Confused Minds and Opened Hearts
(A/N: Must I give you a reason for not updating, because I think you know it, oh so well! LOL!)
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Chapter Nine- Flashbacks
Dana POV
I came out of the shower stall in the girls' bathroom after my 15 minute shower. I had my warm, comfy bathrobe on, a white towel wrapped around my head to dry my hair, and my slippers on my feet. I quickly went to the sink, brushed my teeth, combed and gelled my hair, put on deodorant and a little perfume, and then I walked to room 101 to get dressed when I suddenly remembered, 'Shit, I can't get dressed in my dorm because Jordan's in there. Oh well, I could just get dressed in the bathroom, or ask him to leave for a second,' I thought. I walked back to my dorm, and guess what, I forgot my key, GREAT! I knocked on the door and waited. No answer. I knocked again and said, "Hey Jordan, its Dana. Can you open up because I forgot my-" I was cut off by the door swinging open, only to reveal Jordan or course. "Key," I finished. He smiled and I did the same.
"Come in," he said as he gestured his hands for me to come in, like he owned the whole place. I rolled my eyes at him, as he stepped aside and let me in. After I had gotten back in, he closed the door and sat back down on my lower bunk, as I searched through my closet to pick what I was going to wear. I finally decided on a jean skirt that went to about my knees, and a purple sparkly tube top. After I had finished picking out my outfit, I asked Jordan to leave the dorm for a second, while I changed. He understood, and gave me my privacy.
A few minutes went by, and I was dressed and now all I had to do was my makeup. I opened the door for Jordan to come back in, and he did. He took a seat on our couch and reached for the remote on the coffee table.
"Jordan?" I called to him. I had a question or two to ask him and I thought this would be a good time for me to ask them.
"Yes Dana" he replied, not taking his eyes away from the TV. He's probably watching some guy show, or something with a hot chick in it, because he didn't bother to look up at me. Typical guy…
"You know I have a boyfriend, right?" I questioned him. I bit my bottom lip and for some reason, I was nervous, and I actually didn't want him knowing about Logan. I actually didn't want ANYONE to know about Logan and I, since we only started going out yesterday, but Zoey and Nicole saw us making out in the wet, cold rain and Chase and Michael caught us in bed with each other, so now, the whole gang knew, and probably the whole school for that matter, since if ANYONE knows Logan Reese, they would know that he would go bragging about having sex with me, and all that crap, and then his little 'boyfriends' would be asking me if 'Logan's a liar', and all the girls would be like, 'So, how was he?', 'Is it true about what people having been saying?', 'Are you two going out?', 'Your sooooo lucky Dana! He's, by far, the HOTTEST guy at PCA' and so much more, that it drives me NUTS about how rumors and secrets spread all over the campus so fast. (A/N: OMG! That was SUCH along sentence! My god!LOL! Back to the story!)I am probably one of the last people to find out what's going on, but if people know me, that's WHY I'm the last person to find out. It's because I don't care and I am the one that doesn't give a shit about what other people say or think about me, but really, I do care what people say about me, it's just, people don't know or want to get to know the soft side of me, but, Logan did. He gave me a chance to change, and show my true self to him. I smiled at the thought of his name, and flashbacks quickly ran through my mind of, last night. Yeah, last night was so, perfect. I quickly shook out of my thought, and looked back at Jordan, who was still watching that damn TV! Errrr…
"Well..." I asked, annoyed.
"Well, what?" He said innocently, totally forgetting about the question I asked him. I sighed, and looked at the ceiling, shaking my head. God! Sometimes, Jordan could have his little 'blonde'moments, even though he wasn't blonde, but hey, we all get them sometimes, don't we?
"I said, did you know I have a boyfriend," I repeated forhim for the second time. He stared blankly at me, like he didn't know what to say. I shrugged slightly, and started to walk over to my vanity, where all my makeup was. I sat down in my vanity chair, turned the mirror light on, and started to look through my messy vanity. Yes, as you can guess, it's messy, just like my bed.
"No, I didn't know that, Dana," he answered back. "Who's the lucky guy?" Jordan wondered. I looked through the mirror, to see the expression that he was trying to be happy for me, but really, he looked, very, verysad.
"His name is Logan Reese, and you will meethim a little bitlater," I replied. "Jordan?" I called him again.
"Yes Dana?" he answered me as I applied my eye shadow and mascara.
"Do you, um… never mind, it's a stupid question anyways," I said as I shook my head. It was dumb anyways…
"No Dana, I want to hear it, seriously" he said, as he sat up and turned off the TV. He walked towards me, wanting to know what my question was. Good, now I had his full attention.
"Jordan, do you still love me?" I asked quietly. I felt my cheeks grow warm with embarrassment and he must have noticed. He sweetly smirked at me, and I turned my face away from my reflection and looked at his face for signs of reactions. He looked like he was thinking about it.
"Dana…-" he started, but I finished it for him.
