Falling Apart
By: Aisaki Sumi
I'm falling apart…fading into the void. Everything I treasured and held dear to my heart has been dislodged into absolute oblivion. It is only a matter of time before it sucks me in too…the black hole of nothingness and vacant space that is so desolated…
I don't want to be alone.
The day you left the small apartment we shared, was the day I started falling apart. My heart was shattered by the soft words that escaped your lips so unwillingly. Your shoulders were shaking, a lump in your throat. The ever-present smile was gone, sadness reflecting in your usual enigmatic sapphire orbs. You tried to break it to me gently, but it hit me hard, squarely in the face, knocked me off the ground, and sent me off to some place I didn't know existed.
You have stopped loving me.
Like a soulless puppet, I roam the surface of the earth like the undead, days and nights, searching for the love I lost, the person I once thought was the center of my life. Gone, like the brisky breeze, feather light, and once it's gone it's gone perpetually, left without a trace. I can't find you. It's too misty, too hazy, and too unclear for me to see. My vision is blurry. Before, when I couldn't peer through the thick fog blocking my view, you were always there to guide me through, but now you're gone, who's going to be my guide? My light in the darkness?
I trip and fall, continuously stumbling on the road of forever vagueness, an endless journey that has no beginning or end. I'm going in circles, I want to stop, but I can't. I'm in the middle of no where.
Syuusuke, come back to me, be my light again, guide me out of this maze.
I'm lost, like a helpless child. Help me Syuusuke, save me, mend the broken pieces before it's too late.
Because I'm falling apart.
A/N: No comment on the writing, it was crappy and strange. It's written in Ryoma's point of view in case you've missed that. Yes, Fuji left, stopped loving Ryoma, for whatever reason and I'll leave that to you 'cause I don't even know why. Short and angsty. I'm in the mood D (Excuse the bad grammar, spelling mistakes and typos.) It's 2:00 AM right now..Zzzzz Wrote it in 10 mins...falls asleep in front of computer