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You Brought Me Back
By: Witch Hunter Sakura
Chapter 9: The World is Cruel
- - (Syaoran's POV)
Stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid............
I repeated this so many times in my head. I can't believe I kissed my client! I looked up towards the stars and sighed...
Well, there was one good thing that came out of it. I didn't regret it. Even though I'm engaged with Ladriel, I feel more connected with Sakura. I mean, Sakura's got that high spirit, her personality is so intriguing, and her smile...oh gosh, can't forget that one...
I hate her smile...cause the first time I saw it...I was trapped. It was that beautiful smile that kept in her innermost secrets and past.
She was a huge puzzle that I intended on solving.
I touched my lips where I had felt her warm lips on mine. Her kiss was so gentle as if she didn't want to hurt me. And I had been gentle too as if I didn't want to hurt her.
She had run away crying when I had kissed her though...so my attempts at not hurting her were thrown away. I had hurt her and I didn't know how. But it hurt me so bad just to see her face in pain; her crystal tears shattering on the ground as she ran from me.
That hurt so badly...
- - (Sakura's POV)
I had stopped crying when Tomoyo entered my part of the room. "Sakura? What's wrong?" I opened my mouth to answer...forgot. I grabbed a pad of paper and jotted down what happened, and she read over it quickly. "I knew he was up to no good. I should've never let him go with you." I supposed she was talking about Ladriel's brother. "But..." Uh-oh, here it is... "KAWAII!! You kissed SYAORAN! OMG, I HAVE to tell Eriol!" I ran to her, grabbing her shoulders, and pleading to her mentally to NOT tell Eriol. "Oh, Sakura! He likes YOU! Can't you get that? Eriol's his cousin and he's been watching Syaoran and his actions...Eriol tells me everything! Just let Syaoran get it out first. He likes YOU." She turned around sadly and walked out of the room, leaving me standing there shocked.
He can't like me...he has Ladriel. He has to like Ladriel.
And with that thought, I climbed into the uncomfortable bed and fell into a dreamless sleep.
- - (Syaoran's POV)
When I finally climbed down from the tree, I was obviously aware of the fact that it WAS way past my bedtime. The moon was high in the sky and the stars were brightly shining. Yep, way past.
I walked quietly into the room, making sure not to wake Sakura.
Sakura...
I had intended to climb into my warm bed, but my feet weren't moving in the direction I wanted. Instead, they were head towards Sakura's part of the room. I tried stopping but my heart wouldn't take it.
I gave up and sat beside Sakura's bed, watching her sleep.
She looked so peaceful...like an angel. She turned fully and was now facing me. I reached my hand up slowly and brushed stray hairs from her face, and as I did this, a small smile spread across her face.
"Oh, Sakura," I started. I actually didn't know why I was doing this. I mean, wouldn't it be better if I told her when she was awake? "Sakura, when I first saw you, I thought I was the luckiest man on earth. Why? Because I was treating a very beautiful woman. But now, I'm glad I'm treating you, but it's not for that reason. I've found so many things out about you...and your past intrigues me. You're a puzzle waiting to be solved. And I intend on solving you.
"These pasts few weeks have made my thoughts of you change. I used to think you were a crybaby, a prissy, just basically someone I didn't like. But, I see now that I was wrong. You're an angel and I'm glad I met you. Just anything about you makes me feel so warm. I feel so content with you...and, Sakura," I paused, stroking my hand across her cheek. "I think I may love you." I leaned over and placed another small kiss on her lips and got up. Taking one last look at her, I said, "Sweet dreams, my cherry blossom," and left into my part of the room.
- - (Sakura's POV)
I opened my eyes when I heard Syaoran finally get in bed.
Does he actually LIKE me? I placed my fingers to my lips and felt the warmness left on them from him.
I can't believe it...literally, I can't believe it. Why would he like me when he has Ladriel?
"Oh, Syaoran," I found myself whispering, and as I said this, I had the faint taste of blood in my mouth. I got up quickly and ran into the bathroom right down the hall.
I stood in front of the mirror, barely any blood coming from my mouth. Did this mean...I have my voice back?
