((Hey I know I said that I wasn't going to be updating till this weekend but hey I got time . I will like to say now FelineFire82 What you said was FLAMING so next time do not post it when I say no flames cause that is very uncalled for if you read the summery it said she LOST her PARENTS and her FRIENDS are ignoring her plus take into fact that not every single thing is explained in the first chapter of a fan fiction ALSO it says in the summery what leads Hermione to devastation and all the other stuff in the fan fiction and if u don't like the fact you may not understand it well then don't fucken read the fan fiction also who cares if I put u or you no ones cares so please do not point it out again I bet there are plenty of people who use u or r for you and are. OKAY now that I go that out of my system I want to thank Kerrie-A and all my other reviews that had something good to say ok now lets get this fan fiction on the road. Remember: (flashback)/(reading a letter/newspaper)/Writing a letter/ "talking" 'thinking' lyrics ((Me))#change in POV#))
#normal POV#
When the train stopped Hermione stood
up gathering up her CDs and CD player she got off the train and where
to the heads carriage where she would have to sit again with Malfoy
who she almost forgot was on the train since her music brought her to
another world almost. Hermione pulled up her sleeves seeing the dark
scars on her arms she felt tears burn her eyes.
"Holy Shit!
What the fuck did u do to your arm?" Hermione pulled her sleeve
down in shock as she saw Draco getting in the carriage staring at
her.
"Leave me alone Malfoy" Hermione said in annoyance as she
put a new CD in her CD player and blared it in her ears as the ride
went by in silence other then the sound of Hermione's CD
I
tear my heart open, I sow myself shut
My weakness
is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the
past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
Drunk and I'm feeling down
And
I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came
around
Why don't you just go home
Cause
you channel all your pain
And I can't help to fix
myself
Your making me insane
All
I can say is
I tear my heart open, I sow myself
shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My
scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my
heart open just to feel
I tried to help you
once
A kiss will only vise
I saw
you going down
But you never realized
That
your drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight
is our last dance
I tear my heart open, I sow
myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My
scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my
heart open just to feel
I'm drunk and I'm
feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You
shouldn't ever came around
Why don't you just go
home?
Cause your drowning in the water
And
I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you
didn't understand
You fix yourself
I
can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say
I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own
life
I can't help you fix yourself
But
at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta
move on with my own life
I tear my heart open,
I sow myself shut
My weakness is that I care too
much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I
tear my heart open just to feel
I tear my heart
open, I sow myself shut
My weakness is that I care
too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
As the carriages got to the boats Hermione got in one boat only to be joined by her ex-friends who didn't even recognize her even thought Ron was drooling over her 'Jeez how shallow can he get'Hermione still listened to her music when they got to the school she smirked as she put her CD player away 'Finally' she smiled
((ok ill update asap for all u people))