Chapter 11

The next day when Manny woke up Trish was not at home. Manny had a very groggy feeling from all the pills she had taken the night before. It was not an unfamiliar feeling for her or Craig. "Good morning." Manny said while still lying on Craig's chest.

"Craig, stop pretending that you are still sleeping." She laughed.

"Crrraig."

She thought he was being silly. "Craig, c'mon. Stop playin." Her laughter quickly left her.

"Oh My God. Craig."

"Oh My God. What?" Craig let out with a yawn and a smile. "You are such a girl."

"Crrraig, I thought something was wrong." Manny said sadly as she lay back on top of him.

Craig flipped her over so that he was on top. "Were you scared?" He said in baby talk. Manny simply nodded. "I'm sowwy" He continued. They kissed for a little while.

"Do you want to go for breakfast or something?" Manny asked trying to sit up.

"I'll make you breakfast."

"You're so in love with cooking breakfast."

Craig jumped off of her and went into the kitchen to whip something up. Manny followed.

"When do you want to do that shit?" He asked while looking in the fridge.

"Oh yea I forgot all about that. We can do it soon"

"What are you going to do?"

"I don't know yet. I'm all about that heroin though. I think that's the winner. What are you going to do.?"

"Probably crystal." Craig answered.

"Harsh."

"Oh and heroin is Tylenol."

"Heroin is chic."

"Oh well yes you're right about that."

After eating pancakes the two of them decided that they wanted to do their drugs. Manny was a little nervous and Craig couldn't be more ready.

IN THE LIVING ROOM SITTING AT THE COFFEE TABLE

"Are you going to shoot it or snort it?" Craig asked Manny.

"Snort it of course. I hate needles. How are you going to do crystal?"

"I think you can only snort it…Are you ready?"

"I guess."

"Let's do it."

After kissing the two of them began snorting their lines.

"SHIT"

"FUCK"

The crystal and heroin burned a lot more than coke and everything else they have done when they snorted it.

"I thought my nose was going to fall off." Manny said rubbing her nose.

"I know that was like snorting fire." Craig said doing the same thing.

Craig's high seemed instant, while Manny's took a few minutes. After about 15 minutes they both were really high. They were experiencing to completely different highs. Manny was very mellow and felt great all over. It was like that morning stretch you do when you first wake up except it was intensified and lasted a lot longer. She also felt very truthful. Craig was very anxious and excited over absolutely nothing. He felt energetic.

"How do you feel?" He asked.

"I feel great." She said as she lay out on the floor.

"Manny this is so great. I want to be able to this everyday. I bet I could get a lot of stuff done. I could get everything done. Is there anything you want to do? I'll do it. I have a lot of writing to do…."

Craig went on and on and on. He was talking to Manny but she wasn't even listening. She was still lying on the floor on her back. All she could hear was this annoying sound that wouldn't stop. It seemed like he was going on for hours.

"Craig shut up." She said softly. He didn't hear her and kept on talking.

"Things are so great. You're so great. I love you so much." Craig said.

All of Craig's talking wasn't registering but when he said "I love you" she heard it nice and clear. She didn't get happy like she usually does when she hears that though. Instead she got kind of annoyed and thought it was all bullshit. "You don't love me." She said with a sarcastic laugh. She said it loud of enough for Craig to hear this time.

"What?" Craig asked kind of confused.

Manny sat up and said "You heard me."

"Manny what are you talking about? You know I love you."

"Bullshit."

"What the fuck Manny. What the fuck is wrong with you." Craig started getting very angry.

"You, are what's wrong with me. You are so full of shit."

They both were silent. Manny was so calm while Craig was getting madder and madder by the second. He started pacing around the living room floor. They were both reallyyyyy high at this point. Craig started crying acid tears. He was getting so emotional and so angry. He couldn't believe what he was hearing

"Manny how could you say that? How the fuck could you say that shit to me? After all we have been through?" he yelled. "Huh."

He was right in her face. She put her hand up to block him from getting so close but he slapped it away. "Get the fuck away from me." She said. Craig got really mad and yanked her up by her wrist. "I'll show you how much I fucking love you ungratefull bitch."

He dragged her into the kitchen. Manny wasn't scared or anything she just didn't know what was happening. With one swoop he through everything off the counter and through Manny against it. He proceeded to lower her pants. He still was very hurt by her comments and seemed to be super strong. It was from the crystal. Manny still didn't know what he was doing. She tried to turn around but he pushed her back down. While holding her with one hand he unzipped his pants with the other. She kind of knew what was going to happen then. Craig then with all his might shoved his dick in her ass. It was the worst pain ever. She let out a like moan/sceam/whimper kinda sound. When Craig heard her do that it just made him want to do it more. It wasn't about the sex at all he was just so mad. He just wanted her to feel the pain that he felt when she said the things that she said to him so he did each thrust a little harder each time. "That's love Manny. I fuckin care about you so much. You don't even know." After he said that Manny started crying really hard and louder. Manny didn't know what to think. I mean he was telling her that he loved her but she was feeling pain from him at the same time. Although it was the worse feeling she had ever felt in her life she didn't think that she should try to stop him. She started to think that she needed it. Deserved it some how. So she just took it. Craig started crying towards the end. The sound of her crying made him start to feel bad so he stopped. He pulled out and backed up towards the chair to have a seat. Manny just slid down against the counter and sat on the floor. They both sat for a few minutes not saying anything. She looked at him and stared crying a little more. She was so confused about what happened. She felt so many different emotions. Craig looked away then looked back at her. He also was very confused. He didn't know if she was like mad or what. He attempted to say something but nothing came out. She pulled her pants up and slowly got up. Not because she was high or whatever but because her ass hurt obviously. Craig watched her walk out towards the door and then he saw the door shut. He just sat on the chair with his pants still unzipped and unbuttoned. He hit the table and started crying again.

A/N: I just wanna make it clear that Craig did not rape Manny and Manny does not feel that he did. They just had a sexual experience filled with a lot of emotion. And I know anal sex is gross to some but it can be very intense when the couple is really into each other and love each other. Especially during an argument. And i know that their behavior especially Craigs was extreme but i just wanted to stress the fact that drugs can really turn you into a diff. person and effect ur thinking.