Another chapter YEES….
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Yea, okay. Here you go
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'NO NO NO NO!' Kaori started screaming in her head and then bent down to sit, her back to the door. 'I'm not opening that door no matter what! I can't stand to see him right after that happened…' she said, sadly.
"Kaori?" Mac said, knocking on the door very lightly "I know you're there… I can still here your Japanese music playing"
'Ah kuso 1!' She said, hitting her head. 'I should have shut off that damn thing…' She thought for a minute, what the song was playing and how it went
kokoro made hairanaide
betsu ni kakushiteru wake ja nai yo
dare ka mitai ni uh
omoshiroku hanasenai dake
Don't come into my heart
It's not that I'm hiding anything
It's just that I can't talk about interestingly
Unlike you-know-who
"Ah…" she said, quietly. "Um… hi… Mac…" she said, still not opening the door
"Kaori, open the door please?" Mac said trying to open the door
"No. I… I can't right now. Umm…" She paused for a second
"Yea, I think I get it. I'll just talk to you like this then." Mac said, bending down to sit as well, his back against the door.
"Mac," Kaori started to say "I really need to tell you something. I need you to know so badly." She said sounding sad. "But…"
"So do I" Mac said, cutting her off "It's just hard, y'know? It's just really hard to say"
'Yea. It's hard to say 'I love you'. But I don't know about him' Kaori thought. She heard the song change and heard a familiar tone. She listened again…
zenbu kudakechitta ano yoru ni
omoikiri naite Good bye
tsukarekitta renai ni
kono heya no KAGI wo tsukete kaesu wa
sayonara (Just Breaking My Heart)
nido to sonna kao nante mitakunai
sayonara (Just Breaking My Heart)
aishita hito
That night when everything broke apart
I cried with all my heart... Good bye
Exhausted by love,
I'll lock up this room and return the key to you
Goodbye (Just breaking my heart)
I don't want to see that face ever again
Goodbye (Just breaking my heart)
The one I loved
"Memory Seishun no Hikari" was that song. It was one of her favorite songs. She thought about the translations to them and what they meant
She was interrupted by Mac trying to speak. "Well, I don't really know. I just want you to know how I feel but I just can't get the words for it." He said, standing up. "I'll just talk to you later then, Kaori." He said once more and started to walk away from her door
"Ah crap…" Kaori said, standing up and opening the door. She looked both ways and saw Mac, walking slowly.
All of a sudden, she felt her legs move. First walking and then running. She couldn't help it. Once she was close to Mac, when he turned around to see who was running, she jumped onto him. They were falling onto the ground, but it seemed very slowly to Kaori. She felt her arms go around his neck. Once they crashed onto the ground, she was hugging him tightly. She felt tears form in her eyes. They were tears of joy, of laughter. She was happy that she was with him right now. But she also felt sadness within her. It made her think, Mac will never be with her and he'll end up with Amy. She didn't want to let go of him, not just yet. Not now.
Well, for Mac, he was very surprised. He thought maybe Kaori was mad at him or she was under a lot of pressure and didn't want to talk to anyone. When he was walking away from her door, he heard a door open but didn't bother to look back. He also heard foot steps that were coming fast. And before her knew it, Kaori had jumped onto him, hugging him.
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A dream…
Can this be real?
I feel for you, I want you
Please, give me what I need
--
"K-k-kaori..?" Mac stuttered. His face was really red while Kaori's was normal.
She didn't respond. She didn't want to say anything. He should know, now, that she cared for him very deeply. He should know she wants him so badly.
Mac tried to get up, not knowing why Kaori was like this. He sat up, trying to make Kaori move a little but she wouldn't move at all. So, he had to move her himself. He placed her onto his lap, still trying to get her attention.
She looks so cute like this, he thought. He couldn't help himself. She was just too cute to resist. He then wrapped his arms around her waist, hugging her back.
Kaori's head rested on his shoulder while Mac rested his on hers. There was nothing to say. Just to stay with each other forever
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Everyday, I want you to notice me
Bring me the love I never had
Allow me to love you and let me be with you
Never leaving me, always by my side
Please, give me that which I do not have
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For a few minutes, they stayed like this. Kaori thought how she wasn't scared or sad anymore when she was in his arms. She felt so happy.
She soon fell asleep on Mac's shoulder. Mac didn't realize this until heard a little snore from her. He picked her up, slowly, and started walking to her room.
Thank god Amy was somewhere else because if she saw him, either when they were on the ground, Kaori sitting on his lap, or him caring her, she would be pissed. She didn't want any other girl to touch Mac, that's what he knew. That's why she called Mac from all the way up the hill when he and Kaori were talking. She wanted to make sure they wouldn't be talking that long.
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Like a simple kiss
I feels your lips upon mine
I feel like flying into the sky
Diving into the sea
But most of all
Please, give me what I truly need
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It didn't take long before they were in front of Kaori's room. She didn't lock the door before she left so Mac was able to bring her inside without waking her and asking her where her key was.
Once they were inside, Mac tried to place Kaori on her bed but her arms were still around his neck. He tried to get them off but she wouldn't let go. So, he decided to stay with her until she let got.
He put the covers on her so she wouldn't get cold. He wanted to make sure she was okay and all. But since he knew she loved him a lot. He didn't want to disappoint her and leave her alone. He wanted to be with her. But what about Amy?
Mac met Amy at a party. She was polite and everything and really nice. They started to get to know each other more on the phone and going on dates. Then after about a few months of dating, Amy told him that she really liked him. And he responded to that by calling her his "girlfriend". After about two months or so, Mac started another SSX competition. Mac totally forgot about Kaori when he was with Amy. He forgot about how he fell in love with Kaori the first time he saw her. Then, they became riding partners and then really close friends.
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I wish, one day, you will like me
Just one day, one day
I want you to forget about her and be with me
Just for one day
Please, be mine just for one day
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Soon after, Mac fell asleep next to Kaori. She still didn't let go of him. That is because she wanted him to be with her, just for today.
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I tried to make it all cute and stuff. Well, just tell me how it is.
1 kuso – damn or damn it in Japanese. Either one would fit, yea.
Yea, I'm not trying to rush it or anything. I'm just trying to make it interesting and stuff. And the first song with the translations was "100kai no Kiss" by Aya Matsuura. And all the stuff that were between the "--" things were something I just wrote.
So, so long until a week or so!
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