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Wow, long time for an update...giggles nervoulsy sorry for the wait guys. I promise that I will keep updating, I even made this chappie a cliffhanger so that I would have to update. Let me know what you think, and thanks for the patience, and kind reviews thus far!



Sawyer couldn't stand Jack in any way.

The good doctor just got under his skin, plain and simple.

Something nagging in the back of his told him it was jealousy.

'Now what the hell do I have to be jealous of him for' He grumped, pushing his heel harder into the sand.

Kate was standing in the sun, the rays bouncing off her and creating the appearance of a halo.

He scowled.

Kate had kissed him, Kate had come to him, Kate had made it seem as though she wanted him.

Then, merely minutes after she'd gone jumping straight into Jack's arms.

He'd made a promise that he intended to keep.


"Jack"

"Hmmm" He replied, rolling back onto his side, bringing a hand and tangling in her hair.

"What happens now?"

Jack smiled, enjoying the warmth he felt when she was with him.

He kept quiet though. The truth? He didn't know, he didn't know what was supposed to happen now. He just wanted to be with her, he just wanted to love her.

It was cheesy, and he knew it.

But he'd never loved someone like Kate, his feelings for Sarah had been colossal, but Kate… Kate was something else.

She had secrets, but it didn't matter, everyone on the island did. He just hoped that she would trust him one day, trust him enough to tell him.

Kate sighed contently, moving closer to Jack's body, and smiling when he draped his arm around her.

Something was in the back of her mind though, and it was Sawyer.

She'd seem him earlier that day and he had not been happy.

Not surprisingly, she felt she had led him on.

She had.

But she was not going to go crawling back and apologize, she'd made her decision, Sawyer should find away around it.

Prove he wasn't just after one thing and still be a friend.

She snorted, Sawyer, friend? They didn't work in the same sentence.

Something was tugging at her heart strings and she really wanted to knock Cupid out. He was playing her heart like a violin.

She wanted to love Jack, and be happy and have a fairy tale.

But she couldn't brush Sawyer off the way she was.

It wasn't fair.

She didn't want to hurt Jack.

She didn't want to hurt Sawyer.

Damn it Kate, get your feelings straight! She scolded herself, Jack's here for you, don't let him go.

She tried to sleep, but it was almost impossible.

She didn't want to leave Jacks' comforting arms, but at the same time she was suffocating.

She sighed and slipped herself from under Jacks arm, smiling at the way he moved and moaned in his sleep.

She stopped.

It was be so easy to crawl back and forget about her thoughts.

Sighing she quickly dressed herself, as much as she knew Sawyer would appreciate it, walking around naked wasn't going to happen.

As long as the jungle had leaves she would never ever go naked.

She shuddered at the though and then laughed softly at herself.

The camp was quiet, a few murmured whispers from different directions, and she swore that Shannon and Sayid weren't just 'sleeping'.

She glanced around, the fires were still burning, bright and warm in the midnight sky, but there was usually someone to watch them.

She prayed it wasn't Sawyer, she didn't know what she would do being left alone with him.

Her body often betrayed her mind.

Or the other way around.

She sighed, and settled into the sand, resting her head against the sturdy coconut tree, listening to the wave's crash against the sea.

As she had done before, when there were clouds.

Not a single cloud was in the sky, it was clear as ever, stars shining brightly for her to see.

She smiled, behind her a twig crunched.

Her stomach clenched, please oh please oh please no.

She squeezed her eyes; she did not want the confrontation right now.

"You okay Kate? Looked kinda lonely out here…thought ya' might like some company"


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