When Rogue awoke a day of her birthday she was not all too shocked to find Remy sleeping with his head at the end of her bed. What did shock her slightly however was Logan sitting in the chair next to her.

"Good ta see ya awake stripes" he said with a warm sweet smile though Rogue could see that it was simply a mask and that he was in truth worried to no end and overwhelmingly sad.

"Ah take it ya haven't slept in days?" she asked standing from the bed weakly, her fever still slightly there for she wanted to leave that room quickly

"Calm down kid just relax" he told her quickly standing as well because Rogue looked as if she was about to once more fall over. She sighed with annoyance but never the less sat back down at the edge of the bed.

Logan watched as Rouge's eyes wandered around the room he knew for a fact that she didn't want to be there, wished that she hadn't awaked that day. "Stripes?" he asked and stood next to her though Rogue didn't look him in the eyes. Even so Logan continued "Something tells me that ya know by know that ta days yer birthday"

Rogue smirked "No shit Sherlock"

Logan sighed he thought that this wouldn't be that good of a topic so he said as to back away from that remark "We found a dart in the bushes a little after ya passed out though----"

"Logan?" Rogue interrupted him and now finally looked him up into the eyes

"huh?" he asked though saw perfectly well in her emerald eyes just what she was about to ask "Kid yer still weak as shit though" Logan sat down next to Rogue on the med bed and turned so that he was facing her

"Ah don' care please ah jus" she paused and starred off into the corner of the room "you and ma, we're a lot a like Logan ya know that right" he nodded his head knowing just what she was heading towards "To the people that ya hurt in the past" Rogue glanced up at him slightly trying hard to hide the fact that she was on the verge of tears her white stripped hair covering her eyes mostly "Ya'd do any thang ta say 'ahm sorry' please Logan!" Logan sighed it was the part of Rogue's past that she had told him never to tell, the part that she had said was to immense to bare alone for any longer.

"I gotta go with ya stripes" he told her thinking back to the fact that still someone was trying to kill her

"No"

"Why not?"

"Because" she paused and looked into Logan's eyes as tears streamed down from her's "Its some thang that ah gotta do alone."

He sighed "Stripes…Rogue"

"Please" she said her voice barley above that of a whisper

"Alright if your not back soon I'm coming after ya got that" Logan felt a set of arms wrap around his waist tightly. Rogue stood from the bed and slowly, wobbling slightly walked out of the med lab room.

One year ago When Logan had first found Rogue

They had been sitting in Logan's car for what seemed like years not and neither of them had spoken a word to one another. Rogue didn't really mind the silence she was mentally still wondering where she was going to head after this car ride all that she knew at that point was that she was going to get far away from there.

"So" Logan started thinking the silence though alright also quite annoying "Ya must be like what 16?" he asked trying to make small talk though now starting to wonder if that was equally annoying as the silence

"17 really" she said her eyes starting to slightly fill up with tears though she hid this fact with her hair in her face

Logan however could smell the salty water flowing down her cheers now "Listen kid what's the matter with ya sick or something"

Rogue laughed slightly at the and starred out the window "Yeah….sick of this life"

"What ya mean by that" He laughed as well "Oh don't tell me 'your lives full of pain and hurt so ya just want to end it all right here and now?"

Rogue looked over at him now not carrying any longer if he saw her tears her anger taking over her "yeah so what ya got no rahght ya don' know ma life!" she yelled somewhat

Logan nodded "Yeah I don't but something tells me that your life aint that bad"

Rogue huffed at this "What and you've had it bad?" she asked now annoyed as well

"Yeah ah have probally a lot worse than you have"

It was then that the two looked each other in the eyes "Try me" Rogue said and then began to tell the tale of how just a few days ago her mutant powers had killer her whole family in one shot.

Review sorry schools evil and wow its been a long time!