Oh Anakin!
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How could you do this to me? How could you fall into Palpatine's trap? I miss you terribly! But I want to tell you something with out having a light saber in my hands. Oh my little Ani how could you? You were like a brother to me! How could you betray me like that?
And Padme!
What about her? How could you destroy her emotionally, enough to cause her to give up?
I hope Luke and Leia do not follow the path to the dark side.
How could you, my little Ani? How could you?
At night I dream of when you were younger. I remember how you would always lose your light saber, of how you were so defiant about staying in bed. You always wanted to be out at night. I guess it was because of you child hood on Tatoonie.
Then this horrible war started. Every corner of the galaxy effected. But none as bad as Coruscant. The laughter between us died, but we tried to spark that light. Even in the middle of a battle we tried. I think we were both desperate for things to go back to normal.
But then you Turned and I knew that things would never be back to normal. Anakin I do not know what I would do if we met in another fight as vicious as Mustafar. I just do not know.
When I see your son, he reminds me of you. When you were younger. And when you would hug me at night and tell me that you loved me, then wait for me to say the same. Each time I would. But never with any feeling. The pain from Qui-Gon's death was still too fresh in my mind. And finally when I had healed you had stopped saying it to me.
Look what happened when I truly told you how I felt.
What did you feel as you killed Mace Windu? And you joined the Sith? When you destroyed Padme? What went though your head as you slaughtered all those innocent children in the Temple?
They were children Anakin! Innocent! Like you were…once.
I sit now and think how silly it is to write to you. I would never send my letters. I would not even know where to find you. But yet I sit here and write. I will never understand it. Somehow it makes me feel better know that maybe one day, if I'm lucky you will come back and see the light once again.
Your ever-caring friend,
Obi-Wan Kenobi
A/N written by Night Of The Land for queen of drama queens.