January 26, 9 am
Yoh and the others just went to school. I am so so so bored. Apparently, they all found out I was sick yesterday. Jun came over to ask me where the hell I was yesterday and why I didn't go shopping with her. Opps! Forgot! I didn't remember about the shopping until like today. I mean I totally forgot about it. I really didn't know what to say when I saw Jun today. I mean what do you say? I've been spying on my fiancé in the snow as he had his date? I don't know about you but I guess that sounds just a bit weird.
Anyways, I had come down stairs to the living room to see Jun because Yoh called me down and I can't really just not go now can I? I mean that way, they'll get all suspicious and its not like getting sick is such a big thing. Only to me because I never gotten sick before so it's a new thing I guess. So I made myself as presentable as I can in my pajamas and even had a robe over me so that I wont catch a cold. And then, I put on my slippers and walked down stairs. I must've looked dead because when I came down, everybody there was all gasping at me. You should have seen them, all with their mouths open and eyes wide. Well I guess they would react like that since my hair is like all standing up when it's usually nice and neat. Also, I'm in my pajamas. Nobody has ever seen me in my pajamas so I guess that was a shock to everybody too. Also, my eyes were really baggy and my nose really red. Did I ever tell you that I HATE BEING SICK!
Everybody was stunned and I was getting really annoyed because they made me come down just so that they could stare at me! So Jun was the first to come to her senses. She stuttered for a few minutes which is totally unlike her and said, 'Anna, are you sick?'
Wow, I guess the Ms. Obvious award this year goes to Jun. Of course I'm sick. What does it look like to u? I mean really, does she think I dress like this for fun? Instead of yelling at her like I usually do, I was just way to tired for this conversation so all I did was glare at her as much as my body was capable of at the moment. I guess it did do the trick because she got the message and stopped talking. Then, Hao started, 'Uh, Anna, what the hell happened to you? And I mean that in the most respectable way.'
He is such an idiot! Like he's ever respectable. I didn't even bother saying that because I was sick and tired. I just glared at him again and asked Jun what she wanted.
'Nothing Anna, just wanted to see why you didn't show up yesterday for shopping. Um, well I see your sick so I should go. Feel better!' said Jun with a smile. Then, she walked out of the inn.
It wasn't too bad after that. I mean Ryu brought up some soup he made and I guess it didn't turn out that bad, except for now, Yoh is avoiding me for some weird reason. Now, he doesn't even come near my room. The most words he said to me yesterday was 'I hope you get better.' Wow! I was really amazed. I mean I half expected him to take me to the hospital or something. I guess it really threw me off because I was gaping for like five minutes after it. I don't think that's really good for my cold but whatever.
Hao stayed in my room for most of yesterday after he found out I was sick. He said he needed to take care of his loved ones. I swear I almost threw up after that. I could even feel the vomit in my mouth. It was nasty. I don't know if it was from being sick of having Hao say I'm one of his loved ones.
I guess now, I'm kinda babbling cause I am really really bored! Did I say that already? Uh! I am so bored. I don't know how people do it everyday. I mean stay home. I can never ever stay home as a housewife or whatever it is they do. I guess that's what I want; a life without too much work but this is just plain boring. I mean I am sitting here, writing with nothing to do. I did my homework already, yesterday but Ryu insisted that I do not go to school. He says I'm in a horrible condition.
Plus, I know how to get back at Yoh now. I could date another guy and make jealous! Isn't that great? Okay so its not the most original plan but it's the best I can do here. Give me a break, I'm sick! So I could just date someone or something. I don't know, I still have to work it out but its not that bad. And with the job of a model, this will be so much more easier and I now that they all know about the job, Yoh can go and be jealous of me on stage. Isn't that a great idea! Well okay, so it needs a little bit of perfecting and I still need a way to kill Misako. Did I say kill, I meant punish her? Hehehe. Okay, I need to take my medicine now. Gotta go.
