Author's Note: Hello Everyone! Remember me? Yeah...It's the half wit that doesn't update 4 her fans! God you all must hate me with good reason! But I have a very legitimate excuse for my despicably long wait! Since May 17 2005 I locked myself in my room & I studied long and hard for my up coming exams that took place on June 21 & 22! Since I skipped the eleventh grade partially I had advanced English 11 to study for, Advanced Chemistry 11, however since I am still in grade 10 I had a math exam to study for as well, and I also had finial projects to do. During my study period I wasn't eating right, and I was not sleeping well either. By the time my exams were over I was exhausted, due to the fact that I had 2 exams scheduled for the same day. They were Chemistry, and Math. Another reason why it took so long to get this chapter up was that I had the worst case of writers block (AAAGGGG XO) It wasn't until I was listening to Ashanti's Rain On Me song that ideas suddenly came back to me full force. Well you guys stuck around with me this far! Please don't give up on me, and from the bottom of my heart I am so sorry for making you guys wait so long, I swear I'm not abandoning this fic! This is going to be the greatest come back ever! You guys are in for a real treat this Chapter! -! ENJOY Please review! Oh By the was I would like to give a special thanks to my sister for the inspiration chapter 9 and she was part of the reason for some many reviews even though they were her ideas, but the rest of the story is mine don't get me wrong ! THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR HELPING ME! J
Chapter 10: Some Secrets should be told
Yami's POV
I'm not sure how long I was sitting by myself but the sunrise was so beautiful that I felt so at peace, and it looked so much more beautiful behind the autumn trees. I took out the digital camera the repo people didn't take back. I made sure I had the zoom perfect with focus clear as the blue sky, and snapped the shot with the bouquet of flowers still clutched in my hand. I sat back down on the park bench and tried not to be so nervous. "Come on try to be cool! Relax Yami! Its just coffee you're inviting him to" I thought to myself. Suddenly I heard a dead leaf crunching under somebody's feet. I turned around to see Kaiba looking at me.
"Hello Yami, long time no see" sneered Kaiba from behind me. "I see you're still playing with your camera as usual, hmmm and here I thought you finally grew out of that nasty habit." Kaiba said menacingly. Since before I can remember I've always loved anything to do with images, cameras, and anything that requires you to use your imagination in an abstract way. "What do you want Kaiba? Huh? Did you come to gloat? To see me cry and beg for you take me back?" I snapped. I was mad, and I was worried that Yugi might catch me with him. "Hmmm does Yami still want to be an artist? Awww isn't that sweet" He said condescendingly ignoring my questions. I could tell he wasn't going to answer my questions, and that he wasn't going to leave anytime soon till he got what he wanted from me.
"What's that?" I asked as he pulled out some paper from his pocket and pen. "This is a prenuptial agreement" he said as he sat down beside me waiting for me to sign it. I picked up the pen and as I began to sign he asked "Hmm Yami you're being unusually reasonable, why?" "I don't need you're money so why shouldn't I sign the damn thing" I snapped. I finished signing the highlighted passages, and dotted lines. He picked up the papers and pen after I was done and said "I gave everything back Yami, you have you're home" "I never had one to begin with" I said as he walked off into the distance.
Yugi's POV
After I finished eating the wonderful tasting breakfast I headed off to see Yami. I admit I was nervous considering the fight that happened last night but tried to stay as cool and calm on the out side as possible. With my notes and lesson plan for the day in my bag that Yami had put together I was ready to face the world. I was still hurt by what Yami said, but none the lesson I wanted to hear the reason why he would spontaneously blow up like that. For some reason it didn't fit his personality trait but it did seem like it happened a lot. I frowned at the thought, but I wanted to know what could make Yami go off like he did. As I neared the park I checked my watch. It read 6:30 am. Normally I would be sleeping right now but I hadn't even slept last night from that fight. I had cried myself from the words he had said.
I entered the park to see Yami sitting on the park bench looking off into the distance. The orange glow of the sunrise cascaded off his hansom face to give him an unearthly glow. I'm not sure how long I was staring but I didn't care, but I knew I had get myself together or I wouldn't have the nerve. He sat on the bench with something clutched in his hand. He looked as well dressed as always, but today he seemed a little less high maintenance and more casual. He had a white tight muscle shirt that showed his hard chest underneath the black leather jacket that went past his butt just a little. He was wearing some nice black pants that were leather clad but they were denim and absolutely showed off his beautiful butt. He had some nice black men's dress shoes that looked like they were custom designed. His hair was tied back to give him that real polished looked.
I walked over to him and he scooted over to make me some room on the long bench. He looked at me for a while before he said hi shyly and blushed, (A/N: O God can you imagine that? passes out because of over active imagination XO). He handed me the bouquet of flowers that was clutched in his hand, and asked "Do you want to get a coffee with me?" he looked so hopeful that I couldn't refuse. We made our way to the little coffee shop around the corner. We sat down and he took off his coat he earned quite a few lecherous looks from the early birds in the shop, whether they were male or female.
Once settled I got to the point, and asked "Why? Why would do that to me?" "Please Yugi let me have a chance to tell my story behind why I'm like this, why I'm me" I not sure wasn't sure weather to believe him or not but the look in his eye was more than enough. "Fine go ahead Yami explain" I said gently. He nodded and said. "Well this all started when I was twelve, or thirteen I'm not sure but I know that was a preteen. I use to live in this town, before I moved away. I never had a functional home like most kids with to parents that love you. I had two parents who hated me with every fiber in their being. My mom was a has been model who got fired after being drunk during one of the fashion shows and spat at one of the celebrities. Since then all she did was prostitute herself for enough money to buy some beer and cigarettes. My father is an angry drunk who enjoys coming to my school to stare at the kids on the playground. For as long as I can remember my room has been my sanctuary. But all that changed when I turned 6, it was my birthday and I asked for an art kit with an isle, camera, and all sorts of things to complete the set.
