A/N: Please don't kill me for this chapter! I just finished chapter 20(I did use contractions it was rather hard to remeber, lol) Anyway, people told me not to do something like this, but i promise it is extremely temporary, I like this chapter, and i really like chapter 20, so review and i'll write chater 21&22 so that way i can post chater 20 soon(I'm trying to stay 2 chapter ahead of myself)So yeah, review, it makes me write really fast...Don't hate me for this chapter, i will try and post 19 tonight!

Love always

Crazy Lily

With All My Heart

But I do

That night the crew decided to stay in the Head's dorms.

Natalie, Andromeda, Sirius, and Remus went to Gryffindor Tower to retrieve their sleeping things. Lily and James meanwhile went and grabbed extra blankets from their respective bathrooms. Finally when everyone was back in the Head's common room they spoke.

"James, Remus, I understand why Sirius is going, he is like a brother to James, but why are your parents inviting us three?" Lily asked the boys. They were each lying on sofas. Lily was on one with James, and she was leaning against him. Remus was sitting in a chair by himself and so was Sirius. Natalie and Andromeda were sharing a sofa, lying on opposite ends.

"Easy, our parents wanted to meet you three, my parents wanted to meet you and Andromeda, Lily, the have been hearing about you for six years now. We are finally going out so they want to meet this lovely girl. Andromeda, you are Sirius's favorite cousin, which is saying something because Sirius hates his family, and his parents want to meet his lovely girlfriend. Natalie, you were Remus' first love," Natalie blushed; she did not know this. Remus just scowled at his best friend. "Yeah, but since Remus is now dating Andromeda and you are happily with Sirius, my parents are desperate to meet the first girl Sirius actually cares about." Natalie was blushing a deep crimson.

"Wow, I was your first love Remus?" Natalie asked coyly. It was Remus' turn-to-turn crimson. Everyone else just sat in silence. Andromeda was a little uncomfortable, as was Sirius.

"Well, yeah… You were…" Remus said in a very low voice. He was trying to avoid her gaze.

"Wow, we learn something new everyday." Sirius finally broke the uneasy silence after about a minute of it. Natalie looked at him. When their eyes met she saw hurt and frustration. Natalie got up and walked over to him and sat down on his lap.

"Black, you are never going to get off that easily." She whispered in his ear. He smiled at her. Their eyes were locked, but he did not want to kiss her.

"I know, and I am so glad for it." Sirius whispered back to her.

Everyone sat in silence watching. Remus was avoiding Andromeda's eyes. He knew she was looking for him, but he was scared, so instead she walked over to him. Sat on the arm of his chair and spoke.

"It does not matter to me Remus, as long as I am the girl you love now." Remus smiled at her words.

"You are." He said and gave her a soft kiss.

Lily and James just sat and watched their friends in silence. James suddenly got up. "I will be right back." He said to Lily.

He turned and walked into his dorm room. He grabbed his invisibility cloak from his trunk, and grabbed a map of Hogwarts, the Marauder's Map, and walked back out to get Lily.

"Hey, love birds, me and Lily are going to go get some food, there is not enough for six people up here." James told them, he grabbed Lily's hand and walked out.

He threw the invisibility cloak over himself and Lily.

"What is this thing James?" Lily asked looking at where her feet should be.

"Invisibility cloak." James said shortly. Lily marveled at the idea.

Lily had a seductive plan forming in her mind; she turned to face James who was looking at a piece of parchment with Hogwarts on it.

"The Head's dorm does not show up on here, I guess it would change by year though, so that make sense." Lily was not paying attention to what he was saying. He seemed rather tense.

"James, will you relax, your parents are going to be fine. We do not need to rush to get food, I do not think our friends will even realize that we are gone." Lily said coyly, but in a low seductive whisper.

Lily then grabbed the map from James' hands and stuffed it into her pocket. Before James could even register what was happening Lily had put her arms around his neck. She kissed him deeply. His body seemed to relax instantly, and he started to kiss her back.

He wrapped his arms around her waste and picked her up from the ground and carried her so she was against the wall. He was a bit taller than her so she was standing on her tiptoes as to not break the kiss.

The kisses depend with each one. James slowly ran his tongue over her bottom lip begging for entrance. Lily opened without hesitation.

This was everything she wanted. She wanted to be with James, she wanted him more than anything.

The girls sad Sirius was the best snog in the school, but Lily decided that was not true, well unless she was mad at James. Only James could make her heart race every time she saw him. Only James could make her go weak in the knees just by smiling. James was the only guy for her, she decided.

Lily broke the kiss, breathing deeply she looked up into James' chocolate brown eyes, that drove her crazy. "James… You drive me completely insane. I love everything about you, I love the way you look at me I love the…" James put a finger to her lips to silence her.

"I know Lily, but not yet, just wait a bit." Lily pushed him away for her at these words.

"I thought you feel the same way!" Lily said a little louder than she intended, and pulled the invisibility cloak off of them.

"I do Lily! That's not what I…"

"Not what you meant? Then what did you mean?" Lily asked her temper rising.

"Lily, calm down, I just want it to be special." James whispered. He tried walking towards her.

"Yeah, well you are not making it any more special by doing this!" She said. Then she ran back to the Head's dorm and ran up to her room. She sealed the door shut before anyone could ask what was wrong.

"What was that all about?" Natalie asked.

"Do not know, where is… Never mind." James came storming in looking just as mad as Lily, he walked to stomped to his room, and slammed the door shut, and locked it.

"Looks like Lily and James got into a row." Remus said.

"Thanks captain obvious." Natalie shot at him. "I am going to go and try and talk to Lily." She said and walked to the room.