A/N: Okay, I'm slightly depressed, I got a bad review, I guess 1 out of like 190 i shouldn't complain, but I would like to say I'm sorry if you do not like that I don't use contractions, I learned a long time ago when writing that you shouldn't do it, as you say when i'm typing to my friends I do, but when I'm writing a story on word, it is so much easeir to not use contractions... I'll try to start using them when again in chapter 20(I just finished 19...) Anyway Review, sorry I had to get that out of my system...

Disclaimer: I only own Natalie, and the plot, the rest belongs to J.K.Rowling... Ya ti da ti da... I hate doing this, so you guys just know I don't... dont sue :)
With All My Heart

No...

"What is going on?" Lily whispered to James.

They were watching the scene in front of the fat lady. Peter was standing in front of it cowering at the feet of Lucious Malfoy. They could see Snape and Terret keeping guard at the front of the hallway.

"You follow what I said, and we get this done. I do not want to have to work with you any longer than I have to." Malfoy sneered at Peter.

Lily turned to look at James. He was as pale as a ghost. Lily grabbed his hand and he relaxed slightly. They watched on as Peter bowed down to Malfoy and spoke. "Yes, I… I… I will do… do my best…" He said it stuttering.

Malfoy walked away, and Peter slowly entered the common room. "James, do you know what they were talking about?" Lily asked quietly as they watched Malfoy grab Terret and Snape, and leave.

"I do not know Lily, I just do not know. We can't tell the gang. I am not sure what Peter is up to, but I am sure he has reasons that are good enough. We do not need to know them." James said quietly.

The honest truth was that he did not want Peter to get killed, because Sirius and Remus would have killed him if they found out. Or rather would have killed Malfoy.

"If you insist James." Lily said.

They walked into the common room. Peter was nowhere in sight, but Lily was thankful. She did not think she could handle facing him.

"You guys want to come check out our dorm?" Lily asked the group of four sitting in a circle on the floor by the fire.

"Sure!" They all said in unison.

"Should we maybe find Peter?" Natalie asked.

"No," Lily said very quickly, and then she added. "We saw him on the way, he said he did not want to come." James looked at Lily curiously, but went along with it.

"Okay, if he said so." Natalie said.

They walked out and Lily led the way to the Heads' dorm.

When they walked in everyone stopped.

"Dam James, this is awesome! Are we aloud in here? When we want?" Sirius asked.

"Till we get tired of you and change the password, yeah, you four are." Lily said smirking.

"You know Lily, that would not be very nice." Natalie said to her.

"What, me and James can't have alone time to study?" Lily said innocently.

"Study?" Sirius said suspiciously. Everyone started to laugh.

"Yes Sirius study. Get your head out of the gutter!" James said.

"Nat, Andy, want to go see my room." Lily had gotten tired of saying 'Andromeda' all the time, so shortened it.

"Yeah let us go, we need to have some girl talk anyway." Natalie said smirking.

Lily led them up to her room.

"This is beautiful Lil." Andy stated.

"Yeah, you are so lucky!" Natalie said. "Anyway, so what is going on with you and James? Studying my arse, you have not…" Natalie questioned.

"NO! God Nat, we have not had sex. I seriously meant studying." She said.

"You can not tell me that you have not thought about being that intimate with James." Andy said.

"No fair! He is my boyfriend, so yes I have thought about it, but he has not even said he loves me yet. So…" Lily trailed off.

"He has not said he loves you?" Natalie wanted to make sure she heard this right.

"No he has not," Lily said with a frown. "I think he is just waiting. I know I am." She continued. "I mean, I know I love him, and he loves me, I do not need to here it, I know it." Lily said absentmindedly.

"How do you know?" Andy asked.

"Sirius, James has not exactly told him, but apparently James has never let him kiss one of his girlfriends. He thinks that he did that to make sure I would never leave him." Lily smiled.

"Yeah, that would be a better test if I were not going out with him though." Natalie said. "Though it is quite cute, and when did you two speak about this?"

"Oh, after truth or dare, we stayed up late talking in silent whispers." Lily said playing with her hair.

"Yeah, we have to play that again sometime. It would be really fun." Andy said.

"Yeah, it is so much fun! It's best because all the girls are best friends, and all the guys are best friends, so there are no hard feelings afterwards, we all know its just a game." Lily told them.

"Yeah." Natalie and Andy agreed.

"We should play on Friday night. Get the guys to come. We have to make James kiss someone other than me. That could be fun, he should kiss Sirius!" Lily stated through giggles.

"Oh yeah, that would be so funny!" Natalie stated. They loved making their boy friends suffer.

"Okay, we'll let them know when we go back downstairs. Though you guys, I do not want Peter in on it, so do not tell him." Lily said.

"Why?" Andy asked.

"I saw him earlier with Malfoy, they were talking about something, they had Terret and Snape guarding the hall leading to the fat lady, but promise not to say anything to Remus and Sirius, James does not want them to know."

"Okay, if you say so Lily." Natalie said. Andy nodded.

"Come on, let's go see the boys." Lily said slyly. "We can let them know our plan.

When they got into the common room the boys were sitting on the couches.

"You guys want to play truth or dare again on Friday?" Lily asked.

"Lil, how about we play some more tonight? We never did finish that came anyway." James said.

"What do you all think?" Lily asked Natalie, Andromeda, Sirius, and Remus.

"No, let's not, let's do something different." Remus said, not at all keen on having to kiss Sirius again.

"Well what do you propose then Remus?" Andy asked him with a smirk.

Their eyes met. Andy noticed immediately that something was wrong. She thought deeply. It was not near a full moon, it had been two weeks ago. She did not dare question what the problem was, then when she looked over at James and Sirius they seemed to have the same dazed look in their eyes.

Lily spoke before Andy registered it.

"What is wrong? You all look like you have just seen… I do not know, in the muggle world, I would say ghost, but I do not suppose I can here. So you look like someone has just passed away." Lily said confusing herself.

James got up and walked over to Lily.

"Remus' parents and mine were injured in France. They are both at St. Mugos, but they should be fine. Dumbledore wants us in his office at eight in the morning to go and see them, he said that Sirius, Remus, Natalie, and Andromeda could come sleep here tonight if they wish." He added to Natalie and Andromeda.

A/N: i really do not like this chapter that much, but it fit here, weird, and scary, but i don't like peter so exuse me if i exclude him a lot /... Anyway, the next chapter seems a little more... Exciting! Okay review, and I'll post 18... hey I'm nearly at 200 reviews! I am so happy! I've never gotten this many reviews before...So thanks to all my lovely reviewers!

Katdance666: I like having cliff hangers, i dont think this chapter is one though... the next is i know that, and sorry for the shortness of each chapter, but that is why i am able to update, i make sure all my chapters are over 1000 words (with out all this fun stuff(author's notes, and disclaimers, and talking to reviewers, lol) So I try to update more often for that reason!

Love,

Crazy Lily