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Chapter 11

"Carly, what do I do?" Sam just finished re-telling Carly the events that had taken place only minutes before. Carly arrived 5 minutes after Alcazar had left.

"Sam, you need to tell Jason. I mean, before the wedding. If you tell him after, he might not forgive you."

"Would it matter? Jason made me promise and I broke that promise! If there are two things Jason hates the most, other than AJ, it would be betrayal and lying. And I did both. Maybe if I told him after the wedding, he would definitely forgive me. I mean we would be husband and wife, he'd forgive me." Trying to convince herself, more than Carly.

Carly looked at her best friend and felt so sorry for her. Sam had finally found happiness and love, and yet, it could all be taken away in mere seconds. "Sam, telling Jason after would just make everything worse. If you tell him now, at least he won't be as mad."

"Carly, I'm going to tell him now." She decided. "I'm so scared though."

"Sweetie, just know that you're doing the right thing. It wasn't your fault anyway. He'll know. He knows that you love him and that you would never do this. Look, I'll go with you." Carly said confidently.

"No, I think I'll do this by myself. I just….I don't want to lose him. I mean, I just got him. He told me he loved me yesterday. I got a call from him today. He told me nothing would ever change his feelings. He told me that he would love me forever. But I have been lying to him for three months. I have never ever lied to him. I don't think he can forgive me for this. He's not gonna love me forever. It's the exact opposite. He's gonna hate me."

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Sam just stood outside Jason's penthouse. She raised her hand a few times, but never knocked. She hadn't even thought of what she was going to say. She just wanted to get there before she lost her nerve. She couldn't exactly say, "Hi Jason! Guess what? I lied to you and I broke my promise three months ago. You know? The one about me not killing someone? Well, that didn't go to well and I killed Luis Alcazar." Sam turned around. She needed to think this through before she knocked. She began to lean on the door, when it opened. She fell right into Jason's arms and stared into his ocean blue eyes. How could she have lied to him?

"Sam, what happened to the tradition of the groom not seeing the bride before the wedding?" he joked as he helped her up. Sam sighed and held back her tears. She needed to tell him before she started to cry hysterically.

"Jason we need to talk. And after this conversation, I'm not sure you'll want to marry me anymore. In fact, I don't think you'll ever want to see me again."

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"Sam, why wouldn't I want to see you again? There is nothing that would-"

"Yes there is. Jason you need to let me finish explaining." Jason sat down, confused. "Jason do you remember three months ago, when you went looking for AJ, one last time?" Jason nodded. "You made me swear that I'd never kill anyone."

Somehow, Jason knew where this conversation was going. He started to become numb. "Sam, you didn't…"

Tears formed in her eyes. "I didn't mean to Jason. I mean Luis-" Jason's head snapped up.

"Luis? Luis Alcazar? Sam, you got involved with the mob? And our enemy, no less?" Rage began to fill inside of him.

"Jason, you have to understand. I wasn't employed in Sonny's business yet. I needed a job. I was pretty sure Sonny or you, for that matter, would give me one. So I applied at one of the legal businesses that Luis owned. And I didn't mean to kill Luis."

Jason, so blinded with the fact that Sam was going to work for the mob and then killed Luis Alcazar, didn't hear a word she said. "Sam you were right. I don't ever want to see you again." He said coldly.

"Jason, please. Don't say that." She sobbed. It was déjà vu all over again. "Jason, I love you." The three words that had meant so much to him only hours ago, were just meaningless.

"Well, I don't love you. Sam, first, you betrayed me. You were going to work for Luis, our enemy. Then, you lied to me. You killed Luis three months ago. You could have told me. But you chose not to trust me."

"I do Jason! I do trust you. I just don't want you to hate me!" she cried. Jason shook his head disbelievingly.

"Too late for that Sam. I do. I do hate you. Get out of my penthouse. Now. I don't ever want to see you again." Sam didn't move. She just cried.

"Please don't do this Jason." She said as she tired to reach out to him. He pulled away.

"Don't touch me. And didn't you hear me? GET OUT!" Jason yelled.

Sam jumped, so surprised. She walked to the door and finally said, "Jason, I love you. I always will." Her voice was started to crack and she ran out.

Jason was so mad. He needed to vent out. The one person he trusted the most, the one woman he loved, lied and betrayed him. He flipped the coffee table over and all objects came crashing. But Jason couldn't hear anything. All he could hear was Sam saying, "I didn't mean to kill Luis." It was a broken record. He tried to push it out of his mind, but it kept coming back. "DAMMIT!" he yelled and he took his jacket, rode the elevator down, took his bike, and left Port Charles. He needed to escape his pain, if only for a little while.

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Sam just kept running. When she got to the park, she stopped right in front of the bench where Jason first proposed to her. She fell to her knees and just let the tears flow.

A hand reached out and smothered Sam's mouth. The person dragged her through the park, as she desperately tried to release herself. She couldn't see the person properly. It was two in the afternoon. Where was everyone? Why wouldn't anyone help her? Maybe God was punishing her.

They finally reached the parking lot and the man threw her into a black van. He tied her hands and ankles and gagged her with a bandana. What was happening?

"Hello Samantha." Sam's eyes widened as she recognized that voice. The person appeared in front of her and Sam was more scared than she had ever been.

"Or is it Adri?" Lorenzo Alcazar smiled at her and she prayed to God, even though He was punishing her, that it was the last time Alcazar ever smiled again.

"Jason, help me."