Finally i updated. I warn you this chapter has some sexual content at the end so don't say i didn't warn you. Hope you enjoy and please review.

Unintentional Forgiveness

Kate quickly headed off to the caves. Her face full of heat and colored bright red. Taking a deep breath she pushed off the thoughts of what she just did. Was it Sawyer or was it her that let that happen? Or was it both of them? No matter who did it, it shouldn't have happened. Walking into the caves she looked around to see only a few people there. Charlie trying his best to be of help was organizing things. A few people here and there were bring things in and picking up other things and headed back on their way.

Walking more from the entrance Kate was stopped to a halt as Jack walked in front of her. He looked up to her with weary eyes and guilt pulling his shoulders down. She felt guilty herself looking at him. After what she just did she should be the one apologizing. She stopped her thought. Why should she apologize? She didn't do anything wrong. She kissed someone. Was that so bad? He didn't give her a smile or a gesture he just looked up to her and continued walking. She looked after him following with her eyes. Closing her eyes she tried to get him off her mind. Looking back up she walked over to where her stuff normally sat. Setting down her backpack she was caught by Charlie suddenly standing next to her.
"Oh." She got out in surprise.

Charlie looked at her with near plead in his eyes.

"What's up?" Kate asked bending down to get something out of her backpack.

"Come back here to stay or to just do chores?" Charlie asked with offence.

Kate looked up to him struck by his attitude.

"What's wrong?" She asked as she slowly stood up.

Charlie didn't say anything as Jack came walking up behind Kate. As his presence became known Kate tried her hardest not to watch him walk away. The two were silent until Jack was out of ears range. When he was Charlie turned back and came close.

"Look Jack's not doing good without you here." He began.

"I can't just for-"

"Please stay here. He didn't get any sleep last night and he's moping around all day. I'm not asking you to forgive him just stay here and let him know your all right that's all." Charlie tried to persuade her.

Sighing at the obvious pathetic attempt to win her back Kate looked away.

"Please Kate." Charlie begged.

Jack shouldn't have acted how he acted. It was his problem and he sent Charlie to clear it up. Kate then lowered her head quickly feeling guilty again about Sawyer. She shouldn't have acted how she acted. But what happened happened. Now they had to deal with the consequences and get on with their lives.

"Ok." She gave up looking up to Charlie who grew a big smile on his face.

"Thanks. He's just a wreck. And I know he's too hardheaded to do anything.' Charlie laughed rolling his eyes.

Kate had to smile at the comment as Charlie turned away.

Turning away herself she looked down to her backpack to see a small bright pink flower sitting there. Looking around the caves were empty now that Charlie had left. She saw no sign of anyone. Looking back to the flower she knew it was from Jack. Bending down she picked it up and brought it to her nose. It smelled absolutely wonderful, but she had never seen a flower like this. With the base a dark hot pink and as the petals went on they faded into white. Holding it to her chest she smiled thinking there was always a way to forgive Jack.

That night she kept her word and stayed at the caves.

When everyone came back for the night they feasted on boar, fish, and fruits. Kate had grown used to the thought of having to eat fish, but still she would never eat boar. As she ate sitting next to Charlie Jack sat across from her sneaking looks up from hid food to her. She saw him do and she was sure some of the others did too.

After everything was cleaned up and late night set in everyone settled down for sleep. Sleeping a clear distance from Jack Kate still knew he was near. She would occasionally look over the top of her blanket and see him looking over to her. She wondered if he saw her looking at him as he watched her. He had to. He just lay there staring at her and her him. It was a weird connection that they both had where no words had to be spoken.

The next day was spent away from each other. Jack down at the beach and Kate off somewhere. She was trying to keep her distance from the beach in order to keep away from another run in with Sawyer. It was easy. She would just lose her self in the jungle for hours looking from fruits and the flower Jack gave her.

Nightfall came on the second night back at the caves. Jack was the first back to the caves around sunset. The others slowly came back with Kate being the being the last one. She had found a bunch more fruit on her walk and she had picked some from the garden her and Sun started. Handing out the fruit she quickly caught Jack's eye. The flower he had left on her backpack was now up in the back of her hair. Quickly growing a smile he looked away.

