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#normal POV# Next Morning
Hermione sat on her bed reading for about a hour before she got up
and got changed into a black long sleeve shirt and a long black skirt
and black cargo boots. After she was done getting dressed and went
into the bathroom to wash her face just as Draco went in to shower "
I have to take a shower Granger get out" Draco said putting his
towel down next to the shower "I agree with you there but I got in
here first so you get out" Hermione smirked at her comeback as she
took a washcloth and wet it in soapy water. " Just cause you're a
depressed bitch doesn't mean you can get your way you know that
right anyway I was in here first I just forgot to grab a towel".
Draco growled till he felt a hand slap him a full force "Never call
me depressed when you don't even know fucken why you dick!"
Hermione was mad as she drained the sink that was full of water and
went to leave the room " Well the only thing I can think of is
because your friends don't hang out with you anymore. They probably
saw the new you and believed you were a freak" Hermione turned to
face Draco "You don't know about me about why those asses stopped
being my friend or anything so go take your shower fuck yourself for
all I care" Hermione walked out and slammed the door that lead from
the bathroom to her room.
#Hermione's POV#
'That
jerk' Hermione went over to her dresser took the blade to her wrist
and calmed down at the sharp pain ran up her arm. 'I will be glad
in a few weeks I only have till the end of the month till the
Quidditch game'
#Draco's POV#
After I took my
shower I went into my room and changed 'That girl is messed up at
time I swear not like can read her mind and know everything. Maybe I
should find out about her maybe then I will know what to not say to
not get slapped' I rubbed my cheek that still stun ' DAMN it that
bitch probably bruised my face' I walked out into the common room
and sat on the couch
#Normal POV#
After Hermione
cleaned her arm up and there was no more blood -just a nice spot for
a scar to form- she walked out of her room into the common room
"
So why are you depressed and a cutter" Draco said scaring Hermione
half to death "Damn you Draco stop doing that, wait. What did you
say?"
"Why are you depressed and a cutter" Draco said slowly
that time "How the fuck do you know about that" "Two words
Door Lock" Draco said and laughed to him self "You fucker you
spied on me well for that you have no way of finding out but why in
fucken hell did you spy on me?" Hermione stood anger showed in her
eyes "Maybe for the slightest seconds I cared for you or maybe I
was going crazy who knows you bitch you should be fucken grateful I
cared one bit for you in the first place!" Draco stood up screaming
at her ((they are fighting like a old married couple lol)) " Wait
you cared for me? Why?" Hermione looked confused still angry but
confused at that. "What? I don't know. Maybe I wanted to try and
make up for the years past to call a truce during this year since we
will have to live in the same common room this whole year."
Hermione looked at him with a shocked face. "Ok then truce then no
more fighting. Do you really want to know what happen?" Draco
smiled to himself and said "Sure" "Okay"
Flashback
Hermione stood at Kingscross station waiting for her parents who
where about a hour late she had a few tears in her eyes as she
started to walk home she just finished reading a letter from her
'friends' that said:
/ Hermione
Me Ron and Ginny all asked
each other and decided that we no longer want to be friends with you
for our last year (two in Ginny's case) it is no fun to have a
friend who is a miss goody two shoes and never received a single
fucken F in her life well bye
Harry
She decided that she
shouldn't cry over that she had her parents who cared for her and
her whole family she didn't need fake friends it took her about a
half hour to walk home once she got there she saw her parents car
sitting there untouched it actually looked like it had been untouched
for a while 'What is going on' she thought as she went up to the
door it was well into night the stars light was good enough so that
she could find the spare key but when she went to its hiding spot it
wasn't there. Hermione began to worry, she was frightened as she
went to see if maybe they didn't lock the door for the night yet
maybe they were wake and forgot today was the day she came home. With
luck she opened the door and walked in everything had a layer of dust
on it but her mother always dusted every single day unless she was
sick in which case he dad would but nothing was dusted she left her
trunk by the door as she went up stairs they creaked like they always
did "Mom Dad?" She yelled upstairs none responded so once she got
to the top she went to the bathroom to see if maybe one of them was
in there relaxing with headphones on or something but no one was
there she noticed a blade though with dry blood on it. Tears began to
burn her eyes as she blinked them away she started to walk to her
parents room " Ma! Dad!" She said with fear in her voice when she
got to the door she shakily opened it once she opened it she began to
cry she saw blood on the ground the one wall and on the bed where she
saw her mothers dead body "Dad! Dad Answer me please!" she saw a
note by her mom she started to hear Crookshanks cry down stairs as
she read the note tears began to fall down her face
/Hermione
dear please forgive me and your father for not picking you up well
forgive me more because it is mainly my fault for your father never
could pick you up today I am sorry to tell you this in a letter but
your father passed away a few days well maybe more now because of a
heart attack. I bet you crying dear I am sorry honey but I had to end
the pain it was to much to be all alone our family won't talk to us
because well you know my side has past but your father's side
blames me for his death and they blame you as well. I have caused my
own death because you are gone too much I could not stand to be alone
dear I am sorry Good bye
Your loving mother I am watching over
you/
Hermione was crying she backed up to the wall sliding down it
she cried into her hands. After she got a little calm she stood up
with her eyes closed and got out of the room with out looking at her
mother she closed the door and never opened it again never told the
police because while she was calming down she decided to kill herself
by burning the house down so there was no need she went down stairs
and picked up Crookshanks putting him on the table "Hey little
kitty I am going to leave so I am going to send you to Hagrid he will
take care of you" After that she took the night sending Crookshanks
to Hagrid's and gather up all the letters from her friends and
fining all the matches in the house.
End of Flashback
"After
I had everything ready I tried three times to kill my self each time
I failed so I started cutting. After I tried the last time I almost
succeeded but someone saw the smoke and called 911 so I lived but my
house didn't I am glad of that but since I had no home and they
found out about my cutting and suicide attempts they put me in rehab
till I school started." Hermione Had tears in her eyes she tried to
blink them away as Draco stared at her with concern and fright
#Draco's POV#
'Damn I never knew now I know I won't
make her said but wait she's glad her house is gone is she planning
to kill herself her I mean she got the cutting back but what about
the rest of it' I sighed as I put an arm around her in
sympathy.
#Normal POV#
When Hermione calmed down she got
out of Draco's hug "Thank you Draco. Well I have to go get
Crookshanks I told Hagrid I would even thought I never planed on it I
told him my mom grew an allergy towards cats so I need him to care
for him. Well thank you for cheering, " Hermione got up took a deep
calming breath as she walked out of the common room to go to get her
cat.
#Hermione's POV#
I walked outside to Hagrid's
once I came in view of his hut I saw Crookshanks in the window
napping in the morning air. I walked to the door and Knocked of
course I woke up Crookshanks who jumped inside and went to the door
because I heard him scratch the door and meow I laughed to
myself.
Hagrid opened the door "Hello Hagrid I came to pick up
Crookshanks thank you fro watching him over the summer" "well
'ello 'ermione I have guests sorry. You're welcome anyways he
was a quiet little doll he was." I smiled and picked up Crookshanks
I looked in and saw Harry and Ron giving me the dirtiest looks " It
ok I only had time to pick him up anyway bye Hagrid." I waved to
Hagrid and when he wasn't looking I flipped Harry and Ron off
"Bye
'ermione" I walked back to my common room with Crookshanks Just
seeing those two made me want to kill my self right there and then
but I couldn't I have to wait maybe if I do no one will suspect me
and no one will stop me. Once in I went to my room and put
Crookshanks down.
