((Ok next chapter up fast. ok I have to thank gigglefritzy and Batekatt for the reviews thank you Arigatou etc. ok here are some of the parings DM/HG
PP/BZ GW/HP and Ron is lonely till I think of whom to pair him with.))

The Day Before leaving for Hogwarts

'I can't keep trying here it always fails because of damn neighbors or police those fuckers. What can I do' Hermione mentally beat herself as she laid on her bed in a Rehab center ((She's here because of the cutting)) 'I know! I can kill myself in Hogwarts ……… maybe during a Quidditch game everyone is outside then I don't have to worry about being caught' Hermione packed her new trunk full of new clothing and books since her old stuff got burned in the 'accidental garbage' fire. The girls here helped here get out to get her things since she is not allowed to leave the premises till tomorrow when she goes to a 'private' school up north. Hermione sighed as she grabbed a piece of paper and went into the bathroom 'just because I'm banned from razors doesn't mean anything'. She put the shower on as she sat on the toilet seat she pulled her leg up to her chest as she ran the edge of the paper over her leg multiple times. When she was done she carefully hid the bloody edged paper in the garbage. Hermione sighed again as she changed into a black gown and she washed her hair to make it look like she just showered, she turned the shower off and walked out she went to her trunk and took out her C.D. player putting it on she listened to the music as she traced old scars.

Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
Maybe someday you'll have woke up,
And, barely conscious, you'll say to no one:
"Isn't something missing?"

You won't cry for my absence, I know -
You forgot me long ago.
Am I that unimportant...?
Am I so insignificant...?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?

Even though I'd be sacrificed,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't someone missing me?

Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
I know what you do to yourself,
Shudder deep and cry out:
"Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?"

Even though I'd be sacrificed,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't someone missing me?

And if I bleed, I'll bleed,
Knowing you don't care.
And if I sleep just to dream of you
And wake without you there,
Isn't something missing?
Isn't something...

Even though I'd be sacrificed,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't someone missing me?

Hermione slowly fell asleep to the music small tears grazing the edges of her eyes as she fell into a endless pit of darkness.

((I do not own the song in the chapter this song if you don't know is Missing by Evanescence. Don't forget to R&R no flames please the faster the reviews the faster I will try to post after school.))