"It has to be..." I said again. The faint blood taste entered my mouth again, but no blood came from my mouth. It HAS to be...
- - Early Morning (Sakura's POV)
I haven't slept a wink since I came back from the bathroom. I was somewhat scared. Was I just simply cured? So what was causing it?
I walked out of the room, after glancing at the peaceful sleeping Syaoran.
I sighed, once I reached the garden. Everything was just happening so fast. Syaoran liking me, my voice just suddenly coming back...
Well, it doesn't matter...I haven't had my voice in so long...I want to use it as much as I can!
I ran into the cherry grove and began to sing.
I'm not afraid of anything. My voice was a little harsh sounding, but I continued on.
I just need to know that I can breathe
I don't need much of anything
But suddenly...
- - (Syaoran's POV)
I heard Sakura leave the room. Something was different with her...she seemed happier.
I got up from my bed and got dressed quickly, following her into the gardens, then into the cherry grove.
She had started to sing...WHAT??? My mind screamed. BUT SHE CAN'T TALK!!!
I am small and the world is big. Her voice was so soft. I was surprised it was hoarse sounding considering she hadn't used it in years.
All around me is fast moving
Surrounded by so many things
But suddenly, suddenly. She sounds so sad...
She walked farther into the cheery orchard, admiring the trees and still singing.
How does it feel...to be
Different from me
Are we the same...
How does it feel...to be
Different from me
Are we the same
How does it feel... I really can't take my eyes off of her...she sounds so sad. I just wish I could comfort her somehow...
I am young and I am free
But I get tired and I get weak
I get lost and I can't sleep
But suddenly, suddenly. Was she talking about her past?
How does it feel...to be
Different from me
Are we the same
How does it feel...to be
Different from me
Are we the same
How does it feel
Would you comfort me? If I could...I would.
Would you cry with me? I don't cry much...but for your sake, I could.
Ah ah ah...ah ah...ah ah...ah ah
Ah ah ah...ah ah...ah ah...ah ah
How does it feel...to be
Different from me
Are we the same
How does it feel...to be
Different from me
Are we the same
How does it feel...
How does it feel...to be
Different from me
Are we the same
How does it feel...to be
Different from me
Are we the same
How does it feel...
Ah ah ah...ah ah...ah ah
Ah ah ah...ah ah...ah ah
How does it feel
How does it feel
You're different from me...different
How does it feel
How does it feel
You're different from me...different...The song ended and she continued farther into the forest of cherry trees. It was different...it was like she knew I was here, yet she didn't want to see me. Or she wanted me to hear her singing, but not see her... I don't know...but it was confusing to me. She was singing about something she didn't want others to be burdened with...but HOW WAS SHE SINGING IN THE FIRST PLACE? My mind screamed within me. It was a good question...
She stopped under a blooming cherry blossom and stared up, then she started singing once more...only it was a different song.
Na na...na na na na na na...
I miss you
I miss you so bad
I don't forget you
Oh it's so sad... She had to be talking about her family or someone in it. When Eriol and Tomoyo told me of what the found in Sakura's house, it scared me a little and I didn't believe it TOO much...but something did happen to them, my brain told me that day.
I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly
The day you slipped away
Was the day I found
It won't be the same
Oh...
Na na...na na na na na
I didn't get around to kiss you
Goodbye on the hand
I wish that I would see you again
I know that I can't
I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly... I truly wish I could just run to you and hold you. I want to put all your pain away. I don't want to see you hurt...
The day you slipped away
Was the day I found
It won't be the same
Oh...
I've had my wake up
Won't you wake up
I keep asking why
I can't take it
It wasn't fake
It happened you passed by
Now you're gone
Now you're gone
There you go
There you go
Somewhere I can't bring you back
Now you're gone
Now you're gone
There you go
There you go
Somewhere you're not coming back... Her voice was cracking...she was about to cry. I just listened as she sang the rest of the song, her voice filled with sadness...
The day you slipped away
Was the day I found
It won't be the same
Oh...
Na na...na na na na na na
I miss you... Tears were flowing from her eyes as she fell to the ground, holding her face in her hands.
