowered his frame down on her softer curves again.
Hiei knew that his body temperature was higher as hers and that she would feel every inch of his body more as she would normally would do.
He used his speed again to move them both fast from the grass on the pile of clothes he had thoughtfully spread out so that they could be used as makeshift bedding. After that, the demon simply watched the female under him with hunger written in his red gaze.
He saw her slight blush as also Hiei could see an equally hunger shining out of Keikos eyes.
A slight move of his hips against hers let the woman shut her eyes suddenly with a low moan and her torso arched beautifully in the air.
One of Hieis hands found soon its way through the curls of her pubic hairs and began mercilessly to tease the tiny bundle of nerves that lay hidden between her neither lips.
His gaze left never her face, meanwhile his let his hand wander further down and then one of his fingers began to circle around the entrance of her core. Keiko let loose a keening wail. Licking his dry lips, the yokai watched her head shaking from side to side when his fingers increased their teasingly play on her. Hiei loved it to watch Keiko when she was loosing herself in his ecstasy.
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Silently groaning he gave into her whispered pleas and slipped one of his fingers into her wet core. Groaning even louder at the sweet friction, of her walls clamping down on his digit in the progress, Hiei buried his face in the nape of Keiko's neck when he felt this. It was as if her inner muscles tried to take his finger deeper inside with the rhythmic contraction around the digit!
Fast he replaced the single finger against two and began to slide them in and out of the hot wetness that engulfed the fingers and made it easy for the demon to move inside of her core.
Suddenly a memory floated back into the inner mind of Hiei.
Only days before everything had changed, Hiei had overheard a conversation of Yusuke and Keiko.
It had centered about the thing humans called gym and he had heard the former woman child tell the half demon something embarrassing for her.
One day mostly a year back, she had gone to this gym class and had suddenly felt something tearing inside of her in the middle of an exercise.
The nurse has told her later that she had accidentally hurt her hymen inside of her core with the sport.
Yusuke had laughed hard at this revelation and Keiko had slapped him more then one time for his behave.
They had come up with the theme because Yusuke wanted to sleep with her and Keiko wanted to wait until they where married. Somehow, the two had talked about this and she had accidentally told the former detective this.
The memory floated back in Hieis mind after he could not found that damn thing.
For the first time of his live, Hiei was glad about the antics of the humans!
It saved him from hurting her too much and of allot troubles.
The female under his more and more needy body was writing in her pleasure. Hiei could clearly see her hold on her normally calm and collected self-slipping with every stroke of his fingers inside of her.
Suddenly his fingers seem to hit a spot deep inside of the heavenly wetness around his fingers.
She bucked wildly down on his hand with a sharp cry at this.
Experimentally Hiei touched the spot inside her again, this time with more force and let his thump flicker over the bundle of nerves at the same time.
A loud cry of his name was the first reward the yokai got, the next where her rocking hips against the digits inside of her.
With a sharp hiss, he withdrew his fingers with one last scissoring move. Soon the demon replaced the fingers with the tip of his, by now purple colored penis at her entrance.
With one last look in Keikos brown eyes, his hips pushed the entire hard cock with one trust deep inside of her wet core with another sharp hiss of pleasure.
He wanted her trough the uncomfortable part as fast as possible. He stopped his moves when he finally had fully buried his arousal deep inside of the warm wetness of her core.
After some seconds of adjustment of the woman beneath him to his full size, Keiko suddenly moved her pelvis slightly against his. She undid him with that move instantly.
After some careful trusts, the demon speeds up his pace rapidly and with each trust Hiei put more strength into his moves.
Soon both where panting hard and after some more seconds all Keiko could do was to let the speedy yokai pound into her. With each trust Hiei made he brought her higher in her spiral of pleasure!
Hiei hit with each of his powerful trusts the spot inside of Keiko again. Soon she forgot simply who she was and voiced out, very vocally her immense pleasure.
She needed badly some hold of her sanity. Her nails began to leave deep marks on Hieis back when Keiko began to claw them into the skin there.
To her surprise, it seems not to disturb the demon the slightest! It brought her simply a growl out of the yokai and slightly harder trusts inside of her.
Hiei tried his hardest not to tear the female human under him in half!
His strength could easily slice a demon into pieces! Not to mention what it could do to Keiko.
But when she began to run her nails down his back, Hiei lost it a little and trust harder back as the apparition wanted it. Grinding his teeth with a snarl, Hiei got himself in check again and simply enjoyed the more then sweet friction her inner walls brought him. He could feel her coming near to her peek. Her tightness inside of her core squeezed his shaft even more with each powerful trust of his slim hips.
Growling loudly, Hiei felt suddenly the tight tunnel become even tighter and soon after this he heard her final scream of release.
His name.
Keiko had screamed his name out!
That was it what brought Hiei finally over his own edge of sweet insanity and bliss.
With a loud inhuman growl, the demon released his seed deep inside of Keiko's womb with one final trust. His hips jerked a few times more in the demons orgasmic bliss. He could feel his potent seed filling her in strong spurts meanwhile his awareness focused on one other important thing.
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The copper taste of blood.
Keikos blood to be more exact!
After his senses came down from his temporally high again,
Hiei realized two things.
One was that he had bitten deeply in her neck and the other was that he suddenly felt drained!
The yokai knew what that meant. He could feel the wound closing under his soothing licks on it with his tongue. The demon wanted not to miss one single droplet of her sweet blood with it. After Hiei had finally cleaned the area, the demon went his gaze back to her sleeping features.
