RAWR! um, first Gravitation fanfic that I didn't abandon, I manily write LOST and Lord of the Rings. anyway, it's a poetic version of all those angsty Shu-got-tired-of-Yuki-and-left-then-comes-back-changed fics, and I don't care what you say! I'm proud of it:takes heroic stance: (yes, I'm usually like this)
Die Again
Why?
It was all going so well,
It seemed like it was built to last.
But then you brought it all crashing down.
Why?
I poured out my soul,
Told you everything I could.
But you laughed it off
And ignored me.
You don't know how much this hurts.
How could you?
You've always had it easy,
Always had what you wanted
And couldn't care less.
I thought I was different,
Thought I meant something to you.
But I was wrong;
In the end,
You tossed me aside
Like a forgotten toy,
Just like everyone else.
I built my life around you,
But you tore down those walls.
So I ran away,
From you and everything.
I hardened my heart
And you froze my soul.
And now I'm back,
But not for you.
Even if you wanted me back,
I won't come crawling and begging
Like I would've back then.
If you come crawling,
I'll walk all over you.
I want you to know
What I went through for you.
So now we're changed;
I'm the heartless one
And you're the sniveling child.
If we could start all over again,
Would it turn out the same?
Would I want that?
No.But would you?
I won't play child to your games,
I know how they work now.
And if you try to change me back,
You'll be disappointed.
Because I can't die again.
Not for you;
Not for anyone.
so, yea. R&R, I really don't care what you say, as long as it's not threatening. There won't be another chapter, duh. So, DON'T ASK! ... 'k I'm done now...