January 19, 11pm

I have tried and succeed in avoiding Yoh and Misako all day long. Aren't I good? Anyways, I didn't let them see one hair of me all day long which is kinda hard because I have like almost every class with Yoh but I stayed to the back of him so he couldn't see me without turning around in which he was not allowed to do in class and I left right after the bell rings so I wont have to talk to him or see much of him. Misako is easier for she's avoiding me too and I don't have much of the same classes with her.

Yoh still didn't apologize which is kinda getting me mad. That kid is so clueless sometimes that I feel sorry for him. Apparently, Hao has promised me in school that he was going to talk to Yoh about the current situation tonight although I really don't trust him, Hao I mean.

My midterms are this week and I guess I really don't have time with all these relationship troubles. Ew, now I have relationship troubles like someone in a bad soap opera. This is getting way too pathetic. When have I ever become this shallow? Weird.

Anyways I am so busy studying so I guess I wont write much in here anymore since I got tons of studying to do. Can you believe that I have three midterms tomorrow? Yoh is not doing good, especially without me helping him. I don't want him to fail but he has his stupid little girlfriend right?

I really gotta go study.

Anna.

January 23, 2004, 4 pm

Okay so today is the show. I know I know, there was a show on Wednesday but it was canceled so today is the show. Yay, my second show. Wow am I nervous, again. It's a new thing, I guess. Nervousness. I was never really nervous in my whole life but I guess the prospect of embarrassing yourself in front of hundreds of people really gets you nervous.

Anyways, good news is, MIDTERMS ARE OVER! Yay! I am so happy that I don't really give a damn whether I passed or failed, all I care about is that it's finally over. And what's the perfect atmosphere for today, it's snowing! I absolutely love snow and today, I think there's a blizzard. Isn't that great?

I think that Hao is on to what I'm doing. This is not good at all. I mean he always gives me these weird looks in class today that kinda reminds me of the looks I give Yoh when I know something he was hiding, like not doing his laps or something.

If Hao really knows, then this is definitely not good because then he'll tell everyone or worse, he'll come and see me at my shows. EW! The thought of that just makes me shudder. I seriously hope he doesn't know.

Misako what's her name is inviting Yoh over for a little project sleep over, again! I can't believe Yoh would do this to me. I have to keep myself from going over to her and Yoh and punching them both in the face. I don't know why I'm keeping back though, it would be so easy. I could punch them right now.

But that would be mean. I guess I am sort of mean, but I really don't have the energy to keep this grudge up along with work and school. I think that I'll keep to ignoring them until something drastic happens which will result in me taking drastic actions such as physical pain inflicted on both of them.

I don't know if it's the midterms or the grudge or work but lately, I've been feeling really tired. Hopefully, I'm not coming down with something. Oh shoot, I gotta go catch the bus.

Anna

January 24, 2004 2 am

Okay, so you're probably asking why I'm up so late again. Well the show took longer than I had liked and the snow caused the bus to be extra slow so I got back really really late. Good thing is, I don't think anybody noticed so that's good. Okay, now I know Hao doesn't know about the model thing because he knows something else, not the job.

Apparently, he now knows what Yoh is getting me for my birthday. I mean really, is that something to be so smiley about. The guy has no life. I just can't stand the idiot (Hao I mean, not Yoh). Anyways I was so relieved that Hao didn't know that I sighed in front of him which caused him to now suspect that I have something more up. Damn it. Why does he have to pick up every little sign that I make?

I think that I'll tell why I'm doing for the extra money to Jun. Maybe I should tell her cause she'll understand and probably don't think that its that shallow. Hopefully. Also I got to explain to her how I could get half off of my clothes so I might as well tell her the truth. Didn't I tell you, I'm going shopping with Jun again, except this time, it's only us two because Horohoro and Pilica has to go home and visit their grandparents. Thank goodness for that because there will be more space in this little inn and less people to cook for. Also Tamao has to go back to the Asakura household this weekend to check up on something or the other. I don't know, for I didn't really care for I wasn't invited back and neither was Yoh.

Speaking of Yoh, he didn't go to Misako's house tonight. Why? I have absolutely no idea but I do plan to beat it out of him tomorrow morning at breakfast. How did I know he was home? Well when I came back tonight, I saw that Yoh was getting a midnight snack in the kitchen and had to hide under the couch until he left. Let me tell you, that guy eats too much too slow in the middle of the night and the couch is very dirty. Thank goodness he didn't notice me although I really should tell everyone about the job. I mean it is absolutely ridiculous to hide under your own couch in you own inn from your own fiancé.

Okay, I really gotta go to sleep. My eyes are dropping. It's snowing big outside though, I mean I could hear the wind howling with the snow hitting my window. It's going to be a blizzard. Okay now I really gotta sleep. Night.

Anna