I feel like updating every week or so… mostly, whenever I can. I'm gonna try to finish this fanfiction this year yay… Here you go!
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flash back
"KAORI! WAIT!" Mac screamed, trying to run after her.
He stopped.
"I…I love you, too…"
end flash back
Kaori, once again, ran and ran and ran. She didn't care where she was going. Just as long it wasn't anywhere near Mac or Amy, she'd be fine.
Fifteen minutes of running helped her get back to Metro City. She went through the lobby where most of the SSX riders stayed. Kaori saw Elise but she turned her face the other way so she wouldn't see Kaori crying.
"Hey Kaori—"Elise started to say but before she new it, Kaori went straight into the elevator.
'Mhm… I have a feeling…' Elise then saw Mac, along with Amy in the middle of the lobby
"Yo, Mac…" Elise said to Mac, walking towards him
"…hm? Oh, hey Elise" Mac said, waiting a few seconds before answering
"come here" she mouthed to him. He told Amy to go wait for him outside and said he'll be there in a minute
He went to Elise.
"Tell me what you did to Kaori and you better tell me now" She said, her hands on her hips
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Kaori got to her floor and ran to her room. She opened the door and went in. She stood there, her back facing the back of the door, breathing slowly.
'Well, he knows now. Shouldn't that be a good thing?' She thought 'It's better if he knows it I guess…'
She jumped on her bed, stomach touching the bed. She got the remote of her boom box and it started to play a Japanese song.
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Itsumo zutto issho yatta kara
kizukahen katta…
nande tooku ni itte moutan?
We were always together
So I didn't realize…
Why did you go so far away?
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She knew that song. It was "Osaka Koi no Uta"Osaka Love Song sang by one of her favorite groups from Japan, MorningMusume.
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togire togire
kaiwa ni nanka narahen (DA LALA DADA…)
ENDO MAKKU (DA LALA DAD…)
hanarebanare
enkyori nante muri na (DA LALA DADA…)
futari (DA LALA DADA…)
Broken up
This just won't turn into a conversation
End Mark
For us
It's impossible to have
A long-distance relationship
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'Wow…' she thought, hitting her face with a pillow 'it's sorta like Mac and I… WHOA!'
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gyutto sareta mainichi
denwa MEERU mainichi
junjou (ZYUNZYOU)
demo nande nande
doushite? owarinan?
Naa shikata nai de
katasande yo
Holding each other close everyday
Phone calls and e-mails everyday
How naïve
But…why, why
Why is this the end?
Well, it can't be helped
It's one-sided…
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She couldn't help but lye there, on her bed, thinking how much this song related to her and Mac, because for about 3 weeks, Mac has been with Amy. And everything began to break between them. Their friendship, their caring for one another, their love for eachother…
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suki nan yo mada suki nan yo
nando nando tsuatete me
dakedo
togireteru hanashi togireru
kotae wa shittennen… ah
I love you, I still love you
No matter how many times I try to tell you
But
But it's broken up, out conversation is broken up
I know what your answer is
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"GRRRRRRRR!" Kaori said loudly. "This song is too much…" then, she changed the song.
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aisuru hito wa anata dake
dare mo jama sasenai
ai no SHABON ni idakarete
watashi dake no anata
na no ni, doko ittan da yo
(Ai!)
You're the only one I love
I won't let anyone bother that
Being held by a bubble of love
You, who is mine only
Or that's how it was supposed to be, where did you go?
Ai!
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It was one of her favorite songs, "Shabondama (Bubbles)" sung by MorningMusume once again. Even though she knew that same song related to her and Mac, once again, but she loved that song. So, she got up out of bed and started dancing and singing to the song
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naite sumunara nakiyagre
subete no koi wa SHABONdama
koi wo suru nara nono trugi wa
anta meigi na koi wo shina
SHABONdama
Ai! WOW WOW WOW
If crying ends it all, then cry
Every love is a bubble
When you fall in love the next time
Have one with your name on it
Bubbles
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She danced and sang the rest of the song. It felt good just to dance around, not thinking about Mac for four minutes and four seconds. She felt free, out of drama and everything around her. It felt almost like heaven…
But it wasn't heaven.
Once the song ended, everything came back into her mind. Thinking how this and that happened and other stuff. It just all got back into her head.
'And what about Mac?' a voice said in the back of her head
'What about him?' she said back to that voice
'You know you still have feelings for him. You know you want him. You know you wanna be his everything…'
"…" she didn't saying anything after that because she knew that was the truth, she couldn't deny it at all. She wanted him, she needed him, he was her everything in this world. She felt lonely without him by her side. Kaori didn't want to admit it because it was true.
'You know it's true, don't deny it. You want to touch him, hold him, kiss him… everything. Everything about him makes you weak. His eyes, his voice, his body, his lips…' the voice started to say again
'I know it's true but… I have to forget about everything I thought about him.' She started again 'Because… he's with Amy…'
'So? If he didn't have that girl with him now and you had a guy of your own, I bet his feeling for you would still be there, sinking slowly, because he would know he could never, ever forgot you'
"IF he still had those feelings for me" she said out loud, looking sad
A knock interrupted her thoughts. She walked toward the door and looked through the hole. She backed away from the door once she saw who it was.
It was Mac.
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Well, if you think I'm gonna end it in the next chapter, I'm not. I'm just showing that Mac still has feelings for Kaori ahempersonwhocommentedonhowimmovingthistoofastahem.
I was mad when I saw that review, hmph. But "I mean like daaaag", man... I'm trying...
sighs a really big sigh I guess I can just make you happy with another chapter in a week or something... So that's all.
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