Hello, so this is Chapter 9: Ponderings to the song It Feels So Good by Sonique. The story is almost over! Yay! . Anyway, I hope you guys enjoy this chapter!

Disclaimer: I do not own It Feels So Good by Sonique nor do I own YYH or anything related to the show, and if I did….it's clearly shown that I really shouldn't own it.

'thinking'

(Song)

Yusuke Urameshi ran. He needed to see him. He needed to see if Botan's words were true. He just needed to see that his best friend and secret love was just alright.

He didn't care how late in the morning it was. He didn't care if he had looked like an idiot as he flew past Botan, almost knocking her to the ground. All he cared to see was his smiling face. That smile which could calm the stormy oceans with in the depths of his soul. That smile which could pick him up whenever he felt sad.

(I'm feeling down
You always make me smile
when I'm feeling down)

Yusuke needed feel that vibe his best friend gave off whenever he was around him. That glow of hope and of light that would seem to connect to his soul and make him have a feeling of completion.

(You give me such a vibe,
I is totally bonafide, mmm)

Yusuke needed to hear his best friend's foot steps as he would come up to him or try to scare him. He had to hear his voice; full of laughter and pride.

(It's not the way you walk,
and it ain't the way you talk)

Yusuke wanted to just be with him. He always felt like this, even when they had worked together for the underworld; all Yusuke wanted was to be with Kuwabara. Yusuke would have been satisfied with just him as a team mate if he could.

(It ain't the job you got,
that keeps me satisfied)

Yusuke had already gone to Kuwabara's home and found that Botan was right about Kuwabara not being there, however, he wasn't going to give up. He was going to find the one that had so often caused his heart to flutter when around him. The one who had made him feel like a bird, flying in the sky. Kuwabara was like Red Bull ((disclaimer on this )). One sip of his character and charm and you felt like flying.

(Your love it feels so good,
and that what takes me high)

Kuwabara was his life force, the one who had kept Yusuke alive in the makai those three years. He was the reason Yusuke stayed alive in missions. Kuwabara was always there for him, always saving his ass whenever it needed to be saved.

(Higher than I've been before and your love,
it keeps me alive)

Kuwabara had been his true reason for coming back to the human world. He came back, wanting to tell him his feelings. However, fear of how Kuwabara would react had held him back from letting the one he loved know his true feelings. Feelings that person needed to know about.

(Thought I should let you know,
that your touch it means so much)

Yusuke kept running; images of Kuwabara flashing across his mind's eye, like a movie. Kuwabara fighting; Kuwabara playing with Eikachi; Kuwabara and Yusuke goofing off; all of the memories of Kuwabara came back all at once.

(When I'm alone at night,
it's you I'm always thinkin' of)

Yusuke tripped and fell flat on his face. He slowly got up onto his knees and panted heavily.

(Ooh ooh baby)

Yusuke looked around at his surrounds and found it to be in ruins. He stared at the broken ground and at what looked like a battle scene. His heart beat faster and faster, like it knew something that he didn't seem to know.

Yusuke clenched his heart and closed his eyes. Kuwabara's face appeared, with his famous cocky grin.

"Make sure ya don't mess up that jacket! It's a present from my mom!"

(Oh won't you understand how I feel yeah deep inside
Uh huh, you made feel all I need to feel)

Yusuke's eyes open. He looked over to a tree that was cracked and looked like something slammed into it hard. Yusuke stood up and walked over to it. He bends down and picked up a beat up leather jacket and held it to him.

Kurama and Hiei appeared behind him and before either demons could ask or say anything, Yusuke turned around, clenching that jacket to his chest. His eyes shone with fire.

"I know where he is."

Both demons looked at each other and then back at him.

"How?" asks Kurama.

"Because…" Yusuke holds the jacket closer. "My heart told me."

Yusuke walks off towards Kuwabara's house; however he walks close to the opposite side of the street.

(Yes in my heart)

I know that was a very very VERY short chapter, but the next one is a long one, and I guess it's actually the last chapter, but not really. I have two more chapters left before this story is over and such. I hope you guys liked this one.

The next chapter:

Chapter 10: Hero

Song: Hero

By: Mariah Carey

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