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Chapter 7

Close your eyes. Keep cool. Don't stare. Sam repeated her chant all through the night. But every five minutes, she would find herself staring at Jason's well-defined body and find her self getting aroused. So much for her chant. Sam groaned out loud and turned her back on Jason. She always loved Jason, but lying in bed with him was a lot different from what she had fantasized when she was in college.

She couldn't help but flip around again and stare at Jason. He looked so peaceful. As if he let all of his shields down. He was so different. In the darkness, she could hear him murmuring something. She leaned in closer.

"Sam.." he moaned. Sam gasped. That wasn't an ordinary "Sam". "Oh my God!" she thought frantically. Jason was fantasizing about her?

Ok, remain calm. Maybe it was just because of their upcoming marriage. "Sam.." his breath was becoming shorter.

"Oh no…that was definitely not normal!" Sam muttered. She had to wake him up. If she didn't, she wouldn't be able to control herself. After hearing her name the second time, she had become even more aroused and hot. She threw the covers off her. Unfortunately, throwing the covers off her meant throwing the covers off Jason. Her eyes traveled downwards and she noticed a bulge in Jason's lower half of the body.

"Think good thoughts! GOOD THOUGHTS!" she yelled at herself. She resisted the urge to stroke him. Oh God! Oh God! She knew it was dangerous to share a bed with him now, but they were going to have to eventually.

"Sa-"Sam shut her eyes and covered her ears. It was too much. Nonononononono! She forced herself to think good thoughts.

But she was in denial. Jason wanted her. He might not show it during the day, but obviously at night, he had nothing to hide.

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Jason's eyes flew open. Another hot fantasy of him and Sam. Of course he didn't want to wake up, but there was Sam to think about. After all, she was sleeping right next to him. He looked over at the leading star of his dreams.

She seemed to be sleeping. He brushed away some bangs that were covering her eyes, just like he did when they were in high school. Jason felt her shiver. He cursed. She was awake, meaning she probably heard him moaning her name.

"Sam, I know you're awake. No point of hiding it." He said finally. He was just stroking her arm when she placed her hand over his.

"Jason, I'm so confused." She whispered. He moved closer to her.

"Why?"

"I mean you don't love me. You said so yourself. Why would you want me then?" Jason stopped his movements and brought his hand to her cheek and cupped it.

"Sam, I know that you've loved me since we first met, which was like when we were about 4." Sam laughed quietly. "Over the past 10 years, I've been developing feelings for you. Stronger than anything I've ever felt. When the Quartermaine's were murdered, you helped me through it. Everyone else just stood away and waited for me to get over it. But not you. You helped me deal with it Sam. Junior year was when I started to fall for you. Remember that one day in the park, when we were laughing because you just helped me run from 150 girls who were chasing me? And then, I saw a few bangs and brushed them away. Sam, that's when it all started. I began to fall in love with you. But at that time, I had no idea what I was feeling. That's why I started to drift away from you during college. But I get it now. And, I've never felt more peace and a sort of happiness in my life. And it's because of you. I know I've been acting like a jerk to you for all our lives. I'm sorry that I can't go back and change what happened in the past, but I can make sure that I don't make that same stupid mistake now. Sam, I love you. I have for so long."

Sam gasped, "Why didn't you ever tell me?" Jason shrugged.

"I guess I was scared of getting hurt. Yeah I know, big bad Jason Morgan was scared of falling in love with his best friend." Sam smiled. He brushed away the tears that had fallen.

"You don't have to be scared Jason. I would never hurt you. I love you too." She lightly nudged her nose against his.

"I know." Jason returned the same gesture. "I just can't believe you loved me for so long. I was pretty sure you had given up in senior year."

"Love doesn't work that way Jason. Even if we hadn't gone what we have for the past few days, I still would have loved you. Nothing will ever change that."

"I'm glad then." He lowered his lips to her collarbone, leaving kisses as he traveled down and back up again.

"Jason. Kiss me." Blue eyes met brown eyes. It seemed like forever, but slowly, their lips met in a sweet kiss. Their eyes closed as the kiss turned more passionate. Jason's tongue nudged her lips, asking for entrance. Sam let him in, and he thrust his tongue into her mouth. Sam moaned, making Jason harder than he already was.

He moved his body onto hers and she pulled away, gasping as she felt his erection pressing on her abdomen. "Jason, stop." She pleaded.

Jason stopped immediately. He didn't want to pressure her. He looked at her questioningly. "It's not that I don't want you Jason, because I do, so much. And I can see you feel the same way too." She said as her eyes traveled downward to his erection. "But I want to wait until our wedding night. Please?" she gave him a puppy face.

"Sam, I can wait. But let me tell you now, when our wedding night comes, don't expect me to hold back. Once wont be enough." He smirked as he saw her jaw drop slightly.

"Jason!" Her cheeks were beet red. She punched him playfully before snuggling against him.

"What? I'm a man." It was as if that explained everything. "Sam, how would you feel about getting married tomorrow?" Sam looked up.

"Are you serious?" Jason nodded. "Sure, I have no problem with that, but I want to buy a wedding dress." Jason looked at her inquisitively. "Don't expect me to marry you in jeans. And you better wear a suit!" Jason chuckled.

"Fine. But just this once. I'll call Father Coates in the morning. I know you want a church wedding."

"You remembered? That was like forever and a lifetime ago when I told you that!" she exclaimed.

He shrugged. "What can I say, I've got a good memory."

"And call Carly and Sonny too. They have to be there." Jason agreed. It wouldn't be the same without them, even if Sonny threatened him. "Good, that wasn't so hard."

"No it wasn't." He leaned in and kissed her again.

"Mmm. We have to stop now Jason. We need to wait, remember?" Jason smiled. He kissed her once more and they slowly drifted off to sleep. He was deeply in love with Samantha McCall and nothing would change that.