Alright, the most Violence packed and saddest chapter yet. Well, umm...read on.
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Chapter 10
Nakamura's POV
I walked into my house, and saw Changshi.
"Nakamura, what's wrong?" She asked me.
"Nothing. Changshi, listen to me. If anyone asks to come and see me say they can't come in. Oh my Kami, Changsi, what happened to you." I said, She had a black eye and a bruised cheek.
"Your father..he's furious. He got a call from school and he just went crazy. He didn't have anyone to take it out on." She said as she began to cry.
"Changshi, I want you to pack up your things. If something happens today, between me and my father promise me you'll leave. I don't want you to get hurt anymore." I said.
"But child. " She said as she looked into my eyes.
"Promise me, you'll do it." I said.
"I can't I promised your mom I would protect you against harm." She said.
"Fine, but if anything happens, go and hide. You can't protect me from getting harmed by my father, or else he'll just harm you, too." I said. She nodded.
"I promise child." She said.
"THERE YOU ARE YOU LITTLE BITCH! WHERE WERE YOU YESTERDAY AND TODAY!" My father began yelling at me.
I had no time to say anything.
He grabbed me by my hair. I fell to the floor and he began to drag me.
"Changshi, You promised." I yelled. I watched as she began to run upstairs.
My father picked me up by my shirt and slammed me against the wall. I cried out in pain.
"YOU WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT! LET ME GUESS YOU WERE PROBABLY WITH THAT BOY DOING WHO KNOWS WHAT! YOU BITCH!" He said as he punched me.
I fell to the floor, crying. the pain on my cheek was unbearable.
"GET UP!" he said as he kicked me hard in the stomache.
I spit blood out of my mouth, as I began to stand up.
"OH TOUGH LITTLE BITCH ARE WE NOW!" He yelled, as he picked me up by my shirt and threw me against the wall.
I fell to the floor, on my back. He came up to me and stepped on my fingers. I cried out in pain.
My father laughed in a maniac way. He grabbed my arm and dragged me over to the kitchen table. I felt so weak, like I was about to die right now. I noticed him reach over the table and grab something.
The rolling pin.
My eyes grew wide as he brought it down on me. I yelled out in pain, as he laughed. He kept hitting me with the rolling pin, on my legs, my thighs, my arms, my face, everywhere. The pain growing worst and worst.
"THIS IS WHAT YOU GET FOR LEAVING AND NEVER LISTENING, THIS IS WHAT YOU GET FOR COMING OUT AS YOU CAME OUT! THIS IS FOR THE TROUBLE YOU'VE CAUSED ME AND THIS IS FOR BEING WHO YOU ARE!" He yelled at me, as I cried after every hit.
He stopped the hitting and began to walk over to the sink. I rolled myself around and began to crawl to a corner of the kitchen, I barely had any strength left.
I felt somthing slice through my left arm, the pain was unbearable. I looked at what had hit me.
A knife.
I looked up and saw my father holding 2 knifes. He threw a second knife. I closed my eyes, but screamed in pain. The knife hit my right leg. My father just laughed. He walked up to me and picked me up, yet again, by my shirt.
"You want to know something. Your mother was a filthy demon just like you are. That's why she's dead. " He said as he brought the knife to my neck, slicing it, as I cried. "Your going to die too, Maybe you'll see her!" He yelled.
He brought the Knife over his head.
I closed my eyes waiting for his hit, but it never came instead I heard a loud.
CLANG!
I felt my father loosen his grip completely on my shirt and I heard a loud.
THUD!
I opened my eyes, to see Chanshi with a pan in her hand and my father on the floor, next to me.
"Child, I broke your promise, but I couldn't leave you alone." She cried as she let the pan fall to the floor. She stepped over my father and hugged me.
"Thank you Changshi." I said.
"It was nothing child. Go up to your room. I'm going to put your father in the basement and lock him up. I've called the police, he shall not harm you anymore." She said.
I nodded my head and began to walk away.
"AHH!" I heard Changshi scream, I turned back to see a knife in her stomache and my father smiling.
"NOOOOO! Changshi!" I yelled. I ran over to her.
"No child. You must go. I packed up a little of your things. Go upstairs, and get them. Then you must leave. Don't worry the police is going to be here in awhile." She said.
"No changshi, I can't leave you." I cried.
"Yes, child. Yugasi called, she told me everything Nakamura, everything. You must go, I'll be fine. You can't do anything anyways. If the police find you they'll take you too. I don't want that to happen. Go Nakamura!" She yelled at me. "I'll be in the hospital. Don't worry. I'll make it. I promise, this time, I promise you and your mother."
