January 24, 2004 11pm

Well I don't care who he thinks he is! I mean the bastard had the incompetence to go out on a date with her! Can you believe that? On a freaking date with her! I cannot believe what's going on and he had no intention of EVEN TELLING ME! OH MY GOD! I think I'm freaking out! And another certain bastard is oh my god, I can't even think of a word for him. I hate them both so much!! I have to go calm myself down first. Be back soon to write more crap about certain someones! AHHHHHH!

Anna

January 25, 2004 11:30pm

Okay, so I feel a little better than before, although not much. At least I can write calmly into the notebook without wanting to ripe it up. Well my anger isn't really that not under control. I just feel like screaming at someone right now. I really want to scream and be mean to someone now but nobody is around. Damn it! And to think that I was happy that no one is around just the day before. Well I bet you want to know about what happened to me that made me want to scream my head off.

Okay, so it all started out this morning in breakfast. It was a regular day, I had already made Yoh run laps and Ryu was making some breakfast. It was a quiet breakfast for Horohoro, Tamao and Pilica isn't around and Yoh was training and Hao was still asleep.

So I was eating quietly with Ryu and everybody else was asleep when Hao came in. I didn't bother looking up but just scowled at a good morning ruined. Of course the whole entire day was a mess but I'm getting ahead of myself.

So I kept on eating, not paying attention and everything. After a quick breakfast, I went into the living room to watch television. I was watching a nice soap opera when Yoh came bursting in. Soon, everybody was awake and eating breakfast. So I was innocent, with nothing to worry about and looking at the TV when I heard a crash in the kitchen.

I really didn't think it would be anything and I thought that they probably broke a plate or something so I went inside to yell at the person who broke the plate. When I entered, I saw the broken pieces of pottery in Yoh's hands. I was about to scream at him when I saw that everyone's eyes were on me. I didn't think it was a big deal at first because I thought they were just expecting me to scream. But then, the weirdest thing happened, Yoh looked at me in the eye and said the weirdest things that I had ever heard him say. Sure I had heard him say loads of stuff like 'don't make me do twenty laps,' or 'do I have to do the dishes' or 'please don't kill me' but never what he said to me then.

He looked me in the eye and said, "Why didn't you tell me?" Okay so I was a little lost then but when I saw Hao giggling in the corner I knew. I knew why everyone was staring at me in shock and horror. I knew why Yoh was asking me a question after he broke something. They all knew! That got me really pissed because I didn't want anyone of them to know. I wanted none of them to know. Well I was going to tell Jun today but I guess there is no need.

I calmly walked over to Hao's laughing figure and slapped him harder than I had slapped anyone. I then walked out of the kitchen and into my room. I think I heard him cry when I was leaving which is perhaps the only good part of today.

So I'm not really the person to cry, especially not over little stuff like this, but suddenly this weird urge to cry filled me and let me tell you, I was scared. I did not know where the hell this came from and I was so scared that I might actually cry about a stupid thing like this that I hurried out of my room and then ran out of the inn without anybody noticing.

Thank goodness that nobody noticed for then, they would probably think that I ran away again which is, let me tell you, totally pathetic. So I decided to walk to the park. It would soothe me and I think that I needed to get something out of me. I walked to the park, which was filled with snow and bought some hot chocolate out of a local stand. So I sat by the lake, drinking hot chocolate and watching birds.

I guess that part of the day wasn't so bad either. But the rest was total hell.

After about a couple of hours, I decided that I needed to go back and do the mature and adult thing that I obviously should do; face my troubles. I started walking back until I remembered that I had to do a history assignment and I needed to use the computer and books in the library for it so I decided to make a quick stop at the library.

I guess the library trip took longer than I had planned for when I was finished, it had started snowing again and it was already four o' clock. I decided to go home since I was pretty hungry since I didn't eat anything but breakfast. I walked fast towards home because it was really blowing outside and the wind was killing me. Halfway home, the wind was so strong that I had to stop at a local café and hide out for a few minutes until the storm got better.

I think its fate that made me step into the exact café that Yoh was having his date, or maybe that Yoh is just lazy and cant think of a better café then the closest to home. I don't know but I stepped into the café, trying to get all the snow off my coat when I saw Yoh. At first, I was going to go over there and saw that I was sorry. Yeah, I know, it's a new thing for me but I decided that since I was the one to hide it from him and everything, I think he did deserve an apology.

Well the bastard is never ever going to get any! He was sitting there, at a table, next to, you guessed it, Misako.

Can you believe Yoh? Anyways, I was going to go over there and give them a piece of my mind about what was going on but decided not to. I knew that I was going to get back at them for this. I am so going to. I don't know what made me to not go over to their table and kill both of them. I guess I just didn't but now, I regret it. I wish that I had gone over there and kicked both of their butts. I walked home, wet and with a cold and now I'm in my room, complaining and livid.

Anna

January 25, 2004 8 am

So, I am sick right now. Very sick with a fever and everything. I had just called in work sick and now I am laying in bed, feeling sorry for myself. My head hurts so much. I took my pills but the fever is still up. I didn't see anybody today and so nobody knows I'm sick. Isn't that great? Anyways, I hope I'm sick enough not to go to school tomorrow cause I didn't do any homework. Still planning revenge on Yoh and Misako.

Anna

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Okay, so i hope thats good enough for everyone. I hope u all liked that chapter! Yay! I was kinda having a little trouble about writing this but i dont know why. Anyways, here it is. I would have written it yesterday if not for i had two tests and a quiz three periods in a role, last three periods. My hand still hurts from writing so much.

Anyways, its my birthday in one week. YAY! Please review as a birthday present for me. Also review my fictionpress story written under lale the assassin. Thnks a bunch. I hate midterms!!!!

Luv,

Lale the assassin