"Don't answer," I cut him off. I really didn't want to know, or did I? It might hurt my relationship with Logan, and I love him, I really, reallydo, but I was all confused about my emotions towards Jordan. "I mean, we broke up, so obviously you don't have feelings for me, and you probably have a girl back at home anyways and-" I said but I trailed off. He was shaking his head. His answer was no? I furrowed my eyebrows over my eyes. "What, what are you not telling me," I questioned. He chuckled. I slightly smiled. What was this guy up to?
"The reason I came here, was to, surprise you. When I found out that you transferred to Pacific Coast Academy, I wanted to see you, Dana. Not only to see how you have changed and grown up into a beautiful, young woman, but I wanted to tell you that I do indeed, still love you," he finished. I was totally blown away.
"Me? A beautiful, young woman?" I laughed. "Ya, right! When pigs fly is when I will become a beautiful, young woman." I said. I laughed some more, until after a few seconds, I calmed down. He wasn't laughing, oh my god!
"Oh my god, you were serious?" I said,seriously. He nodded. Holy Shit! I was shocked!
"Wow," was all I was able to croak. I was speechless, I was shocked, I was VERY surprised, but mostly, I was blown away.
"After all these years, you still, love me?" I said in shock. He nodded, once again,and I noticed he looked at the ground, kicking his feet in the air. He was sonervous, and so was I. I didn't know how to carry on the conversation, but then, he started it again.
"I know, it's crazy, right?" he finally chirped out after a few moments of silence. I nodded. "And, I was so caught up on seeing you again, that I almost forgot to ask you this…" he stopped, and looked me in the eye to see if I wanted to know his question. I nodded, once again. "Do you want to come to dinner with me tomorrow night?" he asked. I smirked and he smiled his white, toothy smile. I missed that white, toothy smile…
"As in, a date? I bit my lip, waiting for his response.
"Well, I don't know about 'a date', because you have a boyfriend, but it won't be just the two of us at dinner." I lookedpuzzled, and I think he noticed.
"Who will be joining us?" I said, curiously.
"It'll be a family dinner, Dana…" I smiled at this. I get to finally see the Rodriquez's after so many years. I was exited, but I had NO idea what to wear. Should I ask Zoey and Nicole for advice? Hmmm…
"My mom, dad, Derek, and Derek's girlfriend, Carla, will all be joining us. Sound good?" he asked.
"Yeah…" I replied. This would be our little reunion.
"Would your, umm… boyfriend get mad?" he questioned in a very low voice. I think Jordan expected me to still be single, and I think if I was, he would try to get back together with me.
"I don't think so." I answered slowly. I sighed, I totally knew Logan would get mad, but mostly jealous. He gets mad that I am friends with half of the guys on the basketball team, but me going to a guy's house, for dinner, without Logan, PLEASE! He would TOTALLY freak, but I can't lie to him. No way, but I REALLY want to go with Jordan. I miss all of the laughs, parties, and pranks we played on each other as kids, all of the candy we would get at Halloween, the egg hunts we'd have together at Easter, how we pigged out at Thanksgiving and Christmas together, and THEN, when we hooked up in 5th grade, everyone thought we were just too cute, together. We never did actually kiss until the 6th grade, and I had to be the luckiest girl alive! I remembered all of this like it was yesterday, and flashbacks of years went through my brain, like seeing pictures in a photo album. Then, I moved to California, in the summer. I started a whole new world, here at PCA, and then that's when I turned into the 'bad ass chicka' known around school. I didn't care anymore, about anyone or anything, until I started to like Logan, then EVERYTHING changed...
"Dana. Dana, are you alive?" said Jordan, waving a hand in front of my face. I finally snapped out of it, and looked at him like I just arrived from Mars. I blinked a few times, shook my head, and then everything came back to me. I'm telling you, these flashbacks of mine, are starting toscare me...
"So, are we still on for dinner tomorrow night? My place?" Jordan reminded me.
A/N: Tada! LOL! Does Dana REALLY want to go to Jordan's place for dinner? Hmmm… you'll have to find out next chapter!
Well, since EVERYONE knows that I take FOREVER to update, (which I am working on updating sooner, by the way), I wanted to give you guys, my reviewers, a little hint of what will happen in the rest of the story. Some are questions that will get definitely answered through out the story and some are definite facts that will happen in the story. Let me know what you think. Is a good/bad idea, and if you have anymore ideas to add, let me know in a review! So here it goes; deep breath
Questions: Will Dana go to dinner with Jordan and his family? How will the Rodriquez's act towards Dana, after not seeing her all of these years? Will Logan find out about it all? And if he does, will he get jealous and/or mad? Will Dana go to Zoey and/or Nicole for advice? Will Dana and Jordan get closer? How is Allison involved with all of this? Does one of the twin brothers have a past with Allison? What will go down at the House Party? People lying, backstabbing, and cheating, hmmm… you'll see soon!
Now for definite statements that will happen in the story:
Logan and Dana WILL break up for a little while and it's all because of a certain someone's fault…
Dana's NOT victorious on getting Logan, just yet!
The war between Dana/Allison is NOT over yet, and there's about to be a GIRLFIGHT!
Sound good? Well, if you want me to answer all of these questions, and you want to see all of the following things happen in the story, you guys HAVE to review! Please, pretty please! Pouts!
Until Next Time- MrsLoganReese