Hiei had known she would sleep.
After all, Keiko's prone body had now two important things to handle to say at last.
One was his youki that was now running through her bloodstream. The next was the slight change that would occur when the energy inside of the female began its work on the cells of her body.
With a fiery glint that would have told a watcher of Hiei´s momentary level of proud ness at the moment, the demon let his reminding powers flare up around them both and warmed with them the air around them to an acceptance level for them both.
With a content sigh, he let himself slip out of her warmed and took some of their clothes to cover her up a little.
Then Hiei tucked Keiko securely in his arms and closed his almond eyes with another content sigh.
He could not wait to see Koenmas face when the demi god found out that she was his mate now!
Hiei vowed silently to himself to let the godling not come to near to his new mate anytime soon. He knew too well that the avatar would not like this one bit!
She would not be happy with this Hiei thought slyly, a small grin tucked on his thin lips by the mere thought.
Then again, the woman had wanted Hiei as much he wanted her.
Maybe, the yokai thought, maybe Keiko will accept me as her mate. She is as lonely as I am and I regret it not at all. I wanted to be with her since I knew her. Maybe when I tell her this the right way, she will accept the bound we both share now. But how the hell can I explain to her that she will be surely pregnant from this! Keiko will not be very pleased with this!
The yokai ruffled his own starburst like hair for some seconds in his thoughts about the surely violent reaction of Keiko when he told her that!
Suddenly the thought of having cups with the delicate female was not that bad any longer for the demon. Hiei knew all too well how potent his kind was when they finally mated a female. As longer, the demon thought about this, Hiei warmed up to the thought. The beautiful realm Keiko owned somehow now was perfect to raise children.
To judge from what he saw earlier, it could be that the child would even have a playmate in a short while. Softly grinning the demon decided to let the fate have her will and to find Keikos reaction to this, out in the next morning.
A short sniff told the yokai that her scent had not began to change.
Maybe, Hiei mused, it would have not happen this time, but it would surely the next! He did not even try to hide the huge grin that suddenly appeared onto his normally stoic features.
That there would be a next one was certain as hell!
All Hiei had ever wanted was someone who could understand him, to be with. The fire demon had never believed that he would even found one in his live. Now he suddenly had a mate and would have definitely have children with time!
With another content sigh, Hiei let his mind drift slowly into his badly needed sleep.
For this, all was time enough in the next morning.
The demon aloud he for the first time of his live to do something very unusual for him, Hiei cuddled up with the warm and soft body of his mate Keiko and drifted into sleep.
Meanwhile the demon did this; Koenma was sitting in front of a large desk.
The avatar thought about the offer he wanted to make the naïve woman in Koenmas opinion. After all she would have to believe that he would really do that all. Even if that meant Koenma had to loose a few souls for a while. The avatar was sure; that he could take them back fast after all where settled. The only obstacle in his plans was the fire demon, part dragon guard Keiko now had!
How was he supposed to fool Hiei of all people!
Then the beginning mistrust of his former detective Yusuke first!
The half demon scum dared to question him lately along with the most of the other demons. If Yusuke ever found out that, he was the one that had planned this all so carefully, Koenma was sure that would be his last day as a living ghost.
Why could have the damned girl had not have died as he had planned it for her?
Koenma was so sure that after Botan had told her what he had advised her to do, that Keiko would do something stupid and would have been killed or have killed herself. He had covered his entire plan with the girl!
No, she had to run strait into the cursed forbidden child!
Now Keiko was out of his reach for now, the staff too.
Brooding and with a mad glint into his eyes the avatar hit the desk in half in his fury.
Botan was watching the godling with Hinageshi together from a corner of the hallway in fear.
The two deities of death hated it since a few years to work for the demi god.
Since Botan accidentally found out the entire plan and Koenmas real ambitions against her former friend, she had searched after a way to tell the others that all. And if it even would coast her, her live! Botan did not want to be part of this any longer.
Hinageshi thought in the same way as she did it about this all.
Both had silently letting their former friends slowly know some of the truths. Without to reveal themselves too much, both feared to be on the wrong side of the gone insane godling after Koenma ever found out about their help!
Now, watching the six ghosts in very new bodies, in the middle of the other room, Botan thought it was time to do something against her former boss.
Silently both of the deities took three of them on their oars and flew them out of the reach of the avatar in silence. The guards the two told that they had to bring them to the river Styx. Hinageshi could feel the ghosts slowly settle down inside their new bodies, behind her on her oar.
Koenma gave them the bodies to fool his true ambitions in front of Keiko.
Sadly, enough all the former ghosts must to be turn into yokai if they wanted to stay alive. On the other hand, for three of them, to have a transfusion of some kind, of energy before they would settle down inside the new flesh.
Slightly shivering, the petite deity hoped that all would turn out as her friend and she had planned it.
If not, help them all Kamis who would dare to do so!
The two renegade deities directed their fly strait to Yusuke stronghold.
Each one of the two wearied an equally grim expression onto her normally happy face. Clutching some papers near to their breasts all the time, in the deities fear to loose one single paper of them on their way!
I hope that have made up a little for the long wait of a new update of my stories.
Sorry people but I have definitely too much to do here at the moment. Therefore, it will take awhile before I can update my stories without a long time between the chapters again.
Sincerely, Suryallee