As eating commenced Kate went off by herself. Sitting over where she slept she went through her backpack pulling out all the fruit. With the fire some ways away from her, she couldn't exactly see what fruit she was picking out, but could tell by touch. Then a shadow came over her blocking her view of nearly everything. As the shadow moved closer to her she looked up to see Jack.

She watched as he walked past her. As he walked to the waterfall she looked away and back to the fruits. As soon as she turned he looked back to her becoming fascinated by the way the firelight displayed every feature of her face lighting up her eyes as they danced over the objects in her hands.

He watched as her hand slowly came up and tucked a fallen curl behind her ear. A smile soon came to his face again seeing the flower he had given her placed just right in her hair. Lowering her hand she glanced over catching his eyes with hers. Neither pulled away feeling odd just sitting here staring at each other without words or actions.

A feeling of nervousness floated around in Kate's stomach. She always felt weird after her and Jack had fought and they just had that moment where they wanted to say something to mend. Looking back down to the fruits she thought his stare would leave her, but as she looked back up he sat there with a smile just watching her.

"What?" Kate finally asked feeling awkward with his stare.

"Nothing." Jack laughed turning away not wanting to say what was on his mind.

Kate took that as the end whether or not she got the answer and turned back to what she was doing. Then she felt that feeling again.

She looked up to see his eyes on her again. They slowly looked her up and down and came to her own.

"What?" She asked again laughing at this game he was obviously playing with her.

"You're just so beautiful." He whispered as his smile dropped.

Kate's face tried to hide a bashful smile. He seemed to be trying to use this flirting thing as a way to get her to forgive him. If it was it was working. Glancing over he had left his place he had been sitting and was walking over towards her.

"Come with me." He said signaling her to follow him.

"Why?" She asked with curiosity looking up as he walked by.

Jack stopped and turned around.

"Just come on.' He laughed.

"And bring that blanket you're sitting on." He ordered as he turned.

Kate looked between him and the ground. What did he have on his mind? Did she really care? It was either stay here and mope around with the rest or take a chance trust Jack and end up having even a small bit of fun.

Looking over to Jack who stood by the fire waiting fire she was willing to take a chance. Putting the fruit back inside her backpack, Kate nearly jumped up. Setting her stuff aside she grabbed the blanket she sat on she quickly headed after Jack. With no idea or hint to what Jack had worked up in his mind she still followed. Followed in curiously and intrigue.

Following close behind Kate looked around through the darkness of the jungle as he led her down a secluded trail. Where were they going? What was he doing?

Suddenly the sound of waves filled the air around the two. There at the end of the trail they had been walking on was the ocean. It was the same spot Kate had been to a couple of times. When she tried to get Sawyer to give her the inhalers and that second day when she washed up from that gruesome trip to the cockpit were the two that stuck out in her mind. It was very secluded and peaceful. Only a few of them knew about and apparently Jack was one of them.

Walking out onto the sand Kate and Jack stopped and took in the smell of the beach. It was so beautiful at night as the moon hung over head lighting the water and the sand. It was cool with an evening breeze going off the days heat. Kate smiled as she looked up to Jack. He had a sly look about him as he turned and walked towards the water.

She stood where she was watching him as he pulled his shoes off dropping them in the sand. He walked over and stood in the surf standing there for a few seconds and then looked back to her. With it being dark she could still see that smile on his face.

"Waters warm." He smiled.

There it was. His idea was clear. He planed to go swimming. It sounded like a great idea now that Kate thought about it. Refreshing actually. It had been a hot day and the cool water sounded nice.

Walking closer to Jack he turned from the water and headed back to her. As he came close Kate held her breath for some odd reason. Looking away she felt Jack take the blanket from her hands. He walked away from her towards the surf. Laying the blanket in the sand right above where the water reached.

Turning back Kate watched as he wrapped his arms around his waist pulling his shirt over his head. Dropping it to the blanket Kate stared at his body as it glistened in the moonlight. It hit every muscle in his side showcasing them to her.