My parents came into my room my mom was done being with anything with legs and sat beside me and asked what I wanted for my birthday and told them an art set. My mom pulled it out and I was as happy as I could be but then she said, 'You can have it Yami on one condition' she purred drunkly. She begun to unbutton her blouse and pushed her self on top of me. All I know is my mind put up its coping mechanism, I can't even remember how they went about raping all I know is that they did.
Since then I just played with the art kit they gave. I painted simple things to start off, and soon by the age of eight I could draw the finest portraits in all of Domino city, but the people started to become blurs, and I knew no one I could trust. Actually I can't remember any thing from second grade to the seventh. However I can remember the eighth I won not only the highest academic excellence award but the visual arts award. After that I went high school for half a year till the principal called me to his office he told me I was a prodigy that the Julliard's called him for the winter scholarships and that they want a student that is very intelligent as well as a prodigy artist so that's graduating, and he said he was about to say he didn't have any prodigy students because most of his students are probably on dope, but he did have a very intelligent freshman. I remember what he said exactly what he said, "Yami I recommended you because you are an honor role student who excels at everything he does. I know you're only a freshman but I know you can do this. Here are the necessary forms now go fill them out buy tomorrow. One more thing, keep a 90 average in everything but in visual arts nothing less than a 95 alright? Good luck Yami." He said and those were the nicest words that ever came out of anyone's mouth.
The next day I came back with the forms all signed, and I forged my parents signature to get in, and I loved the Julliard's it was so fantastic, the school board paid for everything I would need to get me there. The work was challenging and it helped me sleep at night. I still had no friends but that didn't matter one bit to me, because I was free from my parents. All that changed when the memories came back full force. I began looking for drugs to suppress them to get through school and they ran out. Than I realized that life wasn't worth it, and that other people didn't deserve happiness just like me. That's why I became a home wrecker, and I started with the perverted dean. He didn't seem to mind having a little fun, but I protected myself so that I can stay in school so I got some evidence that he was sexually harassing me. Then I went in for the kill easily, and his wife caught us and I walked with a smirk on my face. That's how it went till I started going after the ultimate prey. Unfortunately I was in over my head, Kaiba was not a man to mess with and then walk.
I saw Kaiba flaunting his husband all over the TV and it pissed me off. I needed to ruin one more life before I felt satisfied, and Kaiba seemed perfect. It was easy to get hired at his company, because his business were pervs all it took was a couple of blowjobs and I was in. However it was even easier getting into his bed, because he was very sexually attracted to me despite his happy little marriage. But as soon as I slept with him my fate was sealed. His husband walked in us going at it and than he waited for Kaiba to get home and made him sign every divorce paper and walked, I mean he didn't even stay for the money he said he was a cold hearted dragon and that he didn't deserve love, and he wished him to be happy with his whore. Kaiba back pissed as ever, and he wanted to know everything about me and he was a coming with a vengeance. He found out everything about me and even used it against me he found out that I forged my way in school and had me kicked out, I was doing so well that I could graduated in a year, and applied for Harvard like I wanted, but he stole my dream. However I'm not one to fuck over and walk away, I taped us going at it and I promised him that I would tell everyone what happened, and that would have pushed him into bankruptcy. Unfortunately he proposed to me, and on top that he guilt tripped me into not exposing him by using his little brother. I have wanted out of this relationship since he proposed, and I have never been happy in that marriage at all.
I knew I was stuck so I tried to make it work but it was too much for me, the constant publicity and tabloids got to me and I freak out sometimes when someone gets to close to me. I hated my life and I wanted some alone time with no interaction with anyone. When Kaiba were living together I did anything to get him to give me my divorce, like making out with the family doctor, breaking his stuff, embarrassing him in public, and the list goes on. The one thing I hadn't expected while I was here was to meet you Yugi. God you challenged everything I did and you made me think and second guess myself twenty four seven but I like it and I liked being around you despite my front and that scared me most of all and unfortunately I still can't be around someone without my mask, and I had my usual freak out and I'm usually grateful for them because it helps me let off some steam. This time though I wished with all my heart I hadn't because I lost the one person who really cared about me. Yugi I don't want to lose you please say you forgive me." Yami said as he finished his story and begged me. There was no way I could say no and he smile when I said I did, after words his usual lusty demeanor came back, and he asked "How would you like to go to dinner with me tonight at that new restaurant Yugi my dear? Say around eight o'clock?" he purred, and all I could do was laugh and say yes. So till the time I had to leave we sat there laughing and talking and I couldn't wait for my date with Yami tonight.
-------------------------Meanwhile after a long lusty night-----------------------------
Seto's POV
I sat at the edge of my little puppy's bed admiring how beautiful he looked with his golden hair tousled on the pillow still messed up from his last orgasm. I knew I was falling for him but I was still scared about the last time I was in love, and I couldn't do that to him I couldn't take him leaving me. He began to stir and he smile when he saw what he woke up to, and I kissed him and asked "How would you like to go to dinner with me there's a new restaurant and I would love to take you puppy? Say around eight o'clock" Kaiba purred. Jou smiled and said yes.
A/N:
wipes sweat off face Well here is another chapter! I hope you
enjoyed it, please review, and I'm sorry about the wait please
forgive me! Well bye for now! I promise to update faster ok?
Bye! J
