I often wonder what would have happened had I left Wolfram And Hart – instead of staying and taking that job. Maybe I would have become part of Angels little entourage; but I doubt it.
Angel doesn't like me, and I, Lindsey will never like him. It's just one of those undeniable facts of the universe.
I might have been a good-guy though – possibly working with Angel's group when it was necessary. Can you imagine? Me a good guy, saving the day and fighting off evil. I could have had that; I almost wish I had chosen that. But I didn't and I can't change my choice now.
You see I'm too far in now – too wrapped up in Wolfram and Hart's twisted plans. I'm another pawn in a giant game of chess between God and Satan – I guess I'm on the devils side now.
Did I even have a choice? Does anyone have a choice? Or is this all preordained by some higher power?
I guess I'm never going to know – hell no one's ever going to know except maybe that higher power?
But did you ever think that maybe god put us down here, because he was afraid of us? I know that I'm afraid of us – but if I was god, I think I'd be even more afraid.
By, TarawenA/N: I know - it's short, but the idea just sprang into my head and wouldn't leave until I typed it up. Please R&R.