She smiled reassuringly at me.
"Alright, i'll leave." I said. I stood up and began to run upstairs.
She did pack up for me. There were the keys to my car and an evelope full of, I figured, money. There was a small suit case packed too. I grabbed everything and went back downstairs.
I saw Changshi in a chair.
She doesn't look to good.
"Go Nakamura." She said.
I nodded crying and ran ouside into my car and sped off. Just as I heard the sirens of the cops and the ambulance.
End Of Nakamura's POV
Shuichi's POV
I stepped into my house. I lost Nakamura, she was to fast for me.
How could she say I couldn't love her! What did she mean by that?
I sat on the couch as I heard someone knock on the door.
"Come in." I said.
I watched as Yusuke, Hiei, and Kuwabara came in, with worry plastered all over their face.
"Umm...Kurama...Nakamura's missing." Kuwabara said, sitting down.
"Yes, I know." I said as I began to tell them of what happened.
End Of Shuichi's POV
Nakamura's POV
I stepped into the hotel room, I checked in awhile ago. The person just stared at me, as I cried.
I put my suitcase on the floor, ad began to change of my blood stained clothes. I went over by the window and sat down. I began to cry, yet again.
I can't love anyone. What happened today is enough proof. I'm not meant to be in this world. Changshi is in the hospital because of me! My father is in jail because of me! My momther is dead, because of me! Shuichi is suffering because of me! I can see it in his eyes! I don't deserve his love, because I can't give him mine. He can't truly love me. that's impossible! I need to end this!
I stood up and walked over to the phone. I picked it up and dialed Yugasi's number.
"HI!" I heard Yugasi's cheerful voice on the other end.
"Hello, Yugasi." I said, as I tried to stop crying, but I couldn't.
"Nakamura?" Her voice changed into a worried one. "Nakamura where are you? You made me so worried, are you okay?"
"I can't tell you were I am. No I am not okay. I never was and I never will be. I just realized that. I just called to say goodbye, you were my only true friend. Oh yea, and I'll send you a souvenir through mail." I said as I began to hang up the phone.
"Naka-" was all she said before I hung up.
I went over by my suit case and opened it.
Yes, my cd's.
Changshi knows I can't live without my cd's. I stood up and looked around the room.
A boom box.
I walked over to the boom box and stuck a cd in there. A mix cd. Good charlotte, mixed with simple plan and other artists. I changed it to number 3 and predictable came on.
Something isn't right. I can feel it again. feel it again.This isn't the first time that you left me waiting.
I walked back to my suitcase.
Sad excuses and false hopes high. I saw this coming still I don't know why I let you in.
I dug threw my suitcase, until I found what I was looking for.
I knew it all along. You're so predictable. I knew something would go wrong.Something's always wrong. So you don't have to call or say anything at all. Your so predictable.
I ran to a corner of the room. I looked at the knife in my hands.
So take your empty words, your broken promises and all the time you stole cause I am done with this.
I always keep a knife in one of my pants. My black baggy ones. Changshi knew I liked those pants, and she packed them.
I can give it away, give it away. I'm doing everything I should've. And know i'm making a change. I'm living the day. I'm giving back what you gave me. I don't need anything.
I can't live in this world anymore. I have to leave. I have to go, before anyone suffers for me.
I knew it all along. You're so predictable. I knew something would go wrong.Something's always wrong. So you don't have to call or say anything at all. You're so predictable.
I can't stay here anymore. I began to unbandage my wrist.
Everywhere I go. Everyone I meet. Everytime I try to fall in love. They all wanna know why i'm so broken. Why am I so cold. Why i'm so hard inside. Why am I scared. What am I afraid of. I don't even know. this story never had an end. I've been waiting I've been searching. I've been hoping. I've been dreaming you would calm back, But i know the ending of this story. You're never coming back. Never...never..never...never.
I put my knife to my wrist, and sliced it. As I screamed in pain.
I knew it all along. You're so predictable. I knew something would go wrong. Something's always wrong. So you don't have to call or say anything at all. You're so predictable.
I sliced my arm again.
I'm stronger this time. It's going to take a lot more than one or two cuts this time.
Everywhere I go for the rest of my life, everyone that I love, everyone that I care about. They're all gonna wanna know what's wrong with me. And I know what it is. I'm ending this right now...
I sliced my arm, yet again. this time, acutally feeling the pain.
End Of Nakamura's POV
Shuichi's POV
I paced around my room, I had a bad feeling in my gut.