Anna
January 29 2004 11AM
Guess where I am right now? I'm in the hospital. Well its not that great of a place to be in and everything here is totally white. I mean all of it is like white. Everything from the walls to the sheets to the people in clean white uniform. It's freaky!
I mean seriously, I feel like all the color in the world has been taken away and all replaced by white. I am even wearing a white gown. I feel so weird. I am wearing this weird white gown and forced to stay in bed all day. Well actually I just woke up a few hours ago but I'm already bored. Luckily, this was in my pocket of my pajamas and my pajamas are right next to me. Now I can write in this from the pen the nurse gave me. She gave me the weirdest look when she handed the pen to me. I think she thought that I was going to stab myself with the pen or something. She is weird!
So, I am now sitting in the bed, well actually lying because they forbid me to actually sit up. Its not like I'm dying here. Oh shoot, I hear the doctor coming. I better stop before he catches me and takes this away.
Anna
January 29, 2004 12:30 PM
Okay, I hid it in time. The doctor just came to make me run millions and millions of tests. Around 12, I came back here and the nurse brought me my lunch. The food here is terrible and I really miss Tamao's cooking. I can't wait until I get out of this place. Now the nurse is gone and I'm all alone. Thank god!
So you probably want an explanation about the whole hospital thing. Yeah, I really should tell you. I mean first I was complaining about how bored I am and then I end up in a hospital.
Well if you really want to know, I went to the bathroom to get my pills and then I blacked out. I have no idea what the hell happened until now. The doctor explained to me that I was too weak when I was reaching for my pills and I had a bad fever and I should've come to the hospital about it. I collapsed after that. I have no idea but he said that I had a bad concussion when I hit the sink when I fell and that's why I didn't wake up for so long. Apparently, I don't have a bump on my head but I was told that I had been asleep for three days. Wow! I hope Yoh kept up with his trainings.
Yoh was the one who actually found me on the floor. Ryu was out with his buddies and Yoh and Hao just came back from school. The rest of the people were out. Apparently, Yoh wanted to see me and talk to me about something. He couldn't find me in my room so he checked the rest of the house until he found me in the bathroom. He and Hao carried me to the hospital. Can you believe how embarrassing that must have been? Being carried by two boys in your pajamas looking like your dead.
I gathered all this from Tamao who came back from the Asakura household when she heard about what happened to me. She was just here. She told me that Yoh sat by my side for the whole three days when I was unconscious and only today was he persuaded by Tamao to go back home to change and to eat something along with taking a shower. I guess I'm rather touched by that. Of course I didn't let it show and just nodded my head to Tamao's story. I do think Yoh did that because no matter who he's dating, he's always there for his friends and I guess I'm one of his friends. He didn't visit yet which is getting my hopes down a little but I'm happy because I don't have to go to school for two weeks! Yay! And Hao is not permitted to visit me. YES! This has to be the best. I mean I would actually be enjoying staying here if not for the bad food and the whiteness.
Anna
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Hey! Wow, Sunday is my birthday! Yay! It's on the sixth and I'm getting older. Okay so not really a great thing if you think about it but like Walt Whitman said in the Leaves of Grass, "The smallest sprout shows there is really no death." I really love that phrase.
Okay so happy birthday to me and for my present, cash is expectable but I would more like reviews for you wont know where to mail the cash. Just kidding. Please please review! You know as a birthday present. I want to hit 50 and its like 49 right now. Yeah I know, I'm weird but what can you do.
Special thanks to Jon for updating me on the Shaman King thing and my friend Liewei. You better be online or I'm killing you! JK. Also thanks to Alex for the pokemon thing and yeah that's it! Happy Birthday Val!
Thanks to Yohna for the idea of making Anna date other people to get Yoh jealous. I will definitely use that! Thanks so much. I hope you don't mind.
Wish me a happy birthday,
Lale the Assassin
P.S. Happy Chinese New Year to all those who celebrate it! It's on Ash Wednesday or next Wednesday on the 9th.