"Everything's so MESSED UP!" She screamed at the ground. I stood up from the bush and walked up behind her.
"I don't think so..."
- - (Sakura's POV)
"I don't think so..."
I squeaked and turned around. There, standing before me, stood Syaoran, his eyes clouded.
He stood there for some time before he said something.
"So you CAN talk...why now to bring it out?" His voice sounded hurt...and angry.
"I-I-I...well...I woke up during the night, feeling blood in my mouth. So I-I rushed to the bathroom and threw up...as usual. Then all of a sudden...I was thinking something and I supposedly said it out loud. It scared me because I didn't feel the blood in my mouth any more. I was wondering why my voice came back all of a sudden...I mean it took so...long..." I lowered my head as new tears welled in my eyes. I was devastated when I lost my voice...it was my pride and joy.
"Were you awake any time before that?" Syaoran asked embarrassed.
"Ummm...well..." I couldn't just LIE to him! It'd break his heart if he found out...and that is the last thing I want to do.
"So you did hear..." I looked at him.
"I-I really didn't mean to...I was just awake...but...it's not true, right?" He stared at me weirdly. "I mean, you were-were just kidding...right?"
"Why would I be kidding?" he suddenly asked offensively.
"Well...you have...Ladriel...and you wouldn't go behind her back...would you?"
"Ladriel and I...that's different. We were engaged without our consents. She loves me, but I don't love her."
"But..."
"You won't accept the fact that I like maybe even love you, will you?" Syaoran asked.
"I-I..."
"You're rejecting me..."
"That's not..." I tried. He just kept putting sentences in my mouth.
"It's forbidden for a doctor to love his patient...is that it?
"WOULD YOU JUST STOP IT?!?!?!" I screamed, panting a little. He shut up and stared at me. "STOP putting words into my mouth. I just can't see you going behind someone's back...okay? I'm not rejecting you because I care for the feelings that Ladriel has for you. She loves you...you'll learn to love her in time..." I said. "And...it's not forbidden for a doctor to love his patient..."
"But what about my feelings?" I looked at him, sadly. "DON'T I get a say in this? It's not my choice to love this Ladriel...because she loves me for all the wrong reasons! She's weird and over-protective. She acts more like a sister than a lover! And plus...my heart doesn't love her..."
- - (Tomoyo's POV)
"It's a good thing your mom kept this in the attic...cause this is the best moment in my life...he confessed to her...and she's trying to get the facts straight," I said, putting the camcorder back up to my eye. We were watching from a nearby cherry tree.
I ran after Syaoran when he had left the house at 0dark00 hours in the morning.
(You know military time? How it's said '0 2 hundred hours' for 2:00 in the morning? She means it's still dark... hope you guys got that... =D)
When he was following sakura, I got Eriol out of bed and we followed them with this camcorder recording the whole way...
"I just hope she realize what he's saying..."
"Hey, you took that bag back to the clinic right?" Eriol nodded.
"You thought I'd forget?" He asked, hurt.
"No...I was just wondering...oh! Did you find out the results of those medicines from the clinic?"
"Not yet, he said today right before my mom's birthday celebration is when they come back in."
"That's good. I don't want Sakura to be hurt anymore," I said softly, resting my head on Eriol's chest.
- - (Sakura's POV)
"Plus...I know she only loves me for my looks and power," he said softly. "You're the only one who liked me for me. That's probably why I fell in love with you."
"But what a-about..." I whispered.
"Do you ever not worry for someone else? Have you ever been selfish in the slightest moment of you're life?"
"YES! AND THAT'S WHY MY FAMILY IS DEAD!" I screamed bolting from the gardens.
It was my fault... My mom died because I was born. She was able to hold out for three years, but she still died because of me. If I hadn't been so damn pretty, my family would still be alive! Why would anyone want me...?
I continued to run until I was jerked back roughly by something grabbing onto my arm. I turned around and met Syaoran's worried eyes.
"STOP! You can't love me! Leave me be and let me wallow in my sorrow!!"
