Hey guys, sorry I HATE math, otherwise I totally would have updated.

Reviewers:

Phishy2: Did it make you cry? Are you sure you're gonna be alright?

Blaze83: You know what? I hated Terra too and I still do...but I thought I'd type this up cause I was bored.

Disclaimer: I totally wish I totally owned Terra (not really) But I totally don't. Isn't that totally sad?


You would guess that no one would be all right after that.

You are correct.

So my brother, my light of my life was dead and thanks to powers out of my control, my parents had also kicked the bucket.

You would probably guess no one would be all right after that.

You would probably be right.

So I was placed into care. And I hated every minute of it.

FLASHBACK

"Oh, look, it's Terra," Emma said as she passed by me. I stopped staring at the grass and looked up at the meanest kid in the whole foster area.

"Go away," I said bored. "I'm trying to figure out which blade of grass is growing the fastest." She looked insulted.

"You're a brat. A snobby brat," she said.

"Rubber glue, back to you," I muttered under my breath.

"Excuse me?" she asked demonstrating what she was probably going to do to me in a few seconds by punching one hand curled into the other.

"Excuse me?" she repeated. I knew I had a right to remain silent. So I did.

"You're such a brat," she said. I stayed silent. "What ever happened to your dumb parents?" Silence. "Did you run away because they wouldn't buy you the doll you wanted?"

"I don't play with dolls," I said, clenching my hands into fists.

"And," she continued, obviously having fun, "Did you have any other siblings? Did they take your dolly from you?"

"James would never do that," I said quietly, counting to ten in my head and taking deep breaths.

"Was he as stupid as you? Probably was-" Emma never finished her sentence. I jumped on top of her.

"Take that back!" I screeched, hitting any skin that was exposed on her.

"No! Do you get your ugliness from him?" she continued. I kept hitting her. Our social worker came and saw me beating up Emma. Who do you think got in trouble?

As I was dragged away, kicking and screaming, I shouted back at Emma, "My brother's dead! He's dead! He's dead! He's dead…"

END FLASHBACK

Being a runaway is much better. Sure, it's cold and you don't usually get enough to eat but it's better than being back with people who don't understand you.

And prank you.

And tease you.

And call you names. But I didn't cry. I don't ever cry anymore. I don't remember how. I lost all my tears the day my brother died.

James. I miss you so much. Come back.

Then one day, six years later, I was running from a spider. A huge spider. I hate spiders.

I hate spiders.

I was running. Really fast. I remember feeling my heart beat very fast. I was at a dead end. As it advanced, I remember seeing a bridge above his head. Concentrating, I felt the power starting to stir within me. I collapsed the bridge on his head. I looked up and saw five figures staring at me, wide-mouthed in amazement. The titans.

We had good times…and you know the rest. I don't want to go through it. You know it. Romance with Beast Boy, working with Slade, turning to stone. I cried once.

I will never forget that day I was turned back.

FLASHBACK

I fell to the ground and on the floor, looked up at my friends.

"Thank you guys!" I said happily. I looked at them. They seemed to be looking anywhere but my face. "What is it?"

"You can't-you can't- you can't-" Cyborg slapped Robin hard on the back "-be a titan anymore."

"Why not?" I asked, tears brimming in my eyes.

"We have the distinct feeling that we cannot trust you, friend…" Starfire trailed off. I looked at Beast Boy. He would stick beside me. He was doing bunny ears on Robin. Raven laughed. He smiled went over and kissed her.

On the lips.

In front of everyone.

Passionately.

I ran.

END FLASHBACK

He broke my heart. I vowed I would never love another.

Ever again.


Mwahahahaha! I love making Terra's life a living hell! It's fun!

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