She felt bad for feeling this way over Jack, but they had both had their moments like this with each other. Was this hers or his? Or was it both?

She tired to look away, but couldn't. He stepped slowly in the water jeans and all. And just stood there. Kicking around the water here and there. The water came high up on his jeans soaking them. Then he turned around and looked back to Kate still up on the beach.

"Come on." He called.

She didn't move. To afraid of the feeling worked up inside of her.

"Come on Kate have some fun." He coaxed her.

She gave up walking as slowly as she could down to the blanket. Stopping she kicked off her shoes next to Jack's. Grabbing her shirt in her hands she looked somewhat embarrassed up to Jack, but as soon as she saw that inviting smile on his face she tried to let it go.

Taking a deep breath she pulled her shirt over her head and dropped it to the blanket with Jack's. Next were her pants and she didn't even think to look to Jack knowing the face he had. Slowly unbuttoning the top she slid them down her legs quickly stepping out of them.

As she glanced back to Jack he looked away and headed out into the water. Feeling suddenly insecure she wrapped her arms tightly around her stomach as she walked into the water.

Standing there for a minute she watched as he dove into the water. Looking down she watched as the waves crashed against her ankles as they came in. As they went back out they pulled on her body urging her to come with them and follow Jack.

She wanted to follow him, but was a little more content with standing there. Standing there watching the water interact with her body. But just standing there watching water wasn't gonna cut it with Jack.

Standing up in the water he looked back to see her still standing there barely in the water. With a huff he tried his best to jog up to her through the water. She looked up to see him racing towards her. Without a word he took her hand and nearly drug her out into the water.

Coming out to where the water was up past their elbows Jack pulled her close. She tried her best not to look in his eyes, but it was inevitable. Catching that lustful look in his eyes Kate's breath got caught in the back of her throat. A million thoughts raced through her head as she stared into his eyes trying to comprehend what he was doing. As his hands which were spread out upon her waist snuck up her back she never thought about their destination and without warning they came to her head with a swift motion plunging her into the water.

Water rushed around her body as she kicked to the surface. As air hit her lungs she opened her eyes to see Jack in near compulsive laughter.

"You think it's funny huh?" She asked as she pulled back her now wet hair that clung to her face as waded around him.

He nodded his head watching her every move.

She quickly swam up to him pushing him back in the water. It wasn't much of a push just enough to get him wet. He came back with vengeance on his mind.

"You're gonna get it." He growled with a laugh as he quickly headed after her.

Like a bullet she was off trying to keep away from him. Kicking and splashing as soon as he came close trying to make his away to her.

"No!" She yelled with a laugh as his hands came around her waist and she lost the fight

Lifting her as high as he could as she struggled he tossed her as far as he could into the water. As the ripples around the area settled he waited for her to emerge with laughter. But there was no sign of her. He looked around for her trying to see through the water.

Feeling something move past his leg he swiftly turned around thinking it was her. When he turned he was met by a hand around his leg pulling him below the water. Emerging Kate look around expecting to see him ready to come after. But she was met by the same thing he was silence.

"Jack?" She called looking around for him.

With one swift movement from the water Jack caught her unexpected in his hands ready to toss her again. Instead Kate pressed her hands to the top of his head dunking him under. Still with his hands around her waist he tried his best to pull her under.

Coming back up he took a deep breath as Kate's hands came down from his head to around his neck. Their eyes immediately locked in an intense stare. The games were over and it was time to get serious. The laugher still echoed in the air as they gazed at each other. Why had they suddenly stopped and gotten so close?

With the water rising and falling against their bodies all they heard was the licking of it against their skin and the breath of each other chilling each other to the bone.

Leaning in Kate didn't hesitate as Jack met her half way kissing her gently. Closing her eyes she wrapped her arms tighter around his neck pressing her chest to his. Feeling his heart beat lapse over hers. Oddly neither of theirs raced with the emotion of the situation. It felt right to be there in that moment and neither were scared of it.

As the kiss quickened and her grip tightened Jack's hands slowly wondered down to the crevice of her butt. Pulling up on her body she took the hint and wrapped her leg around his waist and then the other pulling him closer to her. She could feel him wanting her as he could her. This is what made their hearts beat faster.