The phone rang, scaring me. I ran to it and picked it up.
"Hello." I said.
"Shuichi...oh my kami!" It was Yugasi and she was crying. "Nakamura."
My eyes grew wide, something was wrong.
"What about her Yugasi!" I yelled into the phone.
"She's saying goodbye, Shuichi. She's leaving us." Yugasi choking on her sobs.
"No. Where is she?" I said, trying to calm both me and her down.
"The caller id...it said..a hotel.. " She began, I tried to listen carefully through her sobs, as she told me the name of the hotel.
"Alright. I'm going to go and try and find her. Calm down yugasi. Call Yusuke and the others, tell them to meet me here." I said, as I hung up the phone.
I began to run, until I reached the hotel, 5 minutes later. luckily it wasn't to far. I had to let Youko out, but he promised he would go back, if it was for Nakamura.
I ran up to the desk.
"I need to find the room of a person named Nakamura." I said to the man.
He began to type into the computer.
"Yes, she's in room 116." He said.
I began to run.
111. 112. 113. 114. 115. 116.
I turned the knob but the door wouldn't open. I leaned my head on the door. There was music on.
There's a woman crying out tonight. Her world has changed. She asks god why. Her only son has died. And now her daughter cries. She can't sleep at night.
"Nakamura, are you in there?" I asked.
"Shuichi. Go. Leave." she said as she cried.
"No, Nakamura, I can't." I yelled.
Downtown. Another day for all suits and ties. another war to fight. There's no regard for life. How do they sleep at night. How can we make things right. Just wanna make things right.
"Shuichi..everyone I love dies. Everyone I care about, turns against me. Don't you get it!" I heard her yell at me.
"Nakamura." I said.
I heard her scream. I couldn't control myself anymore. I kicked the door and it opened instantly, revealing Nakamura. Blood was all over her and she had a knife in her hand. She was crying.
We believe. We believe. We believe. We believe. We believe. We believe. In this Love.
I ran to her. I picked her up in my hands.
"Nakamura. " I said. I couldn't think of anything to do or say.
"Shuichi,I told you to leave." She said as her blood and tear stained face looked at me.
"I can't leave you Nakamura." I said, as I pulled a hair strands out of her face.
We are all the same. Human in all our ways and all our pain. So let it be. There's a love that could fall down like rain. Let us see. Let forgiveness wash away the pain. What we need. And no one really knows what they are searching for. We believe. This world is crying for so much more.
I brought her up to me and hugged her.
We believe. We believe. We believe. We believe. We believe. We believe. In this love.
"I love you Nakamura." I said.
Her breath was much deeper now.
"Shuichi. You can't love me. You can't suffer for me." She said.
We believe. We believe. We believe. We believe. We believe. We believe. In this love.
"No Nakamura. I won't suffer for loving you. I'll suffer for losing you." I said.
She looked up at me, and smiled. "You don't care?" she asked as tears rolled down her cheeks.
"Care? Care about what?" I asked her.
"That anyone who loves me or I love. Dies. Or they turn against me." she said.
"No. I'd rather die, knowing you love me, then live, knowing you don't." I said.
She was barely breathing now. Her pupils were becoming small. and she could barely hold on.
I'm losing her...
So this world. Is too much. For you to take. Just lay it down and follow me. I'll be everything you need. In every way!
She smiled. Her eyes opened wide." I love you, Shuichi." She said, as she closed her eyes and her breathing was hardly there.
Either that or it wasn't there at all.
We believe. We believe. We believe. We believe. We believe. We believe. In this love. In this love. We believe. In this love. We believe. In this love. We believe. In this love.
"Nakamura." I said. She didn't respond.
I looked at her face. She wasn't cryin anymore. She was, still and silent. her eyes closed.
"No! Nakamura!" I yelled. I could feel tears flowing down my cheeks.
I lost her.
Okay, I know . Very sad, well. Yea, there's not much to say. If anyone's wondering the songs were.
Predictable and we believe, Both by good charlotte.
I don't own any of them whatso ever. I'm just a huge fan. LOl.
If ya'll have the cd. Just click the song on, when that part comes up. and don't read the lyrics, just the story, at the speed that suits best the story and the song. Then the story should fall in place. Hopefully. If not your either reading to slow or too fast.
Now. I want to thank my reviewers:
Hirina: Yea,yea, your the first reviewer, wo what. Flicks rina back Take that wolf girl. LOL. Yea, this chapter was long? or was it? LOL. I don't know. But it was better. VERY. By the way.. you aren't not a sexy wolf girl...you wish you were. LOL.
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