A/N: Okay, I finally got to the end of this night in chapter 22, lol, sorry it's taking so long, but one thing led to another, you'll understand after this chapter... So anyway, let me think... Yeah... Review!

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With All My Heart

Malfoy

They did not get much sleep that night. They decided to sit up late and tell stories. They found Lily's the most interesting, especially the ones about her evil muggle sister Petunia. Sirius and Natalie also had them in stitches when they were telling about their younger siblings.

"You know what Sirius? It's ironic how my sister, and your brother are dating, and we're dating, and that's a little weird!" Natalie said. They had had a little too much butterbeer.

"Yeah I know, good thing we don't exactly get along, because then if they broke up, we would probably get into a fight. Because we would each take our siblings side, then we would get mad at each other for it… then… that would be awful." Sirius went on giggling.

"Okay guys, I think we should probably get some sleep." Lily tried to say, instantly there was protest. "Fine, I give up, forget I said anything." She finished a little exasperated.

"Lily, why don't you get along with your sister anyway? You spoke about how much you hate each other, but you never bothered to say why." James asked Lily. Lily looked at the floor, and then looked to Natalie for support. It wasn't there.

"Well remember how I told you that Terret cheated on me with my old best friend?" Lily asked. They all nodded. "Well, you see, back then Petunia was my best friend. We were more than sisters; we were inseparable. She was older than me by two years. I looked up to her. Terret took her virginity, while he was going out with me.

"Then she started calling me all these awful names because I'm a witch. I never understood why, I guess I do now though. I was so hurt by her. We stopped talking; when I was home she would only refer to me as 'that freak'.

"I was hurt. I had lost my best friend, because she slept with my boyfriend. I never knew he was a wizard. Though it does explain a lot." Lily said. She had a single tear in her eye. It hurt her to think about might have happened between Terret and her sister. She felt responsible for it all.

Everyone sat in silence. James pulled her closer into a tight head. As if he was reading her mind he said, "It's not your fault, he is an arsehole. There is nothing you or anyone else can do about it, except fight it." Lily loved how caring his voice was.

She loved him more than the world, and she was so glad he could forgive her so easily. She loved him. She had for as long as she could remember, but she had to make him want her.

She had succeeded in that. Every girl wanted him; well it was everyone except Lily. Lily knew from the first time they met eyes that summer that they would be together till the end.

"Earth to Lily!" Andromeda said.

"Huh? What, did you guys want something?" Lily said, finally realizing what was going on.

"No Lily, you just went into a kind of dazed sleep. It was rather funny come to think of it." Natalie said smirking.

"That's probably because she was thinking of shagging James." Sirius said. He had a smirk on his face.

"Thinking about James, yeah I was, thinking about shagging James, I save that for when you idiots aren't around." Lily said winking at James and smirking at her friends all at once.

"Okay, to much information, we do not want to know about your sex life." Remus said; he had a look of complete innocence on his face, a guilty innocence non-the less.

"Remus, you are not innocent, drop that little smirk you have on your face!" Sirius said.

Remus turned pale. "How would you know Black?" He looked at Sirius as if he could kill.

Sirius loved playing games like these with Remus. It was despite the fact that he usually lost them, but this time, he knew he was right. He had caught Remus off guard; Remus had trouble lying if he wasn't ready.

"Remus. I know a lot more than you think." He smirked at his friend. Andromeda was looking between the pair. She had not slept with Remus, so who were they speaking of? She had to ponder.

"How does he know?" To everyone's surprise he turned to ask Lily the question.

Lily turned a deeper crimson than her hair. Lily cursed under her breath. She hadn't exactly told Sirius anything. She looked around the room. Natalie looked a little scared, Andromeda was looking between Remus and Lily, as was James. Remus was watching her closely, and Sirius looked like he was about to pass out.

"This better not be what it looks like." Sirius said in a quiet voice.

Lily gave Remus a pleading look. "It's not," He finally spoke, turning to Sirius. It seemed there was a collective release of air that no one realized they were holding in. "Lily was the only person who knew about it. Well except the girl, but honestly, Lily and me never did as much as kiss, I never would do that to you James." Remus said looking at his best friend.

"Yeah, I know, it just looked that way. So who was this girl anyway?" James questioned his friend.

"This girl I met in France, summer before last, when I was on vacation with my parents, I had just turned sixteen, and we were celebrating. It was Evelin; you never met her, Beauxbaton girl. We were a little drunk, and started making out, the next thing I knew… I woke up in bed with her the next morning, barely remembered most of it." Remus said.

Everyone was thunderstruck. Sirius recovered first.

"You, Remus Lupin, lost your virginity before James or me?" Sirius asked. This could not be right; it didn't make sense. Remus was always the sensible one. The one who was always doing the right thing, but somehow, somehow… Remus had lost his virginity before him or James. This just was not right.

"Sounds right to me." Remus said offhandedly.

"Wait, hold on, I'm confused. Sirius, when did you lose your virginity?" Natalie asked him with an expression of, 'let me at this girl, I'm going to kill her.' Sirius turned crimson though. Lily looked stunned; James was pale as a ghost.

"I… I… Well I haven't exactly… I'm a virgin." He said finally. Natalie leaned in and whispered something in his ear.

"We can change that." She said quietly. He smirked.

"Are you a virgin Natalie?" Natalie blushed. She was not a virgin actually she slept with… She cringed at the thought… Lucious Malfoy.

"No Siri, I'm… I'm not…" She said looking away from him. He turned pale as hell and looked as if he was about to kill someone.

"What the hell? Who? When? Why? Why did I not know?" Sirius burst out.

"Relax, it was a mistake, it was back in third year, I was fighting with Lily, and I ran into someone in the hallway, before I knew it we were making out, then he was inside me… Then… That was it. We haven't spoken since." Natalie said coyly. She did not want to tell him who it had been.

"Who?" He said testily.

"Do you remember who I was dating back then?" She asked avoiding his eye.

"Like I remember who you were dating, spill it Nat!" Sirius nearly shouted at her.

"Malfoy." She said in a voice below a whisper.

A/N: I know you all love me now :) that was such a horrible chapter, it gets better :) anyway... to respond to the reviews... lol

Rebecca Victoria Rushton: Yeah, I know,I believe the same thing, though i doubt it to be true, i believe it, yes im a weird person,lol, you can e-mail it to me if you wish!

Katdance666: Yeah, that happend in truth or dare, lol

Luvable-Cutie: Ha ha, by next week you should've caught up to here, I'll be slowing down on posting... so you'll have time to read...

Anyway, today and tomorow are my last two days before swimming starts, so bare with me next week, i'm going to do my best to update every other day, but the real problem will be come September 6, i start school, and competitions are on tues, thurs, and some saturdays, that goes on till November, so I won't be able to update much at all then, just on week-ends... then from november to late January I manage they boys swim team at our school, and I swim myself, so I won't be home often then either because I travel with them, and on snowdays, i swim with them, and i usually hang out at their practices... So the more you all review for me, the quicker I will update!

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Crazy Lily