Pulling back for a breath Jack looked into her eyes again.

"You wanna go back to the beach?" He asked as she leaned her forehead against his cheek.

Nodding her head he quickly scooped her up in his arms as best her could and headed back up to the beach.

Getting to the blanket he set her on her feet. Quickly she turned to him wrapping her arms around his neck taking him into a deep kiss. A kiss that knocked him to the ground.

Laughing at the nervousness of the situation Jack situated himself on his knees as she crawled over to him. Straddling his lap she pressed her hands to his shoulders for balance. Looking around to make sure she was ok she saw Jack's hands once again come up to rest on her waist.

She looked up into his eyes, which had change from playful to lust within minutes. Her hand came up to cup his face as she leaned in to meet his lips again. She felt strength grown within her as she pulled at his lips with hers. This is what she had wanted since the day she had met him. Not necessarily this, but something close enough. It was just him and her no boundaries or limits of the past. Just them.

His hand traveled up her back gently pushing her towards him. Bringing her to where he needed her to be. Pulling away again Jack's lips ran across the side of her face and down her neck. She closed her eyes as she enjoyed his mouth sweetly sucking on her shoulder. Nearly letting all go in the moment she rested her head against his ear trying her best to hold on to him afraid she fall if she didn't.

Slowly inching back she left butterfly kisses across his stubble as she came to his lips. With another kiss his other hand came up around her stomach. The mere touch of his hand made her stomach heave in. It was such a gentle touch and yet it had a huge effect. Coming from this kiss with a sweet noise she looked down into his eyes ready for her next words.

"I want you Jack." She whispered as her thumb traveled over his still moist lips.

A moan came from deep in his throat as her hand came to his pants hurriedly undoing the button. Sitting up on his knees he kicked them off leaving them where they lay. Resting back on his legs his hands quickly came up to the back of her bra. Unlatching it with ease. Pulling both straps down her shoulders her breasts were revealed to him for the first time and he was nearly breathless.

Jack said nothing and never broke her stare as he lowered her to the blanket.

With her hair strung out above her head she watched as Jack's hand firmly place it self to the blanket not far from her head. Looking back up to him she watched his other hand come down to hers. Grasping it in his he brought it to his chest laying it over his heart. Now it raced.

Guiding it down his stomach she felt every muscle tense up as her fingertips came over them. Overcome by this feeling she closed her eyes as she took his hand and placed it on her stomach. Slowly guiding it up her stomach brining it to rest atop her breast. She held it there as she heard his breath become jagged.

Letting go his hand it quickly came down to her side as his lips came to hers. Wrapping his finger around the strap of her underwear he lightly tugged on them making sure it was ok for him to go on. Swiftly enclosing his neck with her arms her pulled him harder into the kiss. Telling him to go ahead he pulled them over her hips and down her legs dropping them next to his pants.

She lay completely naked under his body as they kissed. No embarrassment now it was too late for that. As she quickly became aware of him sliding his boxers off there was no turning back. This was it take it or leave it.

Pulling away Jack saw the readiness in her eyes. She wanted this. They both did. Looking down to her he asked for the ok to do what he had to do. Brining her shaky hand up to his face she nodded her head.

Taking a slow breath he positioned himself above her placing his weight on his arm next to her head. Looking back up to her he locked eyes with her wanting to watch her as he did this. He was scared and she could tell. Slowly caressing his cheek with her hand she urged him on.

As gently as he could he slid himself into her never breaking eye contact.

"Jack." She gasped holding her breath in her throat.

Jack's heart skipped a beat as she did this. It caught him of guard to suddenly see her like this. To see her under him. Kate closed her eyes a tears stung them. She didn't want him to see her cry. The pain wasn't horrible, but just enough to aggravate her. And she knew if Jack saw her cry he'd stop and she didn't want him to.

Coming back he thrust into her again as slow as possible. Again came the pain of having something forced into her body, but with it came that shred of unimaginable pleasure that pulled at their bodies wanting them to let go. Trying her hardest to get rid of this weird feeling she spread her hands upon his back pulling him towards her.