"Sakura, I can't. I can't see you hurting. It kills me inside knowing you're hurting." I stared at him sadly, a new wave of tears washing over my face. I brought him close to me and hugged him. It made me feel loved to know someone worried about me...that is, someone besides Tomoyo and Eriol.
"CRAP!" We heard in the distance. "THE TAPE RAN OUT!"
And...speak of the devils...
I laid my head on Syaoran's chest and hugged him tighter. This felt so good...
"SYAORAN-POO!!!!!!!!" Ladriel yelled from the house. "WE NEED TO PUT ON OUR CLOTHES!"
"Damn..." I heard Syaoran say. He was right. DAMN THAT STUPID LADRIEL FOR RUINING A PERFECTLY GOOD MOMENT!!!!!! I pulled away from Syaoran and looked in his eyes.
"Your fiancée is calling you," I said quietly, turning around and leaving.
"Sakura?" I turned around. He walked up to me and gave me another kiss on my lips.
"SYAORAN-POO!!!! WHERE ARE YOU?" Ladriel screamed again.
"You should go..." I said quietly, lowering my head and walking off.
The world is truly cruel...
- - End!
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Ppiglette: Thanks...you don't know how much that means to me! Your welcome...the only reason I didn't put the POV's was because I wanted you to guess on some of them...like the "creepy-man..." haha...I'm glad I made you happy!
Irene: I will finish the story goes into triumphant stance! Ha HA! I'm sorry...but I think this chappie will be out...this one WILL be the last though before I leave for California.
Cherryblossom88: Thanks...Well only to go with their idiot sister...hahaha! Anyone who tries to take Syaoran away from Sakura is an idiot...SS FOREVER! Hehehe
IchigoCandy: The story is almost finished and I'll get started on making this story a magic ficcy!
Cherryblossom0101: Well...Syaoran HAS to fall in love with Sakura and the other way on, how can Sakura resist his sighs dreamily well toned body, chiseled chest, and awesomely Syaoran features? Hahahaha!
Katrina: HUH! I HAD TO MAKE THEM KISS! IT WAS ONLY RIGHT! Hahhhaa...everyone has to hate Ladriel...she's taking Syaoran away from Sakura! I love fireflies since I didn't get to see them at all in CA...that's one good thing I like about TN...is the fireflies...sighs KATRINA I DON'T WANT TO MOVE WAHHHHHH! I don't... But Katrina-chan...why can't I call you Flipper in my story? sarcasm hahaha that would be a laugh! I like Katrina...I'll stick with that!
You Brought Me Back
By: Witch Hunter Sakura
Chapter 9: The World is Cruel
- - (Syaoran's POV)
Stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid............
I repeated this so many times in my head. I can't believe I kissed my client! I looked up towards the stars and sighed...
Well, there was one good thing that came out of it. I didn't regret it. Even though I'm engaged with Ladriel, I feel more connected with Sakura. I mean, Sakura's got that high spirit, her personality is so intriguing, and her smile...oh gosh, can't forget that one...
I hate her smile...cause the first time I saw it...I was trapped. It was that beautiful smile that kept in her innermost secrets and past.
She was a huge puzzle that I intended on solving.
I touched my lips where I had felt her warm lips on mine. Her kiss was so gentle as if she didn't want to hurt me. And I had been gentle too as if I didn't want to hurt her.
She had run away crying when I had kissed her though...so my attempts at not hurting her were thrown away. I had hurt her and I didn't know how. But it hurt me so bad just to see her face in pain; her crystal tears shattering on the ground as she ran from me.
That hurt so badly...
- - (Sakura's POV)
I had stopped crying when Tomoyo entered my part of the room. "Sakura? What's wrong?" I opened my mouth to answer...forgot. I grabbed a pad of paper and jotted down what happened, and she read over it quickly. "I knew he was up to no good. I should've never let him go with you." I supposed she was talking about Ladriel's brother. "But..." Uh-oh, here it is... "KAWAII!! You kissed SYAORAN! OMG, I HAVE to tell Eriol!" I ran to her, grabbing her shoulders, and pleading to her mentally to NOT tell Eriol. "Oh, Sakura! He likes YOU! Can't you get that? Eriol's his cousin and he's been watching Syaoran and his actions...Eriol tells me everything! Just let Syaoran get it out first. He likes YOU." She turned around sadly and walked out of the room, leaving me standing there shocked.
