Alright, the 9th chap. of my story. YAY! I'm happy I have tons of reviewers and that ya'll actually liked my story...well..i need to stop babblying. ON WITH MY STORY.

Chapter 9

Shuichi's POV

I made my way into the forest.

I need to think.

I made my way over to a tree stump and sat on it, putting my head into my hands.

Nakamura is going to have to leave eventually.

I could still feel Nakamura's lips against mine..they were warm and pleasant.

I snapped out of the daze, as I heard someone walking into the forest as well. I stood up and hid behind a tree. I wanted to see who it was.

A girl was running throught the forest, with red black tipped ears and a..

Nakamura?

I stood from behind the tree and began to follow her.

It looks like Nakamura. But what is she doing here?

She was picking up speed, to begin with she was already running fast. I ran behind her, making sure I didn't get caught.

She stopped ten feet away from me, as did I.

I've never seen this place before.

She walked up to a river. I looked a little further and I noticed there was a waterfall.

What is she doing here?

I watched as Nakamura dipped her foot in the water and transform back into human form.

Her long dark hair blocked me the view of her body, but i could tell she was stripping herself of clothing. For her clothes was now in a budle on th floor. I watched as she dove into the water.

Something began to glow in front of her. An elder lady showed from it.

A spirit?

She has the same deep blue eyes as Nakamura.

End Of Shuichi's POV

Nakamura's POV

"Hello child." My grandma welcomed me.

"Hi gran." I said as I looked at myself in the water, my eyes.

"Child, would thy care to tell me why thy came here?" my grandma asked me as she smiled. "It has something to do with the young man doesn't it?"

"Yes, grandma. He kissed me, and I...I liked it...wait no...I mean, i didn't fight it back." I said, I didn't mean for that to slip out.

My grandma began to chuckle. I was getting a little irritated.

"Child, does thy remember what I said at your last visit?" she asked me.

"Yes, you said thy feels that way, because it was meant for thy to feel it. It was like destiny meant for it." I said, then it hit me. "Wait grandma...So your saying, i'm feeling like this because I was meant to feel like this, like I love him?" I said.

My grandma smile, nodded and said. "Those words didn't come from my mouth, it came from thy's mouth."

She's right. She never said to me that I loved him...I did.

I looked up to were my grandma was, but she wasn't there.

"Damn it grandma, next time tell me when you leave." I yelled in frustration.

I heard a twig break and looked in the direction I heard it from.

Nobody's there.

I grabbed my clothes and stood up from the water, covering myself with my clothes.

End Of Nakamura's POV

Shuichi's POV

I looked as she made her way out of the river, her hair, caressing her body, like a black dress.

She looks beautiful.

At this point I could feel Youko, trying to come out.

'No Youko, I can't let you come out anymore, especially not in front of her!'

'I must shuichi. You must let me out. If you won't go ahead and make a move then I WILL!'

End Of Shuichi's POV

Youko's POV

Shuichi isn't going to make a move but I am.

'NO YOUKO. DON'T DO IT.'

I made my way to a couple of trees that were closer to her.

'Why not!'

'Because she doesn't KNOW YOU! She'll just get scared!'

'Shut it Shuichi!'

I watched as she began to pick up her clothes.

This is my chance.

I walked out of the trees and towards her, She looked up and...screamed.

Damn I hate it when Shuichi's right.

"GET AWAY!" She yelled at me.

"No. Listen." I said.

She stood there shocked and just looked at me. I took a couple of steps toward her, until I was only about 2 feet away.

"Don't come any closer." She said, tears rolling down her face.

'She's scared Youko.'

'I said Shut it Shuichi.'

'Listen you need to calm her down.'

'No you listen, I want you to be quiet.'

I didn't pay any attention, I walked up to her and She slowly began to walk away.

"I said, get away...Youko, Shuichi..whoever you are!" Nakamura yelled at me.

I payed no attention to her.

She put her hands out in front of me.

"Stay away!" She yelled.

I grabbed her wrist, she looked at me in shock.

"LET ME GO!" She yelled at me.

'Youko let her go! NOW!'

'No.'

'Your hurting her wrists!'

'What are you talking about.'

'She tried to kill herself, by cutting her wrists.'

I loosened my grip on her wrists, she calmed down afterwards.

"Why are you here." she asked me.

"Because I want to be here." I answered her.

"Where's Shuichi?" She asked me.

"He's inside of me right now." I answered her.

"Can I ask him something?" She asked me, tears runnning down her face.

"Why would you want to do that?" I asked her.

"Can I ask him or not!" she asked again.

"Yes, I guess if you must." I said.

"Shuichi, Why did you ..Kiss me?" Nakamura said, as tears ran down her face.

'Let me out Youko. Or i'll come out myself!'

'No.'

I could feel him fighting to get through.

"So.." Nakamura said.

'She's crying. DAMN IT LET ME OUT!'

'And you think that doesn't hurt me?'

I could feel him forcing himself to get through.

I can't hold him in anymore.

End Of Youko's POV

Nakamura's POV

I watched as Youko's silver hair began to turn red and his gold eyes turn into green ones.

Shuichi!

"Nakamura!" Shuichi said,as he looked down at his hands, which were holding my wrists.

He let my hands go instantly.

I looked at my wrists and noticed the blood seeping through again.

Damn cuts! Why won't you heal!

I looked at Shuichi. The tears still flowing down my face.

End Of Nakamura's POV

Shuichi's POV

"I kissed you because I love you Nakamura, I love you." I said, as I watched her cry out, the tears were flowing down her face, new ones behind them.

"YOU LIE!" Nakamura yelled at me. "NO ONE CAN LOVE ME!"

"Nakam-...what-." I asked I coldn't believe what she was saying.

"YOU CAN'T LOVE ME, NO ONE CAN! I DON'T DESERVE TO BE LOVED, I DON'T DESERVE ANYONE'S LOVE." She yelled, as she cried uncontrollably.

"Nakamura your wrong." I said.

I began to walk toward her, I touched her arm, but she pushed me away.

"NO SHUICHI, STAY AWAY FROM ME. PLEASE. DON'T COME LOOKING FOR ME. I DON'T DESERVE YOU, FOR I CAN NOT LOVE YOU. I NEVER WILL LOVE. DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND!" She yelled.

"No, nakamura I don't." I said.

"STAY AWAY SHUICHI. GO AWAY!" Nakamura yelled.

I closed my eyes in frustration. I opened them and I saw Nakamura running. I began to run after her.

End Of Shuichi's POV

Nakamra's POV

I began to run. I had to leave and escape from Shuichi.

He can't love me. I can't be loved. I hate Shuichi for loving me, why me why couldn't he fall for someone else. Why me?

I stopped by a tree and began to put my clothes on, quickly.

I began to run again.

He doesn't understand. No one does. My mother's dead and my father hates me. The people that I love have died or turn against me. I can't be loved. No one can love me, they'll be gone, if they do love me. He can't love me, for I can't love him.

I continued running. Where I was going, I had to make my mind up.

My house. Changshi.

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