Taking a breath he looked down to see this odd look in her eyes. He had seen it before, but couldn't put his finger on it, but it soon disappeared as she tilted her head up and kissed him. Kissing was just a minor detail of what they were doing. This was a dance between bodies in the moonlight. Him moving inside of her taking her breath away with every instant.

As she looked up to him as he slowly moved she could tell he was unsure of himself. He didn't want to do anything to hurt her in anyway or do something to screw it up. It wasn't anything to worry about she had no clue what she was doing. Not that they were inexperienced just that this was 'their" first time and it was always weird in that instance.

Every time he came back into her the pain disappeared. She was becoming used to him. The feeling was unimaginable as he moved inside of her. Slowly it turned into an addiction. She wanted more of him. Almost animalistic she wrapped her leg around his waist pulling in more of him. Closing her eyes with the feeling she became relaxed with his fingertips dancing over her cheek pulling away her hair from her face.

Opening them she saw him. Not just Jack, but him. She saw past those last weeks and days to the real Jack. A caged boy watching his father dangle a key in front of his face. Suddenly as he caught her eyes he became free. Free to move and to love.

As his pace quickened so did hers. Her hips came off the ground grinding into his begging for more. Pleading with his body to give her what she wanted. He wrapped his arm completely around her pressing her to his body. Their gaze never broke as they watched the reaction of the two as their bodies moved near in sync with one another. Time was lost in reality as they made love to each other. Feeding off needs and sounds of the other. It seemed only seconds had gone by, but minutes flew past them like lightening.

Soon they felt it. That point of ecstasy was pushing their bodies to go faster. Gripping a hold of him, Kate dug her hands into his back. He knew she was nearing the point and so was he. Clenching his jaw Jack thrust as fast and as hard as he could without hurting her. Sweat drip from his forehead to her chest cooling her heated skin.

Kissing her he felt her body shake telling him she was there. Both watched each other as it came to the end. Watching the way their bodies quickly changed with the impending. Holding her tight he tried to balance himself as he thrust one more time before all was lost in a whirlwind of pleasure.

"Jack!"

Her voice echoed across the water and over the island. Clinging to each other both slowed to a halt. Both were breathless as Jack lowered his head to her chest. It took all of her strength to lay her arm across his back. She didn't have the slightest clue where she was. All she felt was a tingling sensation all through her body.

Watching him go up and down with her chest the feeling slowly faded. Her breath eased its way back cascading down his body. She began to realize where she was. The sound of the water surrounded her and she came to feel the waves creeping up her feet. Lumps of sand mashed to the ground as she made herself comfortable with Jack weight on top of her.

"J-ack. That was…" She said before taking a deep breath.

"Amazing." Jack finished.

"Well that's less then I would have said, but yeah." She joked with a struggled laugh.

Nearly rolling himself off of her he came to rest next to her. Wrapping his arm around her pulled her atop his chest. Both sighed at how comfortable it was to just lay there in each other's arms. Just to be there with each other.

Both looked up staring at the sky above them. Mesmerized by the stars scattered across.

"They're so beautiful.' She remarked as her hand drew tiny circles around his chest.

Looking down to her he didn't care about any stars.

"Not as beautiful as you." He whispered.

Glancing up she caught a smile tugging at his lips.

"Don't think this means I forgive you." She smiled sitting up on her elbow.

"Never." He whispered kissing her ever so softly.

Cupping her face he tangled his fingers in her hair and as he pulled back he just stared at her.

"Thank you." He said rubbing her cheek with his thumb.

Leaning towards her he kissed her on the forehead before she settled in his arms again. Watching the clouds go by hiding the stars from them. It made her sleepy watching them. Looking up she saw Jack was asleep. Kissing her hand she brought it to his lips before resting her head to his chest. Pressing her ear to chest she listened to his heartbeat as it sung her to sleep.

This was my first Jack and Kate sex scene and i had many doubts about it so please be genlt with your reviews. Also for "Surviving..." i'll have two new chapters up by the weekend.