He can't like me...he has Ladriel. He has to like Ladriel.
And with that thought, I climbed into the uncomfortable bed and fell into a dreamless sleep.
- - (Syaoran's POV)
When I finally climbed down from the tree, I was obviously aware of the fact that it WAS way past my bedtime. The moon was high in the sky and the stars were brightly shining. Yep, way past.
I walked quietly into the room, making sure not to wake Sakura.
Sakura...
I had intended to climb into my warm bed, but my feet weren't moving in the direction I wanted. Instead, they were head towards Sakura's part of the room. I tried stopping but my heart wouldn't take it.
I gave up and sat beside Sakura's bed, watching her sleep.
She looked so peaceful...like an angel. She turned fully and was now facing me. I reached my hand up slowly and brushed stray hairs from her face, and as I did this, a small smile spread across her face.
"Oh, Sakura," I started. I actually didn't know why I was doing this. I mean, wouldn't it be better if I told her when she was awake? "Sakura, when I first saw you, I thought I was the luckiest man on earth. Why? Because I was treating a very beautiful woman. But now, I'm glad I'm treating you, but it's not for that reason. I've found so many things out about you...and your past intrigues me. You're a puzzle waiting to be solved. And I intend on solving you.
"These pasts few weeks have made my thoughts of you change. I used to think you were a crybaby, a prissy, just basically someone I didn't like. But, I see now that I was wrong. You're an angel and I'm glad I met you. Just anything about you makes me feel so warm. I feel so content with you...and, Sakura," I paused, stroking my hand across her cheek. "I think I may love you." I leaned over and placed another small kiss on her lips and got up. Taking one last look at her, I said, "Sweet dreams, my cherry blossom," and left into my part of the room.
- - (Sakura's POV)
I opened my eyes when I heard Syaoran finally get in bed.
Does he actually LIKE me? I placed my fingers to my lips and felt the warmness left on them from him.
I can't believe it...literally, I can't believe it. Why would he like me when he has Ladriel?
"Oh, Syaoran," I found myself whispering, and as I said this, I had the faint taste of blood in my mouth. I got up quickly and ran into the bathroom right down the hall.
I stood in front of the mirror, barely any blood coming from my mouth. Did this mean...I have my voice back?
"It has to be..." I said again. The faint blood taste entered my mouth again, but no blood came from my mouth. It HAS to be...
- - Early Morning (Sakura's POV)
I haven't slept a wink since I came back from the bathroom. I was somewhat scared. Was I just simply cured? So what was causing it?
I walked out of the room, after glancing at the peaceful sleeping Syaoran.
I sighed, once I reached the garden. Everything was just happening so fast. Syaoran liking me, my voice just suddenly coming back...
Well, it doesn't matter...I haven't had my voice in so long...I want to use it as much as I can!
I ran into the cherry grove and began to sing.
I'm not afraid of anything. My voice was a little harsh sounding, but I continued on.
I just need to know that I can breathe
I don't need much of anything
But suddenly...
- - (Syaoran's POV)
I heard Sakura leave the room. Something was different with her...she seemed happier.
I got up from my bed and got dressed quickly, following her into the gardens, then into the cherry grove.
She had started to sing...WHAT??? My mind screamed. BUT SHE CAN'T TALK!!!
I am small and the world is big. Her voice was so soft. I was surprised it was hoarse sounding considering she hadn't used it in years.
All around me is fast moving
Surrounded by so many things
But suddenly, suddenly. She sounds so sad...
She walked farther into the cheery orchard, admiring the trees and still singing.
How does it feel...to be
Different from me
Are we the same...
How does it feel...to be
Different from me
Are we the same
How does it feel... I really can't take my eyes off of her...she sounds so sad. I just wish I could comfort her somehow...
