January 11, 2004 11pm
Okay, so the modeling job wasn't so bad after all. I work on Tuesday and Friday nights after school and on Sunday mornings. Sometimes, I may have a special show on other nights, mostly Saturdays and Fridays. All I really do is dress up in some really sexy dress and walk down the stage.
The person who is teaching us says that I'm a natural and that my figure was great. I don't know what he meant by that. I mean I am skinny and I am well developed but nobody has called my figure great or even called me pretty. The other girls were great too. I think they are better than me because they all done this before. Anyways, I just walked down the stupid stage and make a little twirl and walk down again. It was stupid. My first show is next Friday.
They said that I was ready. I don't really think that that's true. I mean its only been one day although there is no art to it. Yoh is also questioning me. He knows that I'm upset but doesn't know why. Well if he doesn't know then I'm not telling him. I know it's kind of mean but hey, he's the one sleeping at some girl's house and then talking none stop about her afterwards. By the way, nobody knows about the modeling job yet, not even Tamao or Jun. I don't want to tell them or they'll probably think I'm shallow and the boys will probably want to see me, which will never ever happen.
After I came home today, at dinner, Hao tried to kiss me on the cheek and I slapped him and sent him flying to the wall, careful not to damage the furniture. He just grinned again and sat down as if every time I hit him, he just thinks it's an invitation to try again. I saw that everybody was looking and didn't care. I also saw that Yoh was kind of shocked to see Hao like that but Yoh is soft and nice so it's not like he was going to kick him out. Damn both of them. Gotta go to bed, school tomorrow.
Anna
January 15, 2004 9pm
I'm so nervous. The show is tomorrow and I don't think I can do it. I mean all the trainers say I'm a natural, but what if I mess up. Oh well, it's just a job. I hope I do well. Anyways, I still have to work with freaking stupid Hao. I hate him so much. Did I already say that? And Yoh is totally on my nerves. Apparently Misako is like his soul mate who likes everything he does. I wanted to yell at him: duh! She's the president of your stupid fan club.
I hate Misako, but Yoh can do whatever he wants. He's old enough right? Maybe if he doesn't want to marry me, he can marry stupid Misako. Well if he does, I will seriously kill him and that stupid girlfriend of his along with Hao. Hao on the other hand, is smarter than Yoh and sees what Yoh doesn't see. He finds the whole situation totally hilarious and has that evil glare whenever he sees Yoh and me together and when Yoh is talking about Misako.
There's also a benefit to being a supermodel. You get money off on shopping so I'm going to buy lots of stuff. Oh, I hear Yoh knocking on my door. He probably wants to ask me why I'm so upset.
Anna
January 17, 2004 1:30am
Why do you ask that I'm up so late? Well, I just came home from the modeling thing so that's why. The whole show was a total success. I totally stunned everybody and I didn't trip once or did I fall or did I step on my dress. It was fabulous and I actually liked it. It was fun. I had to keep a stern face and not smile during the show.
Everything went well and the fashion consultant who's in charge told me that he's doubling my pay and that I will be in another show next Wednesday night and next Friday night. He also said that I get half off on all clothing stores in the city. Am I happy or what? I have the perfect job and I'm making tons of money. I now have my own bank account which I set up yesterday and lots of other bonuses from my boss. Totally happy with the job.
However, yesterday was not all glamour and fun. On Friday, I had to lie to my friends and tell them that I have a project that I had to work on in the library. This fooled everyone and I'm pretty happy, although I slipped in at one o'clock and the library usually closed at ten so I guess there will be questions about where I was for three hours after the library closed. I'll probably tell them that I missed the last train and had to take the bus which got stuck in traffic and then I had to walk the rest of the way. That sounds reasonable right?
Today in school was worse. I was sitting in my quiet place outside in the trees. I usually eat lunch in the old oak tree. Anyways, I was up there eating lunch when Yoh arrived. After I blew him off last night about why I'm so mad at him, he's been following me all day. When I saw him, I pretended to eat my lunch and not notice him. But he just climbed up the tree and sat next to me.
Then he asked me why I was mad at him. I hate to lie so I'm not the kind of person to deny the fact. So instead I said that he should figured it out himself and jumped down from the tree. I threw away the sandwich Tamao made and walked to class. Yoh kept trying to talk to me but I just won't listen. Just before last period, that girl Misako came to talk to me.
'What is wrong between you and your brother?' asked stupid Misako in the hallway before last period. I wanted to walk away but when I heard she was talking about my brother, I stopped.
'What brother?' I said with one of my death glares. She cringed at the glare but kept talking.
'You know, Yoh. I mean did you guys have a fight or something because he seems pretty upset about it and I hate for him to be upset. So you're his sister right? I mean what did you say to him that made him upset?' asked the stupid girl
Now I was totally shocked when she said this. I completely gaped at her. Then I gave her one of my deadliest glares and I saw that she was starting to tremble and cry.
'I am not Yoh's sister and you should ask him why he's so damn upset and tell him that next time, don't let his stupid girlfriend with the IQ of a peanut come crying to me!' I hissed at her and then went off to my last class. I heard her crying after I left. Well served her right. I cannot believe that the girl thought I was Yoh's sister.
Who does she think she is? I mean she just came up to me and started interrogating me and accusing me of stuff I never did. Oh my god. I can't believe it. I was so mad that I didn't even notice Hao sitting next to me or watching me. I didn't even hit him when his leg touched mine under the desk. I was so preoccupied that I didn't even notice Yoh looking at me with a troubled expression on his face until the end of the period. Then I saw that Yoh was looking really sad and troubled. I also notice what Hao did to me and slammed him against some lockers.
I walked out of the place and went straight to the show without saying a goodbye to anyone. I'm going to have to answer lots of questions tomorrow. Yawn. Sleepy. Gotta go to bed.
Anna
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