Traumatized
Cries of Passion
"Zell, I need to tell you how I feel about you. I have hidden it for so long." Selphie said to Zell as they sat on his bed.
"So tell me."
"Zell Dincht...I love you." Selphie whispered quietly as Zell let out a breath.
"Thank God you said it first. I wanted to tell you for so long but I couldn't." Selphie smiled up at Zell and Zell leaned down to press a kiss against her mouth. He started to pull back when Selphie whispered,
"Don't stop." So Zell didn't. He pressed his mouth more firmly against hers and he ran his hands up and down her back. She arched into him and wrapped her arms around his neck. "Zell..." Zell pulled her on to his lap where he continued to kiss her. He slowly let his hands trail up and down her arms until he wanted more. Zell reached for the straps of her dress and started to pull them down from her shoulders. That's when it all went wrong. Suddenly Zell was pulling on her dress trying to get it off. He leaned close to her and his breath now smelled of beer. "Zell, stop." Selphie cried when Zell morphed into a hooded black thing. It was pulling at her dress, trying to get it off her body and it was breathing on her, the nasty smell of beer filling her senses. Selphie started screaming hoping that someone would come help her.
"Zell, I need to tell you how I feel about you. I have hidden it for so long." Selphie said to Zell as they sat on his bed.
"So tell me."
"Zell Dincht...I love you." Selphie whispered quietly as Zell let out a breath.
"Thank God you said it first. I wanted to tell you for so long but I couldn't." Selphie smiled up at Zell and Zell leaned down to press a kiss against her mouth. He started to pull back when Selphie whispered,
"Don't stop." So Zell didn't. He pressed his mouth more firmly against hers and he ran his hands up and down her back. She arched into him and wrapped her arms around his neck. "Zell..." Zell pulled her on to his lap where he continued to kiss her. He slowly let his hands trail up and down her arms until he wanted more. Zell reached for the straps of her dress and started to pull them down from her shoulders. He got the dress down finally and sat leaned back to stare at her. She was even more beautiful then he imagined and now she was his. Selphie reached up and pulled his head back down to her mouth. Zell quickly shed his own clothes and layed naked with Selphie. He started touching her everywhere and she moaned and sighed each time his hands made contact with her skin.
"Are you ready Selphie?" Zell asked her before doing anything. Selphie nodded and Zell lifted himself up over her. He then entered her, thrusting fast to get the orgasm he so desperately wanted. Selphie started screaming and Zell smiled. Man, I'm good, thought Zell. Suddenly something kicked him in his side. "Owww!" Zell said as he rubbed his side. Zell sat up in his bed and wondered what had just hit him. He looked over at Selphie and realized that the screaming and kicking was coming from her. He bent down and gently shook her shoulders. "Selphie, wake up. It's just a dream." Zell said as he shook her. Selphie's eyes shot open and Zell could see the fear in her eyes. Zell gently stroked her hair as she breathed really fast and deeply. "It's ok Selphie. It was just a dream." Selphie slowly started to breath normally again but the fear was still in her eyes. Suddenly she grabbed Zell's shirt in her fists and thrust her face into his chest and started sobbing. Zell wrapped his arms around her and kept telling her that everything would be all right. Selphie finally pulled away from him and looked up into his eyes.
Seifer walked down the hallway towards Quistis's room very slowly. If he walked too fast the room would start to spin. He had left the hotel and taken a cab home and he currently had the biggest hang over ever. He decided that he would send someone to go get his car later. He knocked on Quistis's door and then cringed because the sound of his own knocking was make his head pound harder. Quistis opened the door and looked at him angrily. She was going to demand where he had gone but he looked so bad that she changed her mind. She moved out of the way for him to come inside. Seifer stumbled until he finally got to her couch. He sat down and looked at her with his bloodshot eyes. "Hangover?" Quistis asked.
"Ya." Seifer whispered as he held his head. Quistis went into her bathroom and came out with two pills. She handed them to him with a glass of water.
"It will help." She said as she went to the kitchen to wet a cloth. She then sat down beside him on the couch and told him to lay down. Seifer just looked at her like he didn't understand. "Like this." She whispered as she gently guided him down until he laid with his head on her lap. She then took the cool cloth and put it across his forehead. "You went out drinking really early, didn't you?" Seifer nodded and then groaned at the pain he caused himself. Quistis shook her head. She took the cloth off his forehead and gently wiped his face. "I was worried about you." Quistis stated. Seifer tried to look at her but he couldn't. "I told you that I care. You just never believed me." Quistis reached down to pat his shoulder and he lifted his hand to grab hers.
"I did believe you." Seifer whispered very quietly. "I just wanted more then the emotional caring." Quistis put the cloth back on his forehead and looked at him. She wasn't sure if now was the right time to tell him the truth. If he got mad, it would hurt his head a lot.
"We need to talk." Quistis said to him.
"What about?" Seifer asked.
"I'll tell you when you're more fit to listen. In the mean time, go lay down in my bed. I'll make you soup and coffee." Quistis helped Seifer get up from his laying position and then she let him lean on her as she walked him to her room. She gently helped him to get under the sheets and then she leaned down and kissed his forehead like he was a little boy.
"Thanks." Seifer said softly.
"Your welcome." Quistis answered. She then walked out into the kitchen where she put soup and coffee on. Quistis tried to mentally prepare herself for when she would tell Seifer. She had a feeling that when she did, well there was going to be an explosion.