I am young and I am free
But I get tired and I get weak
I get lost and I can't sleep
But suddenly, suddenly. Was she talking about her past?
How does it feel...to be
Different from me
Are we the same
How does it feel...to be
Different from me
Are we the same
How does it feel
Would you comfort me? If I could...I would.
Would you cry with me? I don't cry much...but for your sake, I could.
Ah ah ah...ah ah...ah ah...ah ah
Ah ah ah...ah ah...ah ah...ah ah
How does it feel...to be
Different from me
Are we the same
How does it feel...to be
Different from me
Are we the same
How does it feel...
How does it feel...to be
Different from me
Are we the same
How does it feel...to be
Different from me
Are we the same
How does it feel...
Ah ah ah...ah ah...ah ah
Ah ah ah...ah ah...ah ah
How does it feel
How does it feel
You're different from me...different
How does it feel
How does it feel
You're different from me...different...The song ended and she continued farther into the forest of cherry trees. It was different...it was like she knew I was here, yet she didn't want to see me. Or she wanted me to hear her singing, but not see her... I don't know...but it was confusing to me. She was singing about something she didn't want others to be burdened with...but HOW WAS SHE SINGING IN THE FIRST PLACE? My mind screamed within me. It was a good question...
She stopped under a blooming cherry blossom and stared up, then she started singing once more...only it was a different song.
Na na...na na na na na na...
I miss you
I miss you so bad
I don't forget you
Oh it's so sad... She had to be talking about her family or someone in it. When Eriol and Tomoyo told me of what the found in Sakura's house, it scared me a little and I didn't believe it TOO much...but something did happen to them, my brain told me that day.
I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly
The day you slipped away
Was the day I found
It won't be the same
Oh...
Na na...na na na na na
I didn't get around to kiss you
Goodbye on the hand
I wish that I would see you again
I know that I can't
I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly... I truly wish I could just run to you and hold you. I want to put all your pain away. I don't want to see you hurt...
The day you slipped away
Was the day I found
It won't be the same
Oh...
I've had my wake up
Won't you wake up
I keep asking why
I can't take it
It wasn't fake
It happened you passed by
Now you're gone
Now you're gone
There you go
There you go
Somewhere I can't bring you back
Now you're gone
Now you're gone
There you go
There you go
Somewhere you're not coming back... Her voice was cracking...she was about to cry. I just listened as she sang the rest of the song, her voice filled with sadness...
The day you slipped away
Was the day I found
It won't be the same
Oh...
Na na...na na na na na na
I miss you... Tears were flowing from her eyes as she fell to the ground, holding her face in her hands.
"Everything's so MESSED UP!" She screamed at the ground. I stood up from the bush and walked up behind her.
"I don't think so..."
- - (Sakura's POV)
"I don't think so..."
I squeaked and turned around. There, standing before me, stood Syaoran, his eyes clouded.
He stood there for some time before he said something.
"So you CAN talk...why now to bring it out?" His voice sounded hurt...and angry.
"I-I-I...well...I woke up during the night, feeling blood in my mouth. So I-I rushed to the bathroom and threw up...as usual. Then all of a sudden...I was thinking something and I supposedly said it out loud. It scared me because I didn't feel the blood in my mouth any more. I was wondering why my voice came back all of a sudden...I mean it took so...long..." I lowered my head as new tears welled in my eyes. I was devastated when I lost my voice...it was my pride and joy.
"Were you awake any time before that?" Syaoran asked embarrassed.
"Ummm...well..." I couldn't just LIE to him! It'd break his heart if he found out...and that is the last thing I want to do.
"So you did hear..." I looked at him.
"I-I really didn't mean to...I was just awake...but...it's not true, right?" He stared at me weirdly. "I mean, you were-were just kidding...right?"
"Why would I be kidding?" he suddenly asked offensively.
"Well...you have...Ladriel...and you wouldn't go behind her back...would you?"
"Ladriel and I...that's different. We were engaged without our consents. She loves me, but I don't love her."
"But..."
"You won't accept the fact that I like maybe even love you, will you?" Syaoran asked.
"I-I..."
"You're rejecting me..."
