: So here it is, the big story! This chapter contains a soft core lemon, so beware! Te he! Thank you again to everyone who has steadily reviewed and re-read my story. I do apologized for the slow updates, as I do not have a computer of my own right now. Well, anyway, enough rambling. Here it is.:

"Used to be that I believed in something. Used to be that I believed in love. It's been a long time since I've had that feeling; I could love someone, I could trust someone. I said I'd never let anybody near my heart again, I said I'd never let nobody in..."

Here I am. What do I do now? I've held her here in my arms for what seems like an eternity. Her soft lips against mine, her small body against my own. My eyes are frozen shut, my heart beats so wildly it might burst from my chest, my hands have become sweaty holding her arms in them. It's been so long since I've felt this way.

I can feel myself pulling back, my lids rising. Her scarlet face slowly comes into view. My lips form a smile as those sparkling hazel eyes grace me. The fresh tears still clinging to her lashes appearing as diamonds. Her expression is filled with shock and excitement. I can feel her take a deep breath, as if she hasn't breathed in the few moments our lips were as one. Do I speak? Do I dare say what's on my mind? Should I tell her how radiant she is in this moment; that I can barely control myself, remain a gentleman? Is she thinking the same thoughts? Oh sweet heaven is that soft, sweet entrance to her mouth. If only I dared to taste it again.

"If you asked me to, I just might change my mind and let you in my life forever. If you asked me to, I just might give my heart and stay here in your arms forever. If you asked me to, If you asked me to."

Breathe girl, breathe. It's okay. He just kissed you. That's all, just a kiss. Am I breathing? What do I do? Man, it feels so good in his arms. I feel so warm, so safe. Oh, he's looking at me again. I can't hide from him right now. I wonder if he's thinking about me. Well, duh Fuu! Of course he's thinking about you! He just kissed you, didn't he? He's looking right into your eyes! Oh man, I want him to kiss me again. I want more than just a kiss. Oh, shit. I just blushed again. Did he see that? He's smiling! He knows what I'm thinking. He knows... is that okay? Will he think me a whore? I mean, I've never been with a man in this way, so I can't be a whore. And it IS Jin. He would never think things like that. He's a gentleman. Right now I wish he wouldn't be so gentleman like. I WANT him to kiss me again. I want him to run his hands through my hair, down my back, undoing my kimono. Oh damn, there's that blush again. Fuck it, if he's not going to, then I am!

My eyes close and I press my body tight against him as I raise myself up as high as I can. Ah, there's his lips, now I just press mine to his and see what happens. Oh, that feels nice. He's kissing me back, his arms are wrapping around my waist again. I run my hands through that beautiful, long hair. He's heating up the kiss and my body can't help but respond to his. There's his hands untying my kimono. I can feel it becoming loose around me. I feel his tongue gently whisper across my lips and I yield to him, opening my mouth to take the kiss so much deeper. The taste of his mouth is incredible, like the taste of fresh, hot meat buns after days of not eating. Oh, please don't stop, don't stop. Our mouths part for a moment as his hands reach up to take down my hair. "Jin" It's spoken so softly I barely hear myself say it. My eyes open again to see him looking at my face with such... love?

"Somehow ever since I've been around you, I can't go back to being on my own. Can't help feeling since I found you, that I found my heart, that I found my heart. I said I'd never let nobody get too close to me darlin', I said I needed, needed to be."

I can feel that she's willing and that she wants me as much as I want her. I just can't help feeling a bit unsure. I mean, she is a virgin. Is it right of me to take that, even if it is willingly given? I force myself to stop for a moment and pull back to look into her eyes once again. "Fuu... are you sure? Is this what you want?" I await her answer, my breath held in my lungs. Then, there it is. She nods silently. I know she must mean it because this is the first time she hasn't said anything and just let her body give me the answer. I let out that breath slowly as I drop what remains of her kimono to the ground. In seconds I can gaze upon the most beautiful female form I have ever witnessed. Her graceful neck, small shoulders. Those gorgeous, perky breasts that lead down to a slim torso and lovely curved hips. Her legs go on for eternity and meet at her ankles. Then there are her perfect little feet. Oh I love those feet! I force my eyes to return to hers and I smile at her sweetly. I reach out to take her hand in my own and place her hand on the waist of my pants. I hope she understands what I mean her to do.

As she steps close to me and starts to move the pants down my legs I cannot hold in the excitement and anticipation I feel. I want her touch and warmth. Once they are on the floor, I step away from them and place her arm around my neck as my left arm reaches down to lift her body. I smile at her and place a small, loving kiss on her lips to calm her shivering form as I walk her over to my cot. I kneel down, placing her in the center of it. "If you want me to stop, just tell me Fuu. Okay?" She nods again and her hands come up to cover what she can of her breasts. I smile warmly at that and reach over to move them. After she is calm again, I lay my body on its side next to her. All I want to do is caress her skin, explore everyspot, see where I receive the most reaction from her as I touch and kiss her skin. I start at the top of her forehead, trailing kisses down the right side of her face as my right hand lightly trails down the left side. Her eyes close as I place a kiss upon both lids, then remain closed as I continue down to her neck and shoulders in the same way. I whisper small words to her as her breathing becomes quickened. "Beautiful, breath taking, lovely Fuu."

"Jin. Aishiteru." My body's on fire from all the spots he's touched and kissed. I can barely control myself as he finally lays his body over mine. I can't take my eyes from his face. He has such a beauty to him. Right now his hair is a mess and falling down into his flushed face. All I can think about is him. As he slowly enters me, his arm is reaching under me to pull my head closer to his neck. He cradles me as the pain shakes through me, releasing new tears. I have to close my eyes and take a deep breath to calm myself. He's holding me so sweetly, running his fingers through my hair to calm me. Little whispers in my ear of sweet-nothings. With a few moments past, the pain is melting away and I let him know it's okay. He lays my head back to the cot, keeping his hand underneath it as he begins our rhythm. It feels a bit awkward, but it's slowly starting to feel really good. I close my eyes and I can feel myself biting on my bottom lip as my body climbs higher with him.

She is so brave, so strong and so sexy right now. I just love the way she's biting on her lip, her expression driving me crazy. I try to stay at a slow pace, wanting her to feel the climax with me. I can feel myself getting oh, so close and I need to release. I'm watching her carefully, waiting for the right moment. Then, there it is. With a quick brush of nails on my back, she lets herself go. I watch her and wait until she's just about done to let myself go. We hold each other tight and let our climaxes finish.

OH MY SWEET HEAVEN! I never knew that could feel so great. It's as if I'm glowing. He slowly removes himself and I can feel him pulling a soft blanket over us as he lies on his back and pulls my body next to him. I lay my head in the crook of his arm and entangle my legs with his as my hand gently runs up and down his chest. The silence is delightful as I slowly find myself drifting to sleep. " I love you Jin." And away I go to my dreamland.

"I love you, Fuu." I kiss the top of her head, my eyes closed as I drift to sleep. The feel of her warm body next to me and the smell of her are the last thoughts in my mind.

The End

: Well there it is! Hope it was all right. I was really trying to keep it IC and as romantic as I think every girl's first time should be. Hope it wasn't too much for anyone! That's the end of this story line, but keep an eye out for more fics from me. Thanks again to Kimmy-sama for her help in the first chapter. And thanks to everyone who reviews! Kisses and Huggles::