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With All My Heart

Broken Hearted

Natalie brought Remus into her room and went to speak first.

"Remus, we need to talk." Natalie told him flat out. To her surprise he just smiled.

"I know Nat."

"Remus, I really like you a lot, but lately… We have been, well growing apart. I do not want to hurt you, but I think that this relationship is going to hurt more the longer we go out. I do not want to have to do this Remus, but I do not know. It just does not feel right. You are like a brother to me I guess." Natalie said looking at the floor rather than at Remus. She didn't want to see the hurt in his eyes. She was hurting to, so maybe it was just that she did not want him to see the hurt in her eyes.

"Look at me Nat." Remus said to her. She lifted her head and saw it there. The hurt, the pain, it was all there. She hated seeing it. Remus hated the look on her face to. "Why are you doing this Nat? It's hurting you just as much as it is hurting me. Please Natalie. Do not do this. Not for Sirius or anyone else. You and me, we're destiny."

Natalie looked down again. "No Remus, we are not destiny. If we were then breaking up would be easy because we would know we would be back together.

"You are like a brother to me. I want to be friends; I do not want to screw up our friendship. Please Remus, do not make it hurt anymore than it already does." Natalie pleaded. This was going to be harder than she wished.

"You are doing this for Sirius aren't you?" Remus said his eyes were cold, and his smile was not there. Natalie hated that look.

"Sirius and me are friends! Merlin Remus! Why are you making this so difficult! You look at Andromeda with sick puppy dog eyes! Go after her! She probably would love to be with you!" Natalie spat stubbornly. She did not mean for it to be so harsh, but it was.

"How dare you! I would never cheat on you Natalie! I can not believe you would ever accuse me of that!" Remus spat back.

"No one was accusing you!"

"Were to!"

"Not!"

"Were to!"

The two were too caught up in their argument to realize that James, Lily, Sirius, and Andromeda had stepped in to see what the argument was about.

"Are we missing an argument?" James asked innocently. Though he regretted it instantly.

"SHUT UP!" Remus and Natalie both shouted at him.

"Yo! Break it up! This is my fault! Natalie do not dump Remus for me!" Sirius said calmly.

"Don't flatter yourself Sirius! I am not doing it for you!" Natalie spat at him.

"Okay, this is my house! Break it up now!" James yelled at them. "You guys are acting so immature! I cannot believe this! Remus, you are supposed to be smart! First off Sirius would never try and steal your girlfriend, no matter how stupid he can be. Second Remus, I do not believe that it is right for you to be sneaking off with Andromeda when you have a girlfriend. Third Natalie, you should not be cuddling with you boyfriend's best friend. Do I make myself clear?" James said to the four, Lily standing by his side in a silent fits of laughter.

"Fine, but Natalie, now that James has put it so clearly to us. I believe you are right, we should break up!" Remus replied acidly.

"Fine it is over then!" Natalie replied. With that everyone left to go back to the common area. It was very tense in the room. Natalie and Remus would not make eye contact.

Lily decided she could not stand this anymore. "James, let's go, I think our friends have differences to sort out." Lily whispered into James' ear.

James nodded and they left the room. He knew his friends would get through this, but he did not want to be a part of it, he had his own girlfriend to keep happy right now.

Lily did look rather depressed and pale. She needed to talk to James, without distraction. She was worried about so many things, and she just wanted someone to listen, someone to hold her while she was.

James brought Lily into his room. They sat down on his bed together. James wrapped his arm around Lily. She gave him a weak smile.

"Lily what's wrong, you look terrible." James hated telling her that, but it was honesty.

"A lot, Sirius told me his brother was trying to contact him, and then he shows up at your house, and you know William, and I do not know James, I'm just so confused." Lily said she leaned back into his arms; he was brushing her hair out of her face.

"It's okay Lily. I am so sorry about William. I never sealed the grate from Sirius' house. He used to come over all the time, so I never thought twice about sealing it. I am so sorry Lily flower." James whispered in her ear. Lily could tell he was truly sad.

"James do not worry about it, it was not your fault. I am worried about Nat though. She seems to want to be with Sirius, but Remus loves her. Except it looks like Andromeda likes Remus. Wow our friends are screwed up." Lily said to James. She looked into his gorgeous chocolate brown eyes.

Lily loved James and everything about him. It took her so long to admit it to herself, but now that she had, she knew this was what love felt like, but she was slightly worried.

"James, I am scared." Lily said softly to James.

"Why?"

"I am scared to fall in love, and have my heart broken." Lily spoke in a very low whisper. She had never told anyone this before.

"Lily, with me, you will never know what a broken heart is." James said confidently.

Though Lily would have liked to believe every word that came out of his mouth, she just could not. She did not know why, she loved James, she knew she did, but she just could not believe that he would never break her heart.

"James… I do not know…" Lily said. James just put his finger to her lips and spoke.

"You do not have to know Lily flower. Not now, it is late. We have had a long night, let's go to bed." James whispered in Lily's ear.

"What about the others though?" She asked timidly.

"Dont worry about them, they'll solve it all on their own." With that James gave her a soft kiss and they fell asleep.

A/N: Now for teh depressing Author's Note... Okay, here's why, I don't have chapter 11 written, which sucks to begin with. On top of that my grandfather is in the hospital about to pass away... So my mom is heading down to Texas for a couple days, so since i'm the oldest girl... I have to take care of my sis... and cook and clean... and la ti da ti da... it's going to suck, and when i'm not, i'll be too depressed to write... So i'll do my best to write the chapter but I will try and have it up by Monday... I will do my best.so Please Review, it keeps me happy :)

Always

Crazy Lily

(this chapter was meant to be less corny than the others, let me know if it was :)