"That's not..." I tried. He just kept putting sentences in my mouth.
"It's forbidden for a doctor to love his patient...is that it?
"WOULD YOU JUST STOP IT?!?!?!" I screamed, panting a little. He shut up and stared at me. "STOP putting words into my mouth. I just can't see you going behind someone's back...okay? I'm not rejecting you because I care for the feelings that Ladriel has for you. She loves you...you'll learn to love her in time..." I said. "And...it's not forbidden for a doctor to love his patient..."
"But what about my feelings?" I looked at him, sadly. "DON'T I get a say in this? It's not my choice to love this Ladriel...because she loves me for all the wrong reasons! She's weird and over-protective. She acts more like a sister than a lover! And plus...my heart doesn't love her..."
- - (Tomoyo's POV)
"It's a good thing your mom kept this in the attic...cause this is the best moment in my life...he confessed to her...and she's trying to get the facts straight," I said, putting the camcorder back up to my eye. We were watching from a nearby cherry tree.
I ran after Syaoran when he had left the house at 0dark00 hours in the morning.
(You know military time? How it's said '0 2 hundred hours' for 2:00 in the morning? She means it's still dark... hope you guys got that... =D)
When he was following sakura, I got Eriol out of bed and we followed them with this camcorder recording the whole way...
"I just hope she realize what he's saying..."
"Hey, you took that bag back to the clinic right?" Eriol nodded.
"You thought I'd forget?" He asked, hurt.
"No...I was just wondering...oh! Did you find out the results of those medicines from the clinic?"
"Not yet, he said today right before my mom's birthday celebration is when they come back in."
"That's good. I don't want Sakura to be hurt anymore," I said softly, resting my head on Eriol's chest.
- - (Sakura's POV)
"Plus...I know she only loves me for my looks and power," he said softly. "You're the only one who liked me for me. That's probably why I fell in love with you."
"But what a-about..." I whispered.
"Do you ever not worry for someone else? Have you ever been selfish in the slightest moment of you're life?"
"YES! AND THAT'S WHY MY FAMILY IS DEAD!" I screamed bolting from the gardens.
It was my fault... My mom died because I was born. She was able to hold out for three years, but she still died because of me. If I hadn't been so damn pretty, my family would still be alive! Why would anyone want me...?
I continued to run until I was jerked back roughly by something grabbing onto my arm. I turned around and met Syaoran's worried eyes.
"STOP! You can't love me! Leave me be and let me wallow in my sorrow!!"
"Sakura, I can't. I can't see you hurting. It kills me inside knowing you're hurting." I stared at him sadly, a new wave of tears washing over my face. I brought him close to me and hugged him. It made me feel loved to know someone worried about me...that is, someone besides Tomoyo and Eriol.
"CRAP!" We heard in the distance. "THE TAPE RAN OUT!"
And...speak of the devils...
I laid my head on Syaoran's chest and hugged him tighter. This felt so good...
"SYAORAN-POO!!!!!!!!" Ladriel yelled from the house. "WE NEED TO PUT ON OUR CLOTHES!"
"Damn..." I heard Syaoran say. He was right. DAMN THAT STUPID LADRIEL FOR RUINING A PERFECTLY GOOD MOMENT!!!!!! I pulled away from Syaoran and looked in his eyes.
"Your fiancée is calling you," I said quietly, turning around and leaving.
"Sakura?" I turned around. He walked up to me and gave me another kiss on my lips.
"SYAORAN-POO!!!! WHERE ARE YOU?" Ladriel screamed again.
"You should go..." I said quietly, lowering my head and walking off.
The world is truly cruel...
- - End!
Of the CHAPPIE!
Ummm...so what'd you think? This chappie was mainly based on Syaoran and Sakura's relationship...which should be mended...oh...within the next few chappies! So...
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OH! You know what...I just realized something...I haven't been leaving a disclaimer...holy crap... ummm...well I don't own CCS...but I do own the plot...hehehe mine! Stay away...
And the two songs I used are...How does it Feel by Avril Lavigne and Slipped Away from Avril Lavigne. Okie